feat. https://soundcloud.com/unknxwn7
prod. https://soundcloud.com/user-597676997

Lyrics:

I've been waiting for the day when I fall apart
I've been steady grinding in room no I don't care
working in the silence, I can't help but feel the stare
looking right upon me
smoking palm trees in the air
I don't know where to go, where you at babe?
I can't get their quick I'm stuck up in the traffic
up a couple days making tracks now
turn up the attack think I'm gonna snap wow
thats shit hit, jump in crowds getting lit
like down another bottle of the gold bacardi quick
pop out to your party but I'm sad asf
I can't find no fucking end I never get enough
~
I cannot fight that
feeling so I sit and zone by myself again
In love with creation
Taking my mind to a different location
Fill up the spots in my chest that lay vacant
It's like a drug cannot refuse to take it
Exhale all the vapor I've been holding in ...
Use it as my Medicine ...
Frequency Irrelevant
Vision going black, back to the past now
Got all of our pictures on the wall
Slowly watch us fall
this winter the end of it all
~
Unknxwn
I've been waiting everyday but you don't call
I don't think I can be saved from the snowfall
I don't feel no love inside of my heart no more
If this only the start than I dont' want to know more
All I really wanna know it where you at babe?
Got my heart trapped stuck inside a damn cage
I don't like that baby don't you damn play
This getting old, Don't hit me up anymore
bullshit again I can't take this
Fucking with me and I hate it
Can't give a fuck no not no more
In the cold I've been stuck I done got so cold
Lost all my trust I can't cope no more
Mind filled with love that I can't show
Anyone what I feel inside
Anyone get what that feel like?
I can't let no one get inside
Of what I like to call my mind
I've been waiting for the day when I fall apart
I've been steady grinding in room no I don't care
working in the silence, I can't help but feel the stare
looking right upon me
smoking palm trees in the air
I don't know where to go, where you at babe?
I can't get their quick I'm stuck up in the traffic
up a couple days making tracks now
turn up the attack think I'm gonna snap wow
thats shit hit, jump in crowds getting lit
like down another bottle of the gold bacardi quick
pop out to your party but I'm sad asf
I can't find no fucking end I never get enough

where you at babe? w/ unknxwn [prod capsctrl]

@reject333
@not-a-fucking-hero

maybe im not good enough
for you to gimme all ur love
i rly miss ur fuckin touch
so ima let out all my blood

dont take the knife away from me
there aint a point in savin me
my current state youd hate to see
so ill just end it hastily

ur make believe
i dont wanna be what u make me to be
and i dont wanna dissapoint my family
but this whole damn time nobody was there for me

so ill go


dont really wanna go but i know i cant stay
in the back of my mind voices takin their place
everybody linin up for the start of the race
when i hear the gunshot i cant keep the same pace

take a 9 millimeter to the side of my face 
so i dont have to sit here and count down the days
take a chunk of my flesh just to get you a taste
when i die fuckin happy ill be a disgrace

and i dont want my legacy to go to waste
so the fame and immortality is what ima chase
but everything i want is stuck behind a lens painted grey
i cant make out the faces cant make out the shapes 

[popularreject:]
baby im not good enough 
for you to even give a fuck 
my hands are tied 
my wrists are cut 
and ima drain out all my blood
you arent where youre supposed to be
you belong here close to me 
and ive been thinking overly 
you arent where youre supposed to be 
im not the best but im doing better
lifes a mess youre fine then whatever.
you dont want me alive and thats messed up
smoking so much i fill my chest up
im not the best but im doing better
lifes a mess youre fine then whatever.
you dont want me alive and thats messed up
babygirl jus-

HOLD ON
COULD YOU HELP ME HOME
LET ME KNOW
GIVE ME HOPE
HOW LONG
YOU COULDN'T HELP ME I'M TOO GONE
HOW LONG
HOW LONG
i need a change right now
could someone fuckin notice
in jus a couple days
went thru a couple pounds of potent
its generic as fuck but i'm really on my own
SHIT
that's jus the show biz is what they say
is what they say
is what they say

disgrace

disgrace w/ popularreject (hero)

project x prod phantify jv

U AND ! ft. BALLI

guitar by : @waitingoncisco

lyrics:

i could be fake too
just not how i make do
it's not that i hate you 
well i don't know
hard to be great you know 
it's hard to be grateful
it's hard to be thankful
so i don't show
you know we all hurt it's just life
baby i get lost in the midnight
we all got problems i just admit mine
at night my eyes wont close

