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Emo playlist #6

Sad Songs For Lonely People

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WEEK #031

white wine w/ lil tracy (prod. nedarb)

Gustav Ahr's Album

right here w/ horsehead (prod. nedarb)

DHALSIM (prod. by Buck Dudley)

WHEN YOU GO (feat. Daniel Son & SmooVth)(prod. by Buck Dudley)

Lil Peep - Let Me Bleed [Tears Drop]

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//私は私の心を失った//

i recently purchased a new ukulele after i gave mine away back in november, so i thought it'd only make sense to whip up a fresh uke track for you guys. i hope you enjoy it. 

i love you <3

lyrics
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this song brings on the weather
tear drops upon my sweater
i cry in bed whenever
i see you guys together
fuck love it's all a lie
i can't sleep i rather die
than see that look in your eye
it sucks that i'm not your guy

i think you're really cool like
i think you're really cool like
i think you're really cool like
i think you're really cool like

i packed my bags last week
sunrise and i'm on my feet
let's skip town and chase our dreams
cause this place ain't what it seems
come home let's synchronize
my soft lips caress your thighs
you get me so fucking high
the voices in my head collide 

i think you're really cool like
i think you're really cool like
i think you're really cool like
i think you're really cool like

keep your voice down
she don't care no
i can't breathe i've got no air 
no sympathy for my despair
i cut my wrists and grow my hair 
i'm outta my mind

i think you're really cool

Ft. Youth - Daughter 
Made it a while ago but just redid the vocals early jan 

Know that moment 
when your heart start thumpin
see that girl in the droptop stuntin 
she got her tears 
running down like they're raindrops running

Saw you 
Through that cracked phone screen 
Saw you 
Hoppin outta limousines 
Knew you 
Aint no usual beauty
brought me 
back to when I was 16
Thought it 
Was just a lot of nicotine

Lost in my thoughts 
Blowin smoke
Making smokescreens
Tryin cope 
Outta dop
Running outta dopamine
Pretty broke
Take a toke
Hope it's just a daydream

That Moment (Prod. Kid Kop & Young Taylor)

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//多分いつか//

lyrics
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baby maybe you could come my way
if you want to you could always stay
it's not like you just to walk away
treat it like it's just another day 
pick up my phone
twitter i'm scrollin' all day i'm alone
walkin' outside
get in the whip & i drive on my own
saw the cd
spirals drawn on it you made it for me
cry by track three
grabbin' my pen & i puff till i'm free

truth be told i lost control a year ain't nothin' changed
you could be my everything just come back for a day
truth is that i love you so but lost you on the way
you cracked the door i swear you swore that things would never change
mortified by what's inside the demons in my range
grip my head pronounce me dead i'm turning in my grave
said goodbye i held you tight the night you drove away
no one ever told me that i'd never be okay

(travel your mind you'll see what i)

music video

someday

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//私はただ一人でいたい//

lyrics
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i'm sick of this open house
my friends are not my pals
they all swarm in and out
and i just wanna be alone
cause death sits on my mind
a fraction of the time
they say that love is blind
but i don't think they really know

i escape the ceiling of my brain
feelings are unspoken when i'm tokin' in the rain
easier to ignore all the pain
i bet you would do it too if you we're just as insane
as me
contain my drinking
i wish i could 
just stop thinkin'
pick my body up 
i'm sinkin'
i just stared
as you kept blinkin'

it wasn't always like this
lately i've been feelin' sorta lifeless
lie awake at night tryna fight this
but i can't escape the pain so i write this
song for a girl that'll never give a damn
or a boy that's a friend that'll never understand
or a mom that's confused about her son and where i am
or a deadbeat dad that's just watching from the stands

i'm sick of this open house
my friends are not my pals
they all swarm in and out
and i just wanna be alone
cause death sits on my mind
a fraction of the time
they say that love is blind
but i don't think they really know

i don't think they really know a thing about it
so maybe you should go just dip like shit
like you don't really care bout me or him
if i end it all tonight does that mean you win?

follow splashgvng

open house (prod. by splashgvng)

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//私は理由を知らない//

lyrics
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you see now
i get it
my heart is in your hands
and if i move too quickly
a broken hearts my plan
a fever don't sweat it
i know love is hard to grasp
sincerely the poison 
that's swirling in your glass

i could probably stand
if i tried to love again
if i tried to live out my life
and i could probably stand 
if i had another chance
if i close the curtains & dim the lights

but i heard it gets easier 
and the leaves fall but they don't hurt
when the winter hits i'll probably die inside
but that's okay that's okay that's alright
that's okay that's okay that's alright
that's okay that's okay that's alright
i don't really mind
cause death is just an obstacle that i'll probably survive

(i know it's all in my head)

i still have your sweatshirt
yeah you left it here last week
and it's gray with the blue text
of the college that you seek
i'll take you wherever
it is you wanna be
and we'll crash in my bedroom
although you're no good for me

i never know why
my love is blind
hand me the scissors
i'll cut out my eyes
this ain't what i 
had in my mind
i think i love you
but i'm not sure why

okay

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//あなたのために欲望//

lyrics
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lust always a problem
you could never solve it
i can never get the fuck away from what i think 
if she tryna come though
i could make her cum so
baby is it him you really want or is it me? 
this ain't ever work nah
this'll never work out
don't you know that you are way too fucking good for me?
if she ever calls back
i hope that she knows that
i could never see all of the good she sees in me (x2)
you're too fuckin' good for me (x3)

let's kiss up on eachother 
biting on your neck while you're thinking about another
love is lost in lust and girl you know we crave eachother
when the time we have is gone the memories will cluster 

lust always a problem
you could never solve it
i can never get the fuck away from what i think 
if she tryna come though
i could make her cum so
baby is it him you really want or is it me? 
this ain't ever work nah
this'll never work out
don't you know that you are way too fucking good for me?
if she ever calls back
i hope that she knows that
i could never see all of the good she sees in me (x2)
you're too fuckin' good for me (x3)

follow tothegood

lust (prod. tothegood)

Watch Out

DANNY PHANTOM

i Recored this last year. This song is exclusive to Soundcloud Only I don't anticipate it to be on my project thats dropping on 4/11. So Enjoy

REBEL

Show Me

prod/recorded/engineered by me

s/o @daine-lauren for guitar inspo <3

how many days have passed?

so many days that passed
couldnt do a fuckin thing
sit in bed, roll a blunt, think of who i need to be

gotta smoke at least a gram a day to keep my mind straight
guilty pleasures, true love
fightin for my heartache

but ur the only one that has my heart
i never meant to break what we had built

i wish i knew the things i have to say
to even up the score and get u to stay with me for another night

but im the only one there is to blame
u dont need to change a fucking thing
baby girl i know it aint the same
but ur in my heart forever

cant even help
but feel like ill fuck it up today
and u dont see
that my minds all over the place

it aint enough
yeah ur hearts for the latter
fucked up
nothing else even matters

lost in my head
lost ur love
im movin on with that

just addin weight 
to my shoulders
straighten out my back

it aint enough
and ur hearts been shattered
fucked up
nothing else even matters

how many times i told you
that the doors right over there?
gave u signs that u ignored
now u pullin out ur hair

yeah its my fault
my fault
dont put no blame upon urself
too far gone
a lost cause
ill keep them pictures on my shelf

cuz ur the only one that has my heart
i never meant to break what we had built
i wish i knew the things id have to say
to even up the score and get you to stay with me for another night

im the only one there is to blame
u dont need to change a fucking thing
ur perfect in every way
i hope that u realize that someday

youre too good for me
and now ur leaving
keep runnin away
til u stop bleedin
ill be here for you
whenever u need it
you can come back to me
if u ever needed

cant even help
but feel like ill fuck it up today
and u dont see
that my minds all over the place

it aint enough
yeah ur hearts for the latter
fucked up
nothing else even matters

Follow me <3

leaving

lil raven - blood roses (prod.prettyboyron)

featuring @yungcaillou
prod by @splashgvng
mixed by me
art by @rocketbummy

[Intro: yung samuel]
Yeah
Aye turn it up a little bit
You know how we rockin'
Yeah

[Chorus: yung samuel]
Girls up in my room I think I might have to pass that (pass that)
Drinkin' from my cup so much can't walk a straight path (yeah)
Remember late night drives up to the park yeah (yeah yeah)
Starin' at the stars with you by my side yeah (aye yeah)
And we don't even talk no more
Watchin' the rain as it pours
I wish that you wouldn't ignore
I'm standin' right here at the door

[Verse 1: yung samuel]
I can't talk now
I can't walk now (yeah)
I don't really need a girl I need my guap now (need my guap now)
Gettin C-Notes (yeah)
I can't see hoes (yeah)
Me and - tear another beat tho
Like a free throw, shoot him like a free throw (pew pew pew)
I been cruisin with a goth girl in my lambo (skrt skrt)
Percs in my body make me feel slow (yeah)
Hood up in the hallways cause I lay low
Lay low she said my clothin' fuego
I pour another pint into my cream soda faygo
And I been chillin' with - tho
Talkin' bout life while we burnin the best dope (yeah yeah)

[Chorus: yung samuel]
Girls up in my room I think I might have to pass that (pass that)
Drinkin' from my cup so much can't walk a straight path (yeah)
Remember late night drives up to the park yeah (yeah yeah)
Starin' at the stars with you by my side yeah (aye yeah)
And we don't even talk no more
Watchin' the rain as it pours
I wish that you wouldn't ignore
I'm standin' right here at the door

[Verse 3: yung caillou]
Yeah, I think you're the prettiest I swear that it's true (swear that it's true)
Yeah these people all up on me but I only want you (only want you)
I can make your life so crazy if you want me to
Poppin' pills like on the daily flyin' up to the moon (up to the moon)
Yeah, I feel like the luckiest if you were my baby (yeah)
Just when you fuckin' talk to me it drives me crazy  (yeah yeah)
I don't wanna stay back
Baby can't you say that
Yeah yeah, yeah yeah
Baby I need you, I need you badly (so badly)
Drinkin' all alone, passin' out in the back seat 
Baby can't you save me
Woah

[Outro: yung caillou]
Just talk to me
Just talk to me
Yeah

talk to me w/ sluggface (splashgvng)

feat. @hiitshmwav (thanks for everything man.)

prod. @jason22k

another kiss feat. hm.wav (prod. jason22k)

prod. Anxiety Attacks!, feat.https://soundcloud.com/hiitshmwav

IG: www.instagram.com/alecneversad/
Twitter: twitter.com/alecneversad

Lyrics coming soon <3

stream on Spotify <3

Never Worked Out (w/ hm.wav)

featuring @hammy

Produced by me

hammy:
i wanna tell you how i feel i jus can't get the words out
every time i speak its just another let down
living in a world where no one understands me
wake up in the morning damn i feel so empty

no one hits my phone cause they not fw me 
im over this shit yeah im going back to sleep
get out of my head id rather fucking rest in peace
buried in the ground like im buried in these sheets
i had love for you but now theres static in between 
you got my head fucked up i see you in my dreams
youre everywhere i go 
im frozen and alone
stay stagnant in my home cause im better on my own i feel like a ghost when i dissapear and smoke
i don't need no rope
silver chains around my throat
german crystals round my waist
evil thoughts get in my way
like every single day
this constant fucking pain

gg:
i feel so empty
i feel so broken 
i feel so hopeless
i can't control this
i feel like scarface 
bitch im reloaded
homes where the heart is
fuck it im homeless
i wanna tell you how i feel 
tell me if its real
cause i can't deal with my mind no
she gone pop another seal 
do it for the thrill
tell me baby are you down to die hoe
blood on the sheets in my bedroom 
she said boy if you crash imma crash too
hate it when i wake up in a bad mood
girl im faded n it aint even passed 2

hammy:
pacing back n forth i know somethings wrong w me
i can't go to sleep memories keep haunting me
burn me into ash throw me in the fucking sea
down 100 feet where no one can bother me

gg:
i think i lost it paralyzed i can't feel shit
im moving cautious i know that there are leaches 
im nearly off it my life slowly decreasing
i wake up in the morning barely feeling like breathing

hammy:
pass out in the morning
waking up in the evening 
open up my eyes 
i wish i was still dreaming
every single day
still im searching for reason
leave me on the floor bones crushed back bleeding

gg:
leave me on the floor 
leave me feening for more of you
my minds at war hit the dope then i thought of you
knife up in my drawer thats the same one in my spine
and they love that im dead i just wanted to feel alive

LETDOWN FT. HAMMY

Lyrics

Broke as shit, I just wish that I could cope a bit
I'm sick and tired of hoping this life will get better
I'm over it
I'll drown in my tears, and forever fear
Letting another person get near
The last of a heart that I have
I'm trippin' out and not off of a tab
But I wish that I was, I hate when I'm sober
I love being buzzed, I wish it was over
I'll always have some kind of chip on my shoulder
Even if I loved her I still wouldnt show her

You only care for me when it's too late
I don't want friends cause everybody's fake
I'm already broken, so stop adding weight
I'm fading away and I'm starting to shake
Life is a bitch so fuck it
I'm tired of all of the fuck shit
I'll start not giving a fuck quick
This life is nothing but tough shit
You can't put me together I'm too far apart
Black in my lungs & black in my heart
Don't ask me to save you, don't know where I'd start
The knife in my back is so fucking sharp

I'm a piece of shit & I know that shit
The girl who broke my heart? I don't know the bitch
Yeah I care a lot but you won't notice it
Cause you can't break my heart if I don't open it
I'm a locked up, dying, low life
I'm living it wrong, so taking it's right
And the sunlight fucking so bright
Don't wanna make plans, I'm staying inside
I'm making a song, I'm up all night long
This shit do more than you ever done
For me so it's peace to most people I know
Ain't ask you stay so I think you should go

spotify.

lowlife. | Produced by unknxwn.

I Need To Sleep Better

Alone (Feat. praYeR) [Prod. nejdos]

Disconnected (prod. NIKO)

lol hooooooeeees mad

Cliff: (https://soundcloud.com/cliff-ozzidi)
Instagram: (http://instagram.com/xcliff__)

prod. khail

Somewhere in Connecticut (feat. Cliff)

Somewhere In Connecticut (feat. Cliff)

gitmydough (prod Traviks)

THANK YOU NATE THOMAS, JULIA ADDE, JULIAN AUGUST, LIL CUBENSIS, BRUHMANEGOD, BIV, CHECKS, AND LIL DARKIE FOR HELPING MAKE THIS PROJECT WHAT IT IS. 

ENJOY.

I DONT MATTER TO YOU ANYWAY

On Purpose (Prod. By ZCook)

i hope you feel something.
self-produced. hmu for beats/mixing/mastering

gitmydough (prod Traviks)

HKFIFTYONE