lyrics:

Lookout at the midnight sky its beautiful weather baby
Shit like this could make u cry but im just sweating baby
She told me to speak my mind but u aint ready baby
I feel my cup bring me out my mind im very angry
Oh yeah im very faded
Bitch im on a few so please dont try to meditate it
I tried everything I could in here and they couldn’t save me
 I swear I feel sometimes this world hate me
She tryna call me daddy I told her it’s sir baby
I can’t touch that casamigos now cause I’ll be going crazy
Last night inside this telly we got too wavy
I woke up at 7pm and I was still wavy

In this big truck But im In the back tho
Im the bad guy I guess im the asshole
How that grape blunt taste Im Off of my own face
She hit me cause now im on But that’s a cold case
Oh u about to break down do it outside
I am not no shoulder for u to try and come cry on
Dont listen what they say I dont bite
I just got a lot of people I do not like now
U cant break a damaged heart
U cant mame something already scarred
And I could attest to that
I would attest to that

Lookout at the midnight sky its beautiful weather baby
Shit like this could make u cry but im just sweating baby
She told me to speak my mind but u aint ready baby
I feel my cup bring me out my mind im very angry
Oh yeah im very faded 
Bitch im on a few so please dont try to meditate it
I tried everything I could in here and they couldn’t save me
I swear I feel sometimes this world hate me
She tryna call me daddy I told her it’s sir baby
I can’t touch that casamigos now cause I’ll be going crazy
Last night inside this telly we got too wavy
I woke up at 7pm and I was still wavy

x+y (jabarionthebeat x almightynate x melofeels)

i’ll update soon w/ lxst boy’s lyrics. much luv, ty all 4 being here 🖤🖤

inverted roads
vertigo
just hold me here
till u let go
dont let go 
growing cold
i just want u 2 know
these days, better ion grow old
please stay, never leave me alone
i cry when you tell me you wont
call back, never pick up the phone

how he tryna live life when its lost sight what the mission is
felt all bright till dawnbreak, ironically
every light gone, from the flash of nikons to back of the tunnel
only missing hits and remnants of honesty
flood memories drift thru in waves, its futile when numb
aint even get to see a fucking funeral as a son
r.i.p. 2 mom honestly i miss u to death
never fucked w/ change anyway, they couldnt have told me to run
all you fake peace in violence
find me
lying alone inside a home which only i reside
could teach u how 2 move in silence, witness the eyes
snooze buttons barely hit at 2 sumn at nite
the sunken shell of what useless human u used to find
pictures defined by distant moments in a living mind
and different thoughts of faded people from the afterlife
still affecting me to this day but swear to god i tried

inverted roads
vertigo
just hold me here
till u let go
dont let go 
growing cold
i just want u 2 know
these days, better ion grow old
please stay, never leave me alone
i cry when you tell me you wont
call back, never pick up the phone

r.i.p. ft. lxst boy (1080PALE)

instagram @thespeedlmt :)

ft @lilskeleskrrt
prod jolst & wasterr

ima show you how to get rich
always got my future on my mind i need a sedative
i js kick back n let it stack its so repetitive
i js want this love in the way that they said it is

i could never fall short like im danny devito
all i ever wanted was to be the man of the people
i take everything that i dont wanna hear n then i push it to the side
steady working thru the night so i forget to live my life

i can flow in each n every single way that they would want me to
she said i can tell ya why nobodys ever wanted you
she said im js like my dad i know im not cause i can tell the truth
call it artificial love because its fake i js get brain from you

ima show you how to get rich
always got my future on my mind i need a sedative
i js kick back n let it stack its so repetitive
i js want this love in the way that they said it is

(skele)
listen i want to be a little bit more to you
i mean its enough, ik im always a chore to you
spill all my blood n pour it out on the floor for you
im giving it up, all the things at my door for you

but baby im fine, im off of the blue pill
n fuck it i try, pour it up till i cant feel
out of my mind, sedative n i stay still
n i cannot lie, i dont think that i can heal

n i think that im bad for you
i dont wanna go ill crash for you
nobody gonna do what i do, its true
laying through the words until i break in two, break in two

hanging on, im banking on us
been too long, i hate that i want
you in this, admit that im a cunt
call it quits, its always my fault


ima show you how to get rich
always got my future on my mind i need a sedative
i js kick back n let it stack its so repetitive
i js want this love in the way that they said it is

artificial w/ skele (jolst x wasterr) (ALL PLATFORMS)

Beat produced by: Switch

lyrics:

