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AMAZING SONG AS ALWAYS THAT VOICE NEVER GETS OLD <3

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Losing You w/ The North Shore, emptychest, kuriosity & residential. [+ Jolst]

ｎｏ　ａｉｒ，　ｂｕｔ　ｓｏｍｅｈｏｗ　ｉ　ｂｒｅａｔｈｅ　ｔｈｒｏｕｇｈ

prod by my guy @solofttt
fucking love you all.
more on the way
stay strong
take care; drink water
try to get some rest.
thank you for being here

too much
i don't wanna feel too much
(like what?)
beat up; feet are clamped in the mud
no one
fuck this damper wood i'm hunching over every day
you shouldn't feed me love 'cause i'll regurgitate it anyways

that's the price that i'll pay
not to be overcome by my emotions
a hallow frame, left to be hung on it's own
where nobody'll noticed it's changed
feel that pain of your confusion
and just turn it into music
orchestrations of my patience
retrospective-made illusions

just be cautious not to lose it
'cause some bitch said something stupid
trust me, god i know it hurts
but know your worth and keep on moving
somewhere in the sky
just go outside and raise your head
there's reclusive ways to cleanse yourself
without this constant dread
but this toxin's running deeper
i don't know how long i'll last
i misplaced my faith with hatred
as i'm staring down the glass
i ain't hitting you up like i know you (but i do)
but i'm up a few notches, i'll understand
'cause the past, it haunts you (it does)
i try to reach out, but i got ghost hands

felt too much
now i don't feel enough
felt too much
i may have dove a little deep in the ocean
for my lungs,
couldn't handle the pressure that they had been holding
y'all folding, but i'm focused
honestly i feel omnipotent
only when i get my hands on the potion
or i'm broken, i'm not joking
but maybe if i break daylight, then i'll get shit done
and i'll feel alright
with a tone so stale there was no real cry
on a blood-stained trail, we still bleed overnight
fuck, i bet that you feel it again
incisions embellish your skin
and now you're all alone again
deprived of the people you thought were your friends
i made a couple calls, did they go through?
it ain't fair, i really don't wanna miss you
take care, i'll be blowing on tissues
no air, but, somehow i breathe through
it's 4 in the morning, my guardian's snoring
i'm sorry i lied, i've been sippin away
i'd make me some porridge, but puke it by morning
the cycle is horrid, but i ain't complain

indefinite pain ain't just part of my day
it's been shrouding my brain
like a vulturous gate
this shit's an escape
i'm always afraid
of being locked out of my own mental state
try not to run away just yet, i feel you
breaching my skin, for the meantime

too much 
i don't wanna feel too much
(like what?)
beat up; feet are clamped in the mud
no one
fuck this damper wood i'm hunching over every day
you shouldn't feed me love 'cause i'll regurgitate it anyways
(anyways)

woodworks [prod. soloft]

ｕｎｔｉｌ　ｔｈｅ　ｄｕｓｋ　ｅｒｏｄｅｓ，　ｏｒ　ｆｉｎａｌｌｙ　ｇｅｔｓ　ｔｏ　ｍｅ

produced by @cartermetro & @gualabeatz

hey, 
workng on a lot; it's been difficult to come by many things lately, 
but i'm really trying to get there
thank you so much for all your support
thank you so much for listening
thank you for being here
take care of yourselves
i love you
drink water 

i don't wanna lose the emotion
i don't wanna sweep it under the floor
'kay girl fuel that substance
like, somehow it knows you need something more
i don't wanna feel real love yet
'cauese love ain't love, it's knowing your core
and i know you know that you're running
better shape up 'fore you keep that

this is not gonna work
imagine reinvention
tryna recollect my worth, yea
i hope you hear it in the words
or at least over the phone
i'm just a broken bird

when my neck goes stiff i try to stretch it
get some leverage into heaven
seen a lot of angry faces, disappointed my decisions
cold bed, lost friends, time spent just forgetting
sharp pains, dull fate; stimulate the seven senses

oh my, don't cry, feel fine that you're falling (2x)

fuck time killed over cheap thrills
like wine spills for some dopamine
i still that i'm unreal, so i choose to be who i wanna be
not swept up like room dust, when it turns dusk and i can't see
how i once felt, if i did well, for the person who had wanted me

never really know if it's a drill
am i really dying? wish i'd know that
write it all on the will
this windowsill really goes back
when all i had was to heal
now all i have is to collapse
coffee cans over pills
hands quake from the cold blast

this is not gonna work
imagine reinvention
tryna recollect my worth, yea
i hope you hear it in the words
or at least over the phone
i'm just a broken bird
(i'm just broken)