if i'm a star i'm burnt out and looking down
just cause she love me right now
don't mean she'll always be around
always stoned and in my house 
don't got nobody i can count on 
just stay tucked off by myself
oh i 
only get in my zone when i get on my own
all alone
she hit me up at all
and i shut off my phone
i go ghost
i swear she got those words you feel in your bones
who would have known
the prettiest face would have the ugliest soul

yeah but im a loverboy what'd you expect from me
i swear pretty girls will be the death of me
step to me i'm in the sky
baby i been hearing lies 
all my fucking life
so i always treat them nice
so when they fuck me over i don't even think twice
i just cut em off i don't even want a slice
imma leave her blocked
wish my heart weren't so soft 
wish you weren't my first fuck
all the shit is so dumb

now i just find safety in how 
these memories start all fading
put a knife inside my back
then ask why i'm so filled with hatred

anything but give you space and i'd rather erase myself
put the hurt of my back
chasing feeling's never helps

i could be fake too
just not how i make do
it's not that i hate you, 
well i don't know
hard to be great you know 
it's hard to be grateful
it's hard to be thankful
so i don't show
you know we all hurt it's just life
baby i get lost in the midnight
we all got problems i just admit mine
at night my eyes wont close

ghostboy. (with waitingoncisco)

Lie Again Ft. Yesterday & Moonlet (prod. Yung Flex) out on spotify

[+] who knew a year later we would only see each other in our dreams.
* prod by @hxrxkiller * featuring @steadysuffer *
(artwork by @seejayxo)

IG: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TW: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: discord.gg/VRcvcdf
LYRICS:

[intro:]
i write these stupid fucking songs for you
i right every single wrong you do
i keep tellin myself that you’ll change
but you know that you drive me insane

[verse:]
i got knives in my back
anxiety attacks
cause you dont love back
why you play me
bitch you wack
i cant even trust you
why the fuck i even gotta love you?

how you hold up in my chest so long?
lean back as i rip from the bong
remember nights we would listen to my songs
i dont know where we even went wrong

[hook 2x:]
i had cash and i spent on you
bad bitch ride around in the coupe
no drugs i was high off you
good sex baby yeah you know it too

[verse 2: @steadysuffer]
said she wanna get thru to you
you're already in your avenue
swallow all your fears, while you cry with no tears
now he's tryna get thru to you
he don't wanna be here all night long
oh dear, soft and clear oh-oh-oh

ya she got a style
that'll pick apart your mindset
so divine but a fights her assignment
finger on the trigger i can tell she wanna light it
buried under lies im feelin fine but im lyin
hey, don't run from me
was it all real oh was it all real
ring when you find me dear

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high off you (feat. steadysuffer)

[+] wrist cut to the artery yea it hurts so bad when you lie to me
* featuring @lilskeleskrrt * prod by @boyfifty *

IG: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TW: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: discord.gg/VRcvcdf
LYRICS:

[verse 1: seejayxo]
cut you off like an artery
got a bad lil hoe in my army
and i could really see what you are
look inside your eyes and your heart
i can really do that
im kind of crazy
i just wonder now how the fuck you goin save me
but you not this
and you not that
so lets not label shit
and i’ll put you on the map

im a fucking pyro
burnout on my chest ima pyscho
i could cut you off like coldest winter night yo
i’d just leave you there in the past
focused on my bag
and its goin up fast
remember when u told me that id never be shit
now you check my page all you gonna see is hits
i be with my gang and i know theyll never switch
its burnout xo and we blowin up this bitch

[hook: seejayxo]
i gotta cut you off like an artery
i got a bad lil hoe, she my barbie
i gotta tell you now, i'm fucked up
baby i don't feel nothing i been stuck

[verse 2: skele]
wrist cut to the artery 
yea hurts so bad when you lie to me
i'm not even close to who i wanna be
yea you could leave it's hard to see
i know, i'm not really okay
nails painted black its a pretty heartbreak
and you don't really miss me just another mistake
i'm so cold going down in the flames

(seejayxo + skele)
wrist cut to the artery 
yea hurts so bad when you lie to me
i'm not even close to who i wanna be
yea you could leave it's hard to see
i know, i'm not really okay
nails painted black its a pretty heartbreak
and you don't really miss me just another mistake
i'm so cold going down in the flames

artery (feat. lil skele)

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artery (feat. skele)

