locked in

lyrics:

I could hear her speak thru the walls while I lay awake 
She talks to me at night thru my sleep hoping I move my face
Syphoning my dying breath to tell her I hope that she knows that
Right now as I lay dead tonight just know u were who I heard last

Please dont die she told me and I made a face
It was never my time but I pushed forward the date
Blinding lights hit my body and then my face
Baby please dont cry there’s no way I could’ve been saved
Rest in piss to me cause I was too far gone
Redemption is more than just a word u fucking cunt
I will bleed u and skin u alive to make clothes
I was by ur side until u turned me to a ghost

I got these pills like Neo
Im geeked no abby sciuto
And Im sipping this Mitch no musso
My fit high fashion like bruno. 
She want me to dog her like im in cujo
Her man diet im more sucrose
She call me I give her that poutsos 
Im all in her jeans like bluenotes
She so beautiful in that red dress
And we aint even go home yet
Take a break from that conversation u in and gimme that good neck
Im tryna watch u undress
I dont need to go home just now
girl Show me what they talking about uh

Please dont die she told me and I made a face
It was never my time but I pushed forward the date
Blinding lights hit my body and then my face
Baby please dont cry there’s no way I could’ve been saved
Rest in piss to me cause I was too far gone
Redemption is more than just a word u fucking cunt
I will bleed u and skin u alive to make clothes
I was by ur side until u turned me to a ghost

lime-juice  (branwen)

produced by justdan

completely non profit

lyrics:

I been knocking back a q in a week
Dart lit, walking thru the city late night with no sleep
Cold facts, I'm not sober so I'll never drive a jeep
I just took a break from posting but won't take no time to weep
I'm a go back to the start and take the time to get a hold of it
I took a year to learn before I even got to posting it
The numbers been surprising in the few months since I started this
But if u don't seek improvement then sorry son ur music's shit

Shh

I'm not fucking with the attitude
Half the scene be posting crap and hoping that they'll blow from it
U are not an artist u a hobby and it's obvious
Hit the algorithm so u always try n copy it
Copy this
Scar tissue cover up my wrist
I'm a mental patient with this music on my bucket list
People call it talent I just got tf to studying
I'd like to thank the trauma and all of the broken promises

Kill the lights they hurt my eyes
I stay inside but for tonight
I break my spine and take my life
So he grows wings and comes alive 

give a fuck if this offends u
U got bigger problems than someone who don't agree with u
I got bigger problems that someone that's in my rearview
Counting all my veins thats on my skin that's almost see thru
Heat proof
Burnt off all my nerves inside my hands like they got deep fried
I can't end my day unless I take the time to get high
I'm still caught up on some shit way back  like I'm on rewind
I ain't gonna speak on anything to do with those times
Lay down 50 hours in a week I'm making bank roll
I just killed a 13 hour shift n I smash the preroll
U don't get ahead the world gon fuck u, u gon deep-throat 
I'm meant to work in darkness why the fuck u giving me hope

Recently of late the general public just disgusts me
Go partake in drama I give permission to discuss me
Everybody fake with all the toxic positivity
It ain't about the music just about the popularity, fuck me
Truth will always rear its head, it's ugly
I am not that interested suckin off ur homies
if u got a problem with my speech well u should blow me
I'm just tryna let u know that u will never own me 

public service announcement (justdan)

prod kimj
https://www.instagram.com/2hollis
https://twitter.com/osx2hollis


Always questioned it, always questioned it
I always questioned it, I always questioned it
I always questioned it, questioned it

Racks on the doorway, she keep trying to escape from me
Put a pass on your old ways, You’ll make a mistake some day I promise
I put a scar on the bad past, scar on my right eye, put me in the sky man
Switchin’ up the climate, sit in ancient silence, can’t resort to violence
And when I cry, a thousand tears, and when I lie, a thousand years
And when I say goodbye it’s our last one (and when I say goodbye it’s our last one)

I always questioned, always, uhhhh
I always questioned it, I always questioned it, yeahhh

i always questioned it

produced by sleepwater 

lyrics:
i hate everyone except you
lovers leave is overdue
i let myself   accept you
everything was made for two
i need a girl with hair
down to her shoulders yeah
hurry dont hurl round here
well i  know its cold my dear
we'll never lose hope round here
dont ever give up

 oh yeah, hello, oh yeah, help

pushing my limits no one going to stop it
killing my ex promise you never saw it
bashing our heads against the floor and the faucet
bath tub full of blood limbs in the closet
savour her head tie it up in a forest
its friday tonight but not the thirteenth
take off my mask so you its real
BURY HER BODY AND LET EVERYONE SEE
butcher that witch and go in for the kill
fill up the cask until her blood spill
leave her in a ditch then im going to chill
move on to next she got eliminate

