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guess i fucked up that too

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Heard it once too many times,
hard to believe through all the lies,
you think you're cute, so do your friends do,
I'm such a fool for doing what I do,

I keep running away right from the past,
someone save me im darting for the end,
i keep on believing, someones coming for me,
Its like im dreaming..

can they all see through me?

one too many times again, you can say they're just a friend,
when you get home get in our bed, and we'll pretend we're fine again.

Monster ft. MXB (OUT ON ALL PLATFORMS)

prod deadfish <3

socials:
https://www.instagram.com/deadfishig

lyrics:

I need therapy
I am going numb
could you look at me
and maybe dm me from time to time

I don't think I'll be okay
I think it's needless to say
that I need someone to stay
is it bad that I'm afraid

I never wanted
to end up like that
alone and aching 
with no one to talk about stuff
that troubles me and I can't
deal it with on my own
I've been to therapy
didn't listen now I'm at the start

I never wanted to feel like a burden oh no
so sick of hearing that I'm better off dead
Don't need your pity, no
I Don't want any meds
I know I'm god damn numb
but pills just won't help

I need therapy
I am going numb
could you look at me
and maybe dm me from time to time

I don't think I'll be okay
I think it's needless to say
that I need someone to stay
is it bad that I'm afraid
x2

Afraid

I can't breathe so I suffocate,
numb the pain like Novocain,
hear me out for the last time,
look to the stars its the same between you and I,

I haven't been the best friend, haven't been the best kid-
but I swear I changed.

