Production: https://soundcloud.com/aksilbeats
Mixing & Mastering: https://soundcloud.com/humanlike


Lyrics:

cope with the pain
cope with the numbness
cope with my brain
I can not take this
bloods flowing slow
i'm fading away

all of my patiences
I feel like i'm losing the hope to sustain
I feel like i'll fall apart
I feel like I'll fall apart now

contemplating death I can't get out of bed
numb to the numbness it's all in my head
it's all in my head
it's all in my head

drugs for the pain
can't feel my face
lost in the day
I can't not explain this  

Help me
i'm tryna figure out why I am still here
but I feel
helpless
when I'm just hiding from my fears
i'll fade away

taking my pain
taking my pain away
taking my pain away
taking my pain away
taking my pain away

body's hot
no stopping me
popping pills just
to feel something
when I see myself
I feel incomplete
my life has stopped
but what's stopping me
I feel like ending this lunacy
my heart is numb
and i'm losing sleep
will anybody come rescue me
before i'm just another R.I.P


contemplating death I can't get out of bed
numb to the numbness it's all in my head
it's all in my head
it's all in my head

fall apart (prod by.aksil)

lyrics - 


i been up late and i can’t help that
been having all these dreams up in a hellcat
foreign shit new expenses or something like that 
i know that shit sound good to you and you like that 

the places that i stay don’t feel like home
to me 
dig my pieces up just to say r i p 
lemme take a circle back to what it used 
to be 
lemme take my social back so i can say how i been feeling 

lately i been tryna heal so i can 
say it how it is 
been tryna lead a good example throw that message to kids 
been tryna figure out my life n what my destiny is 
forgot to mention which dimension is you trying to live 

forget to give they gave you nothing in return for that gift 
i hold my breath or hold my tongue so i can skip what he said 
baby throw it back..
n lemme see where it land 
so you been knowin that…?
well lemme see how it pans 

outside with my killys down to ride
maybe pressure keeps me goin when i slide

maybe my pride is something i need to work on instead of cradling hurt in my pocket  uh uh uh 

cus i don’t wanna break away 
show my weaknesses 
show you secrets 
that you ain’t seen 
i’m seeing all the games you play 
you know how deep that is?
you i’m hurt, scarred, dig up my heart for that shit 

the places that i stay don’t feel like home
to me 
dig my pieces up just to say r i p 
lemme take a circle back to what it used 
to be 
lemme take my social back so i can say how i been feeling lately 

i been up late and i can’t help that
been having all these dreams up in a hellcat
foreign shit new expenses or something like that 
i know that shit sound good to you and you like that..

hellcat dreams

hellcat dreams (prod. PLAGUE)

MIRRORS ft. AngelGhost ☆ (prod. koilake)

bury me

Just One Of Those Days

prod sadsoul

lyrics:
pouring out my heart in2 this cup 
im facin molly
the only 1 that got me
n all this shadow shit jus fade away
soda got some rocks in
girl i dont feel like talkin
now i can feel my problems fade

i dont want it anymore
i got 30grams
i jus got sum blood on the floor
my water dirty and
i dont want 2 talk 2 u whore
i dont want to speak
turning up the sound for the beat
bitch im writing heat
crushing hearts n that
idk where tf im at
real designer dick
pull up n i flex on them
shawty mad @ me
but ion got the time 2 chat
i jus hit up grym 
like lemme get a feat on that 

@grim-sesh:
30 in my cup the cup dont drop until i finish it 
Drownin in my drugs until im numb im not gon deal with it 
Ask me if im sober im gon lie wont plead for innocence, 
The ciggarette been burnin in the dark i smoked my etiquettes 
Burn it to the ground and then you walk away  
What the fuck you talkin bout i dont wanna hear your nonsense anyways
You talk alot wont walk it out i drown you out im trippin off thus hennesey 
Laughin in ur face cuz you thought that you meant so much to me 
Get to stepping bitch you aint shit im gon sip this remedy
Xans and lean that shit gon be my recipe until i die eternal sleep 
She say im gon burn in eternity 
Certaintly im numbed enough up of the drugs and all your “ love”to never feel a thing again 
Popped a molly i think i can feel my brain again Feelin like im timmy with a wish 
Timmy copped a fuckin benz 
Poppin perks again
Timmy copped a fuckin benz

molly

molly w/ grymthamyth

Honestly (prod.Prodbystage-care)

Imitations - prod by ray

Und wenn es nichts ändert ?

Mixed & Mastered By Pearl Black

Oh my my
you want me lately
all the times
you drove me crazy
I don't mind
when we get alone
she gets me high
when we be touching

I just wanna go all night
kissing on her all the time
I know you want me 
you know I want you

Bitterless sun in the bitterless sky
If the bitterless cold makes me shiver inside
I could hold you close, let your warmth be mine
Oh you're so divine
You're my winter light

Always up in my head 
every time I get high
as I look in your eyes
I get uneasy

Oh my my
you want me lately
all the times
you drove me crazy
I don't mind
when we get alone
she gets me high
when we be touching

I just wanna go all night
kissing on her all the time
I know you want me 
you know I want you

Winter Light (prod. sketchmyname)

Can I Keep U

Can I Keep U?

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Can I Keep U?

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