I don't care what you say when the night ends 
that's fair cuz you always leave me like this 
blank stare when I ask where we went wrong  
I don't know why I put you in every love song
thought that when we parted ways my tolerance would fade
but I still need you just as much 
I don't care what you say when the night ends

I don't care what you say when the night ends 
that's fair cuz you always leave me like this 
blank stare when I ask where we went wrong  
I don't know why I put you in every love song
thought that when we parted ways my tolerance would fade
but I still need you just as much 

take this with a grain of salt baby let it dissipate like my feelings lately 
whats the definition of insanity I do the same and think you'll want me
for the first time in a long time had a dream last night you were by my side yeah
I can't really see it's blurry cheeks are wet now
know you hate the tears but you built up a letdown 
I get it yeah whatever I thought that we were better than this a drunk kiss
a fifth in my fist 
I can tell by your tone that I tempt you
we'll leave it alone there's a hint that we're and issue
miss you, misuse, know that you admit to
late night looks with your hooks in my tissue
fix you, let me, don't think this is healthy
afraid that all I'll have in a year is all our selfies

I don't care what you say when the night ends 
that's fair cuz you always leave me like this 
blank stare when I ask where we went wrong  
I don't know why I put you in every love song
thought that when we parted ways my tolerance would fade
but I still need you just as much 

I don't care what you say when the night ends 
that's fair cuz you always leave me like this 
blank stare when I ask where we went wrong  
I don't know why I put you in every love song
I don't care what you say when the night ends 
that's fair cuz you always leave me like this 
blank stare when I ask where we went wrong  
I don't know why I put you in every love song
take this with a grain of salt baby let it dissipate like my feelings lately 
whats the definition of insanity I do the same and think you'll want me
take this with a grain of salt baby let it dissipate like my feelings lately 
whats the definition of insanity I do the same and think you'll want me

majinaru 
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCsRS5ewQ958Rp7fWdQFuapQ

Spotify

Definition of Insanity(prod. majinaru)

Lyrics:
Throwing up my guts, while its burning in my mouth
Feel my throat be closing up, cause I'm chokin on the nouns
That I'm trying to speak of, but I can't because they clown
Got me all but beaten down, know I'll always stand my ground

Know I'll always be around, catch me in the lost and found
Been discarded from this town, but there's no one else around
Cause they left me in the cold, let me fend all on my own
While the wolves rip out my soul, and these bottles help me cope

I got no friends but a crowbar and a bottle of Jack
You catch me faded in a Lambo cause I'm bringing it back
And if I'm lucky I might wake up and throw up in the back
And get a second chance to call you and tell you to come back
(Come back)

Dying in Versace a big mood
Bleeding on my Ksubis and kicks too
Stumble through my money I trip too
Pass out on the floor I can't kiss you, I miss you

I miss you

Dying In Versace

dying in versace

LYRICS : 
like say what you want about me but I know I will sure blow up
like every night in my room I be screaming until there's blood
like equalizer minimize all my problems cause ya
don't show you love me, attacking you shove me, I might hit the ceiling of the compressor
~
this been my dream for a long time
ya'll are out partying I've been on my grind
everyday with this shit
kill every track
I'm jack of all trades
jack the ripper how I'm spitting these flames
buddy buildier getting lifted no weights
grippable waist uhh
~
hoe gimme face then I spark up that joint watch smoke float away
shout out hieloways
~
I'm a bedroom engineer 
a pioneer I got my own sound
mix them vocals clear 
so you can hear the pain from my mouth
always perserve cause Imma kill all in the way
Imma hit ya'll wit the fade
~
like say what you want about me but I know I will sure blow up
like every night in my room I be screaming until there's blood
like equalizer minimize all my problems cause ya
don't show you love me, attacking you shove me, I might hit the ceiling of the compressor
~
Jump in the crowd I the crown
pop out ,the venue we busting it down
late nights spend bussing for dough
promotional show
afterwards drown in merlot
~SLOWED
like say what you want about me but I know I will sure blow up
like every night in my room I be screaming until there's blood
like equalizer minimize all my problems cause ya
don't show you love me, attacking you shove me, I might hit the ceiling of the compressor
~SLOWEDx2
i'll show how you fall down
I'm lost within the snow grounds
the forest rains
my thoughts have changed
I lost that face
alone now

Equalizer [prod. Hieloways]

i hope you feel something
self-produced. hmu for beats/mixing/mastering

dying in versace

HKFIFTYONE