violent

you could get somewhere if you shut your mouth
six shooter spinning lately let me down
in too deep you dont want me now
in too deep you should pull me out

aim for my throat girl
i dont even choke love
give me some more
im a ghost when im inside of you
we rot on the floor
dont stop
gimme it all love
i shouldve know
my friends all told me that youre going out and talking alone

i dont feel much better after all this time
you should let me choke and pretend you tried
you should fill my throat with some morph and wine
so i cant feel a thing i feel like nothing else is going right

stab me to watch me bleed
youve taken all that i am
my friends are leaving me
dont know how long i have left

i shouldve know what youre pulling me for 
dont stop now
i feel like i could do more

is your father not bored
youre dressed like a whore
everytime you go out you fuck 5 or more
alcohol 
theres no alcohol
you swear you get pissed
no you dont at all

and you can try to change me
ur time is wasted 
you might be deluded need a milli to persuade me
my bones are breaking
harvest wasted
drop me in the shit so you can flush me vacant

vacant

i could tell you like everything ive been through
cut down my arm to tissue
wont eat i dont deserve it
cant sleep my blood runs surface

wont leave, you dont deserve this
why cant my love be worth it
im worthless 
ur perfect

i could tell you like everything ive been through
cut down my arm to tissue
wont eat i dont deserve it
cant sleep my blood runs surface

wont leave, you dont deserve this
why cant my love be worth it
im worthless 
ur perfect

how could i be worse then i was before
i keep writting songs
and you all want more
every word i say is just getting ignored
but youre wanting more
but youre wanting more

i dont know how i can keep going like this
ive got nothing left ive got nothing to give
can anyone hear me 
are you listening 
does no one relate to the words that i sing

i feel like no ones even trying to help me
not helping

cut my hair dow
worked on myself
why do i still feel like no one

savour my loss
hope youre drowning 
you wont let me out of this hell

cut my arms down to the flesh
ive been alone for
so many years

all these people
want my best
but i cant seem to deliver it

drag me to the top of the bridge
tell me to jump
i wont even hesitate, overthink 
i want it to stop
cause baby youre all that i have
all that ive got
and im dealing with it so bad
im fucking it up
im not unique 
im so replaceable 
and for the last few weeks 
ive been unbearable
i better sort my shit
before you break it off
and though i try so bad
im never safe at all

i could tell you like everything ive been through
cut down my arm to tissue
wont eat i dont deserve it
cant sleep my blood runs surface

wont leave, you dont deserve this
why cant my love be worth it
im worthless 
ur perfect

perfect

think 
that you know
i could die
and be set in stone love
you dont know me
ur so broken
i see ur eyes roll back 
youve lost it

half my face is in the mud
im getting nauseous i cant breathe well
looking in disgust as if i wasnt meant to sleep yet
turning into anger 
watch my face is going bright red
turning into nothing see my life is getting violent

this is not what i had in mind
youve taken all but the worst in life
but ur ruined
now switching sides
all while ur watching me die

must be a sign
must be a sign
could talk to you for hours i dont have to lie
could be ur life
and you could tell me mine
dont have to be alone for you to watch me die

see my blood runs thick on the cotton-dye
if you never spoke to me id still consider you mine <3
im feeling weak could you check all of my vitals
can tell by my body im getting violent

this is not what i had in mind
youve taken all but the worst in life
but ur ruined
now switching sides
all while ur watching me die

cover of the song "fraulein" by tyler childers
re-produced by logan

lyrics:
far across the deep blue water
lives an old germans daughter
by the banks of the old river rhine
where i loved her and left her
now i can't forget her
i miss my pretty fraulein
fraulein
fraulein look up toward the heaven
each night, as them stars start to shine
by the same stars above you
i swear that i love you
you are my pretty fraulein

when my memories wander
away over yonder
to the sweetheart that i left behind
in a moment of glory 
her faces comes before me
the face of my pretty fraulein
fraulein
fraulein look up toward the heaven
each night as the stars start to shine
by the same stars above you
i swear that i love you
you are my pretty fraulein
you are my pretty fraulein

fraulein cover (tyler childers)

cover of the song "lady may" by tyler childers
re-produced by logan

lyrics:
i'm a stones throw from the mill
and i'm a good walk to the river
when my working day is over 
we'll go swim our cares away
put your toes down in the water
and a smile across your face
and tell me that you love me
lovely lady may
now i ain't the sharpest chisel
that your hands have ever held
well darling i could love you well
til the roll is called on high
i've seen my share of trouble
and i've held my weight in shame
but i'm baptized in your name
lovely lady may