Pls don’t lie 
I’m soft and shy 
Big brown eyes 
I’ll stare for a while
wanna trust 
but fear holds tight 
So I 
vanish out of sight 
Peakin watching from afar
i keep my distance 
If i get too close 
i feel like you might hurt me 
Oh no you trick me into thinking 
im safe
Sneak up from behind 
And keep me as a trophy 

Peakin watching from afar
i keep my distance 
If i get too close 
i feel like you might hurt me 
Oh no you trick me into thinking 
im safe
Sneak up from behind 
And keep me as a trophy 

Pls just don’t hold me down 
I don’t  trust your word 
And I don’t trust that weapon you hold 
I wanna run through the trees 
Im a ghost in the night 
I’ll be taking silent steps

“deerjeji”(p.switch)

9TAILS - im sorry (prod. killedmyself)

soundcloud exclusive

Lyrics:

Obviously had to switch up 
honestly Juh sick of being a lil bitch bruh
Bro didn’t believe in me and now he say that shit tough
Yeah that’s right save the shit talk this shit tough 
I always knew I’d do it I don’t why yall thought that i would bluff 
I call my loyal bros dogs cuz they all seen shit get rough
Keep yo head down chin up focus up get the yeah focus up and get the bread yuh 
All of these people up in my DMs Between the ads be tryina see me but ima ghost an MIA
An When I pull up they can’t see me
Shit keep playing in my head were they see my face up on that tv mom an pops are fucking crying an I can’t even fucking believe it damn
Went threw all that shit with all my demons yeah
Sometimes I miss my old click but shit they was quick to switch 
I guess it’s cool I didn’t wanna chill with a lil bitch anyway 
I really get it if you can’t see it my way
But I can’t have none of you in my way 
Wtf you think I’m going MIA
I can’t chill right now I’m not tryina waste my whole damn day away 
Yeah 
Ignoring knocking at the door cuz we didn’t pay the layaway 
All this stressing about money man no wonder that I lay awake 
I can’t talk to no one know I swear that everyone is fake 
It ain’t a good way to look
But sometimes it’s the only way
Sometimes you got grow an it’s only gonna be the lonely way 
Sometimes you just know that you gotta let em go and it’s the only way
Sometimes you gotta let em go and it’s the only way
You gotta let em go 
Only way 

Obviously had to switch up 
honestly Juh sick of being a lil bitch bruh
Bro didn’t believe in me and now he say that shit tough
Yeah that’s right save the shit talk this shit tough 
I always knew I’d do it I don’t why yall thought that i would bluff 
I call my loyal bros dogs cuz they all seen shit get rough
Keep yo head down chin up focus up get the yeah focus up and get the bread yuh 
All of these people up in my DMs Between the ads be tryina see me but ima ghost an MIA
An When I pull up they can’t see me
Shit keep playing in my head were they see my face up on that tv mom an pops are fucking crying an I can’t even fucking believe it damn
Went threw all that shit with all my demons yeah
Sometimes I miss my old click but shit they was quick to switch 
I guess it’s cool I didn’t wanna chill with a lil bitch anyway 
I really get it if you can’t see it my way
But I can’t have none of you in my way 
Wtf you think I’m going MIA
I can’t chill right now I’m not tryina waste my whole damn day away 
Yeah 
Ignoring knocking at the door cuz we didn’t pay the layaway 
All this stressing about money man no wonder that I lay awake 
I can’t talk to no one know I swear that everyone is fake 
It ain’t a good way to look
But sometimes it’s the 
only way

onlyway (prod. kubsy)

swamp

swamp ft swamp (nevrfall)

Wish i did do better - JG (Prod. by sanche beats)

Loner

Prod @tothegood
I'm just a fucked up kid, with some real bad skin
I throw up too much, spill my guts from within
I always feel sick, and my heart wrapped in sin
I don't wanna fit in, I just need some medicine

Sitting in my room I just can't think of you
Why you be so far and why you feeling blue
Feeling like I'm dead I know you feel it too
Wanna leave my body its just what I do

I been spendin all of my time tryna be an angel
But this darkness held within will kill me slow and painful
Cause we live fast and die young yeah but its fucking shameful
Way I talk to myself has been really hateful

Locked inside this old room with a gram
All that's left now I'm dead in the sand
Desert heat, a mirage on command
Leave me left for dead I black out on demand

fkdup (prod. tothegood)

talk of da town! +kenny orlando (p. malith)

i hope you feel something
self-produced. hmu for beats/mixing/mastering

fkdup (prod. tothegood)

HKFIFTYONE