40 minutes pass uh
hot water still rolls off of back yo
never can relax, i
step out the moment the feeling retracts
now i feel in mass
got nowhere to go, so i'm making a track
easy as that
you know that you feel it so fade in the grass

neither fight or flight 'cause i'm aware of my abilities
i'll chalk it up until the dusk erodes or finally gets to me
i guess we tend to trust in what we fight for
but don't let a road become an eyesore
open up your mental, persevere and take a dip
just because you weren't there, it doesn't mean they ain't exist
i create to stimulate when no one's there to fill me in
'cause when your home's a hollow body, i could a little pinch, so

we can probably make it work
imagine reinvention
tryna recollect your worth
(worth) 2x
i hope you hear it in the words
or at least over the phone
i am just a broken bird
(i'm just broken)

cans [prod. cxrter x gualabeatz]

Lyrics:
Man I know I'm getting older
I turned into a stoner
Hey dad I just be playing
Know you know I'm just a loner

I wonder where my life went
I put that shit on silent
The days keep passing by
Live my life behind my eyelids

I keep seeing prime examples of what I'm supposed to be
I worry everyday that I'll let down my family tree
I've been working night and day but I still wonder honestly
Is it even good enough and can I change my destiny

I'm staying up, I'm laying low
I'm in the stu, don't check my phone
Don't understand, the new world we know
Not as a part, but just as a whole

I feel left out, not gonna cap
All this new shit, don't keep up with that
I stick to myself, the loneliest fact
Life just goes on, you can't run it back

Man I know I'm getting older
I turned into a stoner
Hey dad I just be playing
Know you know I'm just a loner

I wonder where my life went
I put that shit on silent
The days keep passing by
Live my life behind my eyelids

I keep seeing prime examples of what I'm supposed to be
I worry everyday that I'll let down my family tree
I've been working night and day but I still wonder honestly
Is it even good enough and can I change my destiny

I will keep trying, just for the sake
Yes I will bend, but I will not break
Take a step back at the end of the day
But it's not even over, like give me a break

I don't agree with my fate, yuh
Chasing the money since day one
Still in this mess, I'm a late one

Getting Older

lights in the dark
feeling sick when you talk
was it easy to know?
is it easy to walk?
i feel weightless
gather dust in the basement

pressed in your clothes
act like nobody knows
that you made it to august to wake up alone
as its breaking
haven't spoke in the days since

i've been cautious and sober
he died in october 
he said that hes fine 
now the lights flicker slowly in bayview
couldn't face that they made you

i could finish early it could get so cold
raining in the summer and it takes me home
felt it more than life and how'd i let you go?
let you go

and the light doesn't know that im still here
but i'd rather take it away
and everythings all so familiar 
and i've not a thing left to say yet
better than watching
better than watching you pretend

Familiar

Lyrics:
Let me introduce myself
I am a shell of what I was when I knew myself
And I thought I could escape from all the pain I felt
But the devil left me here, there was no room in hell

I wander down this path, don't know where am at
Everything is scary here, but now I'm scary back
Don't want you to see me fall apart my bones will snap
Under all the weight of knowing there's no going back

The movies lied, I thought I'd be numb
On the other side, but now I feel dumb
'Cause pardon me, if this comes off blunt
But my skin's falling off, I've been dead for a month

But,,

I still feel but I wish that I didn't
Heart gone black, haven't lived in a minute
I know it's how things go, decompose 'til I'm pitted
I'm just another hollow shell, but I know that you get it

I'm the walking dead, so I'll spill my guts
I'll just stay and rot, I don't give a fuck
I just wanted to die, but it's just my luck
When I wanted to leave, but I just got stuck

The minutes turn to hours, and then it's been days
Fester in my bed, while my heart decays
Take it out my chest and set that shit ablaze
It's alright I didn't use it anyway

I want to be left by the creekside
Six feet deep, three wide, and I'll be fine
When my body rests, will my soul fly?
Guess I'll never know, 'til I leave mine

The movies lied, I thought I'd be numb
On the other side, but now I feel dumb
'Cause pardon me, if this comes off blunt
But my skin's falling off, I've been dead for a month

But,,

I still feel but I wish that I didn't
Heart gone black, haven't lived in a minute
I know it's how things go, decompose 'til I'm pitted
I'm just another hollow shell, but I know that you get it


Getting Older

HKFIFTYONE

Recent comments

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angelsofsorrows

thats fucking weird

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