This is just beautifully haunting 🔥👻

fail to deny it (prod. hayku)

better without me :)
You don’t know a thing about me
Steady running while you head for your taxi
Sitting still you’ll never see what i see
Steady love he’ll never be what i be

Don’t know why you gotta leave without me
She took my heart and now she head for the Back seat
Sitting still you’ll never see what i see
Steady love he’ll never be what i be

Fine without me
I say I’m trying 
But i could never hold my envy
Hold my envy

And i try to hide it 
But could never find a way
I make more mistakes
I cut arms to save myself
I’m born to hate myself 
I’m broke i need the wealth 
I fucking need the help
I wish upon a well
No one to take to hell

I’m doing fine without you
I didn’t think i couldn’t sleep without you
I didn’t think i couldn’t breathe without you
I didn’t think i couldn’t see without you

You don’t know a thing about me
Steady running while you head for your taxi
Sitting still you’ll never see what i see
Steady love he’ll never be what i be

Don’t know why you gotta leave without me
She took my heart and now she head for the Back seat
Sitting still you’ll never see what i see
Steady love he’ll never be what i be

u dont know a thing ab me (prod. kt3lly)

my god i feel like im heartless
dont go im too broke to call it
love me you know that im hopeless
feel weak im loosing my focus

slowly breathe
for what was meant to be forever does it hurt
 feeling outta line im feeling worse

im feeling lost
feeling outta line, so wait for me
and i dont wanna hate myself for everything
i dont wanna hide 
in the dust
even in the end we know its meant to be
im not a thousand miles away so wait for me

and i dont wanna be anymore
a single reason added to more
knowing my blood drips down 
knowing my blood drips down 

left me crawling out of the door
single sight ive seen it before
knowing my blood drips down 
knowing my blood drips down

im feeling lost
feeling outta line, so wait for me
and i dont wanna hate myself for everything
i dont wanna hide 
in the dust
even in the end we know its meant to be
im not a thousand miles away so wait for me

and i dont wanna be anymore
a single reason added to more
knowing my blood drips down 
knowing my blood drips down 

left me crawling out of the door
single sight ive seen it before

im feeling lost
feeling outta line, so wait for me
and i dont wanna hate myself for everything
i dont wanna hide 
in the dust
even in the end we know its meant to be
im not a thousand miles away so wait for me

Atlas (prod. venus)

produced by hiraeth


and its too late to give up now
im not trying baby even if i let you down
and its too late to be up now
im not tired tho my eyes are tryna sleep now
im not lying but my thoughts are deep now
and id try it but my wrists are getting weak now
i would have met you bro but i can barely speak now
im sick of trying no im sick of being let down

so what if the world caves in
(the worlds still burning)
would you leave me in the rubble for him
(no im not worth it)
and thats some bullshit you where never just friends
(you dont fuck friends)
and after everything i know we wont end
(and now i wont mend)

so what if the world caves in
(the worlds still burning)
would you leave me in the rubble for him
(no im not worth it)
and thats some bullshit you where never just friends
(you dont fuck friends)
and after everything i know we wont end
(and now i wont mend)

do you feel how i feel now ?
i feel weak and my body is let down
from me
if nobody can save you 
then why leave ?
you want somebody to love you but not me

so what if the world caves in
(the worlds still burning)
would you leave me in the rubble for him
(no im not worth it)
and thats some bullshit you where never just friends
(you dont fuck friends)
and after everything i know we wont end
(and now i wont mend)

abyss

produced by hiraeth


keep ur 
eyes dry when i leave you
god i wanna see you
my thoughts never lead thru
oh id die just to see you

eyes

produced by hiraeth


how could my skin touch urs so comfortably
its not fair to say my bones would break
u said the world was waiting its too late
im in a war with nothing i could shake

body ache
wash away
any pain
nothing left

skin

prod sinxi
i played guitar and added a single kick drum
wheyyy

and there was nothing i had 
except a screen in my eyes
i had no reason to try
now i got somewhere to hide
i had no love in my hand
now i have some to reside
ive never been to this land
the grass is greener than mine

Tryna slice my hands
I feeling never enough
U won’t save me now
I left my shit in the mud
And it was all I had
U look at me in disgust
And it was not that bad
I had no reason to trust

I used to live to die
Ur by my side
You pull me out
I bleed inside
And its all my fault
But I don’t mind
And you should let me drown
Cause im not worth ur time

and there was nothing i had 
except a screen in my eyes
i had no reason to try
now i got somewhere to hide
i had no love in my hand
now i have some to reside
ive never been to this land
the grass is greener than mine

