this song was inspired/interpolated from a softheart type beat i found on youtube, please go give some love to w1nter/shy: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UChPhqiihr2QL0nMOr5FmlbQ

New Terrain

[+] sick of crying out for help
*produced by @thersx *

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LYRICS:

sick of crying out for help 
you don't seem to hear me baby I cant make a sound
lying on the floor tell me do you see me now
look at what you caused this aint what its bout
yeah its deeper than that there's no feeling
cut thru to the bone now im bleeding
I just try to think of you when im feening
cuz I don't wanna fuck this up
I just need some of your love
is it really that hard?
someone to hit up when im lying in the dark
all alone, baby would you even pick up if I called

crying out for help

crying out for help (feat. skele)

stockholm (prod. sorrow bringer)

I Have So Much Love Inside Of Me To Give

sleepatnite w/ casperrr (5head & splashgang)

Lyrics:
wake up morning to a bad report
and i just cant be fucked so i just pour a fourth
then i shoot the fifth until my final form
begins to take its shape and im on the floor

and im heaving writhing turning to a beast
and i break my chains and i roam the streets
then im spinning falling faster in my sheets
and im throwing up my guts on my feet

i dont hope i choke on my internal fluid
i just wish the devil would get laid to ruin
we could find some peace and it would all be fluent
it would be just like we aint just been through it

and i hope i never get the past back
burned it up cause im like “pass that”
block it out and ill redact that
keep it dark like its matte black

it doesnt matter all the smoke in the air
never cared if i remembered anything, i was there, like
it doesnt feel the way it used to, like
sewerperson on my bluetooth, like
x2

eyes awake, steady forth
my wounds and pain is not a metaphor
my blackened brain is not a steady course
my frozen heart has stopped keeping score

now im sick from all the toxins
wanna get away but im boxed in
got a safe but never locked it
now i pay the price with no profit

pass the spliff itll be fine
they all say have a great time
fuck these demons gotta face mine
out my mind call me tech n9ne

hold my breath when i drink now
on my way to the sink now
too fucked up on the brink now
blackout cold in the street, blaow

Matte Black

lyrics:
bitch get out my way, im busy gettin all this paper
stack it up till next week, i guess ill see you later
Ruger tucked my draws so when i roam its in my favor
jack and coke is my go to when i go hard, its no brainer

said i could give a fuck what you gonna do
i still spit my rhymes while im in the booth
say i gotta do what i gotta do
if i cut you off then you fuckin loose
aint got time for snakes so im finna move
bitch stay away while im in my groove
everything i am shoutout to Juice, shoutout to Peep
shoutout to you

homie just do me a solid
count up my racks while im ballin
i still reach for the rope when im fallin
i still stay on the move cause im all in
i still freestyle this shit im cerebral
stuntin out here call me Evil Kenevil
i got my girl, man so fuck all these people
you could just call me Bruce Willis, im lethal

bitch get out my way, im busy gettin all this paper
stack it up till next week, i guess ill see you later
Ruger tucked my draws so when i roam its in my favor
jack and coke is my go to when i go hard, its no brainer

what you want me to stay?
what you want me to say?
i guess im gettin older, im gettin folded
but shit just goes this way
i aint aligned with all the fuck shit id rather sip champagne
dont kill my vibe, cause deep inside, im rotting in my brain

yall be like look like some clowns, uh
i just dont wanna be found, uh
stayin away when im down
hittin me up when im up off the ground

like "homie please send me some cash, swear im good for it"
like i give a fuck so i ignore it
i dignify that im dead inside, but i swear im fine and im here for it

bitch get out my way, im busy gettin all this paper
stack it up till next week, i guess ill see you later
Ruger tucked my draws so when i roam its in my favor
jack and coke is my go to when i go hard, its no brainer

bitch get out my way, im busy gettin all this paper
stack it up till next week, i guess ill see you later
Ruger tucked my draws so when i roam its in my favor
jack and coke is my go to when i go hard, its no brainer

See U Later

see u later

Lyrics:
Man I know I'm getting older
I turned into a stoner
Hey dad I just be playing
Know you know I'm just a loner

I wonder where my life went
I put that shit on silent
The days keep passing by
Live my life behind my eyelids

I keep seeing prime examples of what I'm supposed to be
I worry everyday that I'll let down my family tree
I've been working night and day but I still wonder honestly
Is it even good enough and can I change my destiny

I'm staying up, I'm laying low
I'm in the stu, don't check my phone
Don't understand, the new world we know
Not as a part, but just as a whole

I feel left out, not gonna cap
All this new shit, don't keep up with that
I stick to myself, the loneliest fact
Life just goes on, you can't run it back

Man I know I'm getting older
I turned into a stoner
Hey dad I just be playing
Know you know I'm just a loner

I wonder where my life went
I put that shit on silent
The days keep passing by
Live my life behind my eyelids

I keep seeing prime examples of what I'm supposed to be
I worry everyday that I'll let down my family tree
I've been working night and day but I still wonder honestly
Is it even good enough and can I change my destiny

I will keep trying, just for the sake
Yes I will bend, but I will not break
Take a step back at the end of the day
But it's not even over, like give me a break

I don't agree with my fate, yuh
Chasing the money since day one
Still in this mess, I'm a late one

Getting Older

HKFIFTYONE