Kids Forever ft. Ashes

there's not much to say besides that i hope this song heals
whoever's soul is in need of it, because mine sure as hell is lmfao
prod. @splashgvng

~~~lyrics~~~

4x
(so wrong)
4x
(so i’ll rot)

wake up everything stays 
the way that it was
so angry, yet so numb
it was more than words that stung 
tell me, what have you done?
something might have begun 
i’m ready to move on
quit telling me to be strong
aren’t i more than you want?
all you put is a front
weight on my chest; got a ton
“i’ll care about what i want”
doesn’t it mean that we’re done?

i will crawl throughout fall
you’re so disgusting, trust me oh
want, want, don’t know what i want
legs were bloody, and so were her palms

i’ll say it again
you never meant 
swore you’d get better 
you fucked with my head
caught in the red 
but it doesn’t matter; 
the factors of how i express 
distance how could i miss it
i’m an example of agony shut up and listen
4 in the morning alone in the kitchen 
constantly mourning the 
thought of existence 

something might have begun 
i’m ready to move on
quit telling me to be strong
aren’t i more than you want?
all you put is a front
weight on my chest; got a ton
“i’ll care about what i want”
doesn’t it mean that we’re done?

(2x)
done
(4x)
yeah we’re done
(yeah we’re done)

her palms (splashgvng)

Out October 31st

Stream: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/yokaidreams/with-friends-like-these-feat-weepings

Follow My Twitter; twitter.com/DreamsYokai

Follow Weepings: https://soundcloud.com/xweepings

Produced by The Goat Sorrow Bringer: https://www.beatstars.com/sorrowbringer/feed

Lyrics:

//Yokai Dreams\\

I don't stop
Only go
Yeah it's all I ever know
Pick a thorn 
From a rose
Jab it straight between my toes
You can find me off the coast
Face down with the water up my nose
When I jump off of the boat
I wonder if I'll float
Outside in the cold
I could take you through the snow
But the look upon my face 
Gon leave you looking fucking froze
Every evening on the weekend
You could swear I turn a ghost
With the way I glow
When I go no show
When the music stops
And the dead men know

All of you sinners are soon gonna realize
You wasted your lives when you meet your demise
You are the enemy I am a victor
And I'm fairly certain that you won't survive
Screaming of commoners soon come to pass
At the moment The Champion arrives
Empty your hands, enter your caskets. You will be buried alive.
Don't care much for the passing life so I guess I'll take it slow
Lately it's so hard to breathe when they got me by the throat
Nights in peace spend the nights like these alone within my home
No enemies with friends like these
My skin is turning cold

It's not safe after night out
Better get home before the streetlights go out
Day comes and we die out
In the meantime I'll lie down
It's not safe after night out
Better get home before the streetlights go out
Day comes and we die out
In the meantime I'll lie down

///Weepings\\\

Lurk in the background
Yes I flick the fuckin light and blow the ash out
No I'm never feelin right til I black out
Faded in the moonlight the days drag out tapped out
Yes I'm on a mission demons infiltrate my vision
Spider spin its web just to have it fall down
Will you get back up or will you just stay down?
I got spirits in my glass get me out this small town

Skeletons that I keep locked in my closet
They won't see the light of day
Problems unsolved it's just hard to keep moving
I'm flooring the gas
Ripped out the breaks of this car I might crash
Fallin deeper
Pressure rising and I'm growin weaker
Look at the path growin steeper
Pale as a ghost as I'm takin a toke
Vision growin bleaker

I see faces on the walls in my bedroom
Yes it's way too late I think I oughta go to bed soon
4am 5am 6am damn
I'm still layin here I ain't got no damn plans

With Friends Like These w/ Weepings (Prod. Sorrow Bringer)

i love you so much, and thank you.. <3

-ally

earth to you

-NAVY-
i aint nothing
i aint nothing
do ur talking
i know u like it

u try to stop it
ur fuckin drugs which confinement are u hiding in, i cannot fuckin find it
-Hiraeth-
staring at the ceiling baby all i see is blood
u dont gotta call me now its nearly been a monf
u. aint gotta tell me that u luv me its a front
all my feelings are gone now u said u where done
i dont even wanna text you
i never thought id bean issue
"didnt mean to mistreat u"
my god have a reason

-NAVY-
but it wastes, wastes, wastes
been pullin on ur waist
im in space, space, space
aint nothin like it used to be
erased, reased, rased
im waiting on the day
putta 5 up to my head if u think u can run away
ima end it, end it, i hear voices in my basement

its hard to realize the sounds that fiddle in the distance
but you missed

-Hiraeth-
when i die would you let me grieve 
running out of skin 
nothing left of me
feel the marrow in my bone 
u gotta set me free
my god. 
my god would you let me breathe


-Sleepwater-
i wish u wouldent hurt me
the things u do desert me
so vacant for what concerns me
my bloods in ur vial turn me (into)
a dirty cheating scumbag
i know that i hate myself
i feel like a lost book that turned me down
i guess im just another hand me out

-NAVY-
im vacant, i stare blank, at the floor
theres nothing left, to mourn

-sleepwater-
im just not ur agony
you can lay me down, peacefully
I'm just, not ur agony


I Hear Screams In The Distance ft. hiraeth & sleepwater (prod. uforia)

My account may get taken down, if you care to stay in touch when/if it does instgram - @not.a.fucking.hero
or discord link in bio

Lyrics:

Ive been walking paths i fucking hate that i still take
cause the grass is never greener
and the air asphyxiates 
i just need a way up out of here by car or fucking plane
id walk two hundred miles just to get out of my state

30 days in a month but it feels like fuckin 5
i'm not much for music theory 
studying 
i'd rather die
static flows and finding rhythms
changing words up on the fly
i wish i could do that perfectly
but im not gon waste my time
in a monotonish voice ill scream my thoughts out to the sky
itll send back waves and pulses common sense might just defy
and i'll hear em anyway cause im not earthly or alive
if life don't change up drastic 
i might snap with suicide

i can hear every key you sing thru microphone
even when its just ur screaming i breathe every note
i still feel the pain ur words that sear me take their toll
it hits me harder than anybody else could ever know

oh u cut ur fucking wrists
i don't fucking give a shit
i've tried to help you every night for fucking years now
so get attention dopamine from someone else now
if empathy is all u fuckin want from me
then ill block you everywhere 
n maybe i can rest in peace
im a fixer of your problems 
not a vent for minor things
and it pisses me right off that this is one way therapy

i think u know everything i would say
if i confronted you right now but i can't articulate
under pressure under influence but there's hella shit to say
but im sure u say those things yourself so this song goes out in vain

might get terminated, i'm going back to bed

@shewasinvisible
Lyrics:
when i wake up, i dont wanna live
i just wanna stay, in my bed and my sins
cause i know when we're dead, thats where it begins
living in my soul, ya but not in my skin

you could put the glock to my brain
i just wanna die im insane
ever since that night not the same
hating everything i became

you dont wanna catch me in a bad mood
shawty on my bed give her tattoos
you the only reason im not sad too
i just need you here you what im into

i cant stop and i cant breathe
when all these thoughts are drowning me
inside this room you help me sleep
youre my reason why i keep
x2

Can't Breathe

Cant Breathe W Shewasinvisible (Prod Steve276 X Fumiko)

prod. me x @hiraethsry

And I will love you 'til I'm broken by the weight
Of everything I've ever wanted and how it all has your name
I am trying, I am shaking, I am crying, I am breaking
Every second, every minute, I'm so tired, why's it raining
Baby, kiss me just to kiss me, not to take me home tomorrow
I am drunk and I am bleeding in your apartment, in the shadow
Of what we were when we were young
And you don't remember my name
And I'm so sorry, and I'm so sorry

And when I'm leaving, I'll pretend like I don't give a damn
But it's been four years, I just wanna hold your hand
It's been four years, don't know who I fucking am
Oh, oh
And when you're begging me to stay, I'll never listen
I guess it takes four years to know the difference
You knew me better than anyone and you hated me
So how the fuck am I supposed to love myself

And I will love you 'til I'm broken by the weight
Of everything I've ever wanted and how it all has your name
I am trying, I am shaking, I am crying, I am breaking
Every second, every minute, I'm so tired, why's it raining

I am drunk and I am bleeding in your apartment, in the shadow
Of what we were when we were young
And you don't remember my name
And I'm so sorry, and I'm so sorry

Cant Breathe W Shewasinvisible (Prod Steve276 X Fumiko)

HKFIFTYONE

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