lord the wind can leave you shivering
as it waltzes o'er the leaves
it's been rushin through my timber
til your love brought on the spring
now the mountains all are blushin
and they don't know what to say
except a good long line of praises
for my lovely lady may
now i ain't toughest hickory
that your ax has ever felt
but i'm a hickory just as well
i'm a hickory all the same
i came crashin through the forest
as you cut my roots away
and i felt a good long way
for my lovely lady may

lady may cover (tyler childers)

prod by me :>

you keep lying on my name like u kno how u did
and u could try but i promise u aint gettin us back
you just lost something worth so much more
you could've had everything you stupid whore

you stabbed me it wont happen again
all these bruises and cuts i wont forget 
lonely nights i was calling your name
no one answered i was in pain

i dont want u to leave me even if i say that i do 
every single night all the things that i think about is u
i was beggin on my knees for u please do not leave my life
all my tears are hitting the floor and i only see ur eyes

u aint gettin nothin related to my love
u can keep on wishin or something, get better luck
no 1 can touch this, my grind, i swear to God its up
n when i feel sad bout u my new girl she suck me up x2

you keep lying on my name like u kno how u did
and u could try but i promise u aint gettin us back
you just lost something worth so much more
you could've had everything you stupid whore

[[resentment - adaptation]]

convert

prod by me :>

(skylin)
all the hatred that you're giving me is only poisoning
at least with my enemies i know what it is they seek
I rather judas instead of someone backstabbing me
oh you're pathetic askin me if I would forgive you

I never go out or talk to people like I know I should
it's easier not engaging and hiding inside my hood
sometimes I tend to fail myself and everyone around me
I guess it kinda scared me from socially interacting

on the darkest days I don't know who it is that I will call
but I am hoping you answer because im bout to fall
and I don't know where I am going but ik you know it all
so I am calling out to you please do not let me fall


(heylog)
catch me on the other end
what i said i really meant
what are all the thoughts your brain holds
what's inside that head
i think i finally figured you out
i think it's time to step out your life now
i don't know what i did for you to become untied to me
if you're gonna act like this then break it off entirely
and if i would've known your emotions would all start piling
then i would've kept it hush instead of you crying to me
i was there for you when no one else was
now i'm seeing the truth and exposing your bluffs
i was there for you at your lowest point
don't go and blame it on me, this wasn't my choice

[[anger - disconnect]]

traitor w/heylog

traitor w/ heylog (Now on Spotify)

Don’t hold back 
Fight me with all you can
It looks bad 
Broke and bruised all my hand 

Glass shatter 
Bring matters to my own hands
Dark matter
Dark matter you got dark plans 
This isn’t something I could really avoid 
I’ll contort my body away from this noise 
I got a brand new phone and I
Don’t even have your number anymore 
I can’t remember if I blocked it out of spite
I’ll just pretend that you stayed the night 
But to wake up without you here 
Never really feels right 
Couldn’t hate me anymore my dear
And that’s what it feels like 

I work on myself for it not to work out 
My inspiration has been running a draught 
You’d never get it, if you weren’t around 
I wouldn’t be here no more there’s no doubt 

All these emotions are running around 
Insects on my body the feet getting loud
10 million legs he’s got 10 million more 
To carry my fear, anxiety and all

These aren’t my friends oh they can’t be 
They keep themselves alive just to spite me 
Cause there’s 10 million multiplied 10 million more 
Eat me alive till my feelings are
Gone

You don’t know what it’s doing to me 
Eyes roll back I don’t want it don’t want it no more 
You can’t tell me you don’t look guilty 
Pass the blame to someone else it’s never your
Fault

insects

all my friends say i've changed
i'm not me now 
cause i drink and i smoke 
til i pass out 
all my friends say i've changed
and i'm mean now 
cause i say what i think
no matter how (2x)

and i'm trynna get my money up
travel where the dreams come true 
when people make it it's never luck
except when it comes to you 

lately i been asking for help
sadly with no1 to come thru 
they say i just think bout myself
i'm trynna keep myself away from the box made out of wood

all my friends say i've changed
i'm not me now 
cause i drink and i smoke 
til i pass out 
all my friends say i've changed
and i'm mean now 
cause i say what i think
no matter how 

drugs keep me afloat
wavs keep me from ending it all
sometimes i wish u crushed my throat
so i woulnd't have to feel at all
so i wouldn't've to deal with all
the bullshit i get involved 
with everysingle day 
cause it just means a new headache 

all my friends say i've changed
i'm not me now 
cause i drink and i smoke 
til i pass out 
all my friends say i've changed
and i'm mean now 
cause i say what i think
no matter how (2x)

all my friends say i've changed (kaydo)

all natural

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Producer Credits:
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Kenzee (@prodkenzee)
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Syuh (@Syuhkat)
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Rimathugger (@rimathugger)
Margielq! (@mademargielq)

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