We where strangers 
Telling each other to wait
That’s why im scared
I don’t give you a reason to stay
And its so obvious
That Im so easily replaced
I look so stupid while im throwing my life down the drain

somewhere to hide [sinxi]

prod. @pekarot_161

[autumn]
as i crash straight down from the ship i manded 
shit's been tough, i been tryna manage
sinking from all the sand i stand in
got no luck with the shit i'm handed

oh, oo, oh
my bones; they grow
so slow
in this body there's nowhere left to go

[casperrr]
nowhere left to go
i'm down on my own
i know death is close
cause i can hear all these crows

(chorus) [casperrr&autumn]
breaking, im shaking, im aching i stg
what did i do to be treated so terrible
nothing at all
u were my downfall
u got me addicted and then u ran off 
i'm sick of the pain
sick of the hurt
wish i was dead
if we are being blunt
roll me another 1 
pass me another blunt
it's the only thing that keeps me going on 

[autum]
woah, what's going on?
i don't fear no death, but my head is hung
oh what have i done..
shadows; they scattered and moved to the sides
the webs on the wall, found commfort in spite
my life's not canon to what comes much after i die

[casperrr]
with these spiders crawling on the walls
im breaking every single bone
suck my blood out of my body 
but promise u won't leave me for~

(chorus) [casperrr&autumn]
braeking, im shaking, im aching i stg
what did i do to be treated so terrible
nothing at all
u were my downfall
u got me addicted and then u ran off 
i'm sick of the pain
sick of the hurt
wish i was dead
if we are being blunt
roll me another 1 
pass me another blunt
it's the only thing that keeps me going on

casperrr x autumndropsdead - downfall (pekarot)

music video
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https://youtu.be/w9Jfkvx8xbY
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prod. beamerboy
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lyrics_
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hates the only way to get through
yeah i say this quite a lot, but i cant even make a move
take a second, wait to breathe
hold, on patient 23
my anxiety was never this bad, it only seems
when i sit, and think about my future, always running free

death was creeping on to me
in my mind,, i could never say what's right
i keep pushing on the knife, let me be, let me breath
disassociate with me
climbing high, cause i cant see
where am i suppose  , to be
hate just keeps waiting, on me

hates the only way to get through
yeah i say this quite a lot, but i cant even make a move
take a second, wait to breathe
hold on patient 23
my anxiety was never this bad, it only seems
when I sit, and think about my future, always running free

you were pushing on to me
always sexualizing me
always mess a making me
just come decimate me please

patient 23

Stella Artois

@strivemusicau
@shizukesaaa
@autumndropsdead
@torvamia

(strivesad)
Caught in a cage with this endless pain
caught up to my age now I’m getting paid
Depression stays high and now the feelings changed
pour another bottle all apon my grave

you’ve been building roads
I’m building settlements

I keep craving another fucking serotonin hit
let’s flip the script

I don’t need no alliby
come with me and stay the night
Fighting for my life I think I’m doing fine

Ripped clothes now I’m going home
got these problems cause I feel alone
keep me in my zone

(shizu)
beamer swerving 
cuz i deserve the worst shit
bet she gon hit me up w/ 'love u but this isnt working'
might fuck around my blade till i negate the serotonin
now watch the liquid dripping red off slitted wrists, still frozen
find another guy and leave me dying w/ no notice
no i was never that man but fans in my dms saying im chosen
it gets hard to speak every want when everyone is seeing you choking
when words go wasting the space of audio waves to leaving me broken"

(autie)
my conscious is ever so heavy
i've been so cautious ever since you left
i've been holding myself down, with this self doubt
but nevertheless
i swear that i'll know when you need me
you know i'm right there when you're hearing that ringing
i'm patient a bit, but waiting's a bitch
i wish i could split and fuck up my breathing
but if there's anyone out there like me
smite like a god do and make me undying
bottle my goods for a world that is dying
plenish a helt that is tattered with lies
'cause i see through them every single minute
proof is in my dome, that's why i'm livid
tell me that you love him 'till i'm finished
i repel and let them be forgiven

(torva)
smoke until my chest hurts, til my lungs burn
think ill die soon, think ill go first
now my head hurts, never heard worse
if i lose you, need a gold hearse

never fuck it up, bitch i run it up
i go fucking crazy
til i do enough
keep my tommy tucked, never losing love
think i need some help
fore' i lose my trust

skin

hiraeth

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