Name: HKFiftyOne - Bedridden - Stardew by HKFIFTYONE in HK51
Duration: 3 min 1 s
Description: Album Photo Credit: brennyngrace https://vsco.co/brennyngrace

HK51

Why Do I Have Trouble Sleeping?

It’s tuesday, March 16th and SEMTEX are finally issuing a statement on this tragic incident that has taken place here in Belize. Nobody has seen or heard from Franklin Cook since the night of the 14th, we go to SEMTEX CEO, Eleanor Gray, with their word on this situation. 

“We here at SEMTEX recognise the severity of the situation and are working relentlessly to locate the vessel. We have the very bespeople in the world available to us down there in the water searching for any signs of life. We will not be commenting further, thank you for your patience.”

We now go to Franklins family and friends, who are all anxiously awaiting any sign that Franklin is still alive down there, if you can hear us Franklin, everybody is rooting for you, please come home. 

“Franklin, if you’re out there, keep holding on, we’re all praying for ya buddy.” 

“Yo Frankie, it’s your brother Luc, we’re all out here lookin for ya man, can you come home soon? It’s not the same without you.” 

“Franklin? It’s paul. When you’re back, I’m gonna fly over to America and we can see that new Shawshank movie.”

“Hey Frankie, uhm, we miss you. I got a couple beers in the back of the fridge for when you get home, buddy. We’re all right here waiting. Hope you’re alright.”

“Frankie, if you’re listening mate.. I know what the odds are, we all do but, out of all the people I know if there’s anyone that can come back from this sort of stupid ordeal it’s you.. come back bro.”

where is franklin cook (outro) (jolst)

wait for me to come down (prod. irby)
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sitting in my cold dark room
all i do is ask for u
baby would u want me too
is that a lot to ask from u
wait for me to come down
its too much for right now
shawty im a lot
im a lot to hold down
i know u can hold it down
i know u can hold it down
i dont know if anything enough for me
baby can u feel it in my energy
in my crib
died a lil bit
dont mind me
this is just how i live
yeah its just how it is
can u blame me
never learned how to love
did ur love or the cup get me numb
can u blame me when i hurt this much
maybe i shouldnt talk when im fucked up
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<3

-emo fruits aka cold dark room its like my room but cold and dark

wait for me to come down (prod. irby)

say that you be listening but you dont really feel me
i was chasing all this cheddar cuz i was hoping it would heal me
i dont give a fuck like bitch you know im still gon get my chili
i been getting all these greens from Blues, now people call be Billy

i been keeping shit real low but now im moving like a villain
turn this shit into a hustle now my stack gon hit the ceiling
yeah my money long like sermon im a preacher on a mission
teach the gospel of the money boy im touching on a million

thats cap but ima make it flip this shit like tony hawk
swear them demons watching heavy i done seen them on the block
i aint scared about like nothing they cant touch me when i pop
every step my money dance you catch me jiggin on the guap

say im all about my cheddar all i see is dollar signs
i been flexing on my demons they been tryna waste my time
i aint got no more much time left so this shit is do or die
if i fall before i make it at least i can say i tried

got the paper in my pocket but my soul is feeling empty
i been chasing all the paper yeah the money tryna tempt me
now im riding in the fast lane all my sins is in the Bentley
turn this pain into a legacy, thats why the lord been sent me huh

Feel Me Freestyle

Lyrics:

I could make room in the front seat
If you really want me
they ask me if i’m crazy
I don’t really know i might be
i think that she likes me
i don't even like me
i don't know no nothing
just a boy who chased a pipe dream

i'm never dipping
no i'm never leaving 
i got a feeling in my chest
i made a vow to all my friends
just like the last couple days im sleeping in again
i write a song for a mic test
i eat my feelings to crawl back
i'm always sleeping
and i'm never eating
xcept maccas and tacos in my bed

guess we're reverting the progress again
in some ways i think i could still call you a friend 
but you're still the same reason i wanna be dead
and you're still the same reason i'm fucked in the head
i'm angry the thought of you coming right back
might blow out my brains on the ceiling instead
after they're done on her new lovers bed
she'll swear me an oath with her palm on my chest

you're fucking me up been a year with you gone
are you proud of me now with the drugs that i'm off
do you act like a kid
do you act like my mom
i'm dying to know if you've grown and moved on

i cash me a check and i'm feeling my best
and i blow it on sweaters and things for my cats
might fuck around think i'll get me a tatt
got no more to say there's my thoughts in a wrap

wrap (whyke)

lyrics

Hold your breath, this is the last step
I have been by your side from when we first met
The left side of our world is where we hear our calling
And when it’s falling
You’ll be torn up right up to the morning
Finish your story, finish your story
I flipped through all of the pages, not once was it boring
They say the sky, the sky is the limit
From what I was told, I was finished
Cause it wasn’t clear, but I had envisioned
A world for us both, and now we are living it
Last breath, last breath
Last breath, last breath
Hold your breath, escape, lose your head
Just for a moment, this is important
Please don’t be scared of death
I’ve seen the fires, and I’ve seen the cold
And from my view, you would just start to mold
And grow old
You have the queen that you hold
Look, I was the light, and I was the dark
Flickering, flickering, flickering
Eventually losing my spark
At the end of the tunnel, a glimpse of the future
Control what you have, so you never lose her
You take my breath away every day
You take my breath away every day
You take my breath away
You take my breath away
And so would you join me?
Know I’m a fragment of what I am holding
You choose the path, the door’s never closing
You take my breath away

last breathe

last breathe (coffeelover)

я устал видеть слёзы,  я хочу веселиться,
подбирать слова, как будто это виселица,
я хочу познать счастье и из тела выселиться,
кто мне сделал хорошо и плохо, я помню все лица,
я делаю дерьмо, но они хотят продолжение,
я делаю дерьмо, но они хотят мой продакшн,
менять себе, тебе настроение в этом про,
в обоих случаях не хотел, есть ли в этом прок?
штамповать хиты в голове прога,
прыгаю на бит прямо с порога,
у меня обличие, у них порода,
делаю хард, потому что это не просто,
он привлекательна, за это не привлекут,
она so good, она so xute,
если скажут что не так, знай, они солгут,
эти белые базарят, в ушах лишь гул,
мой фло вытекает прямо из пера,
почему я стал таким? я не избирал,
очаровала ты меня, в зрачках спираль,
у меня есть шрамы, да, как пират,
помню время ты делал опер,
детройт, дрилл, джаз, джерси, а теперь и опиум,
я люблю сцены, но не надо опер,
ты будешь моей, мы согласны оба (я про личности)
этот допе в канале,
fo free не канает, давай-ка налик,
деньги в кармане, дрип, нужно каноэ,
дрип, как будто ною, делаю что-то новое,
дропаю настолько часто, что могу узнать настроение каждого дня…

Виселица ✦ Jalen

Straight off top basis freezestyles 
Nobody can do dis like us
We meant for dis shit 
We from Heaven

Hold it in for ten seconds (blowin M’s) prod Lextonline

Album Photo Credit: brennyngrace https://vsco.co/brennyngrace

HKFiftyOne - Bedridden - Stardew

This song was made to reach out to those struggling with self-harm, depression, suicide, and to spread a message of hope and love. 
If you're experiencing any of these, please seek help right now. twloha.com/find-help/local-resources/ 

Credits: 
Photo Credit: Fulgee vsco.co/fulgee 
Beat produced by Kamikaze www.youtube.com/channel/UCy2k2icln9Qk8EAg6GrSiBg 
Piano Sample Credit: Suzuo - Heavenly soundcloud.com/impintheforest

Lyrics: 
I can finally buy a car just with a beat 
Sell exclusive and a couple hundred lease 
I been stacking cash just like I got them cheats, shit be just like GTA with a Ferrari in the streets 

I been grinding hard 
I been on my guard 
I'm climbing to the top with nothing but my bars 
You never seen them but I got a couple scars 
They on my heart and I got plenty on my arm 

I'm not ashamed to explain where I come from 
Yeah, I just wanna be a better man 
I'm not afraid just to say where my mind was 
Yeah I'm lucky I'm still here I got a plan 

Yeah I had a couple friends that I lost bro 
Yeah they meant the world to me I guess they'll never know 
Bet I wanted to go join them but I can't go 
I just gotta stay strong yeah I gotta grow 


All the money in the world it don't mean nothing 
All the fame in the world it don't mean nothing 
You just gotta find yourself and be something 
Yeah before you know it you be up and coming 


Yeah my corny ass is tryna speak some wisdom to these teens 
I just wanna let em know that life has purpose and a dream 
You can overcome this shit if you stay close to all your team 
Just know that you are important it'll help your self esteem 

I just wanna make it clear 
That you have nothing to fear 
Keep your friends and family near 
Gotta hold on to what's dear 

Yeah I know that feeling of loneliness it just tears you up 
Yeah the darkness and the stressing you feeling it's just too much 
But remember that your life is important so don't give up 
You just gotta make it through but then you be coming clutch 

Listen to me please you are not a burden 
You are needed and I love you as a person 
Hope is real and your story is important 
I'm here to listen to your words that paint a portrait 

I wanna stay 
I wanna breath 
I wanna swim 
Instead of sink

stay (Prod. Kamikaze)

Did an acoustic cover of a cover. 
Saosin - Penelope (cover of Pinback - Penelope)
Photo Credit: https://vsco.co/simrans0

Penelope

HUGE THANKS TO @suburbanwhitey FOR RECORDING THE GUITAR SAMPLE Support this guy <3
https://twitter.com/SuburbanWhitey | https://traktrain.com/suburbanwhitey | https://www.youtube.com/c/SuburbanWhitey
Piano Sample Credit: @instupendo - play palette
My group vocal melody at the end was inspired by Algernon Cadwallader - Horror (https://youtu.be/ARSl5-SXT6A?t=3m26s)

Lyrics:
I feel the cold breeze in my hair yah
Think of all the times I wasn't there yah
In your bed these thoughts I just can't bear yah
You went somewhere but I don't know where yah

I focus on my music just so I don't think of you
You got me thinking why you do the things you do
Do you still care after all we've been through
Through the better and the worse and just to name a few

You do you like nobody can yah
I'm not fine it's just who I am
You once were my biggest fan yah
Now I gotta find a way to cope with change of plans yah

Now I'm spending days driving solo
When you left yah it got me so low
Running through my mind like where the fuck you go
Feel so broken hearted like you'd never know
Now I'm spending days driving solo
Riding through the city I feel so alone
Feel that cold breeze through my hair don't take it slow I pull out in the bimmer where the fuck you go

Everybody wanna collab, yah
Everybody want these bands, yah
Everybody lookin at me thinkin Ima quit and buying everything I wanted but I can't, yah
This motivation is making me feel alive again
I wonder how many times I've said I'd rather be dead

And now I'm not afraid to live
It's been hard since I was a kid
You know you hurt me with everything that you did
But I will keep going I'm not afraid to live

Now I'm spending days driving solo
I'm learning to be better when you don't show
I clean myself up I wear a polo
I'm making hits like I'm a virtuoso
Now I'm spending days driving solo
The only way to go is up when you been so low
I'm in the coupe I take a couple photos
Touring in a whip like it's a roadshow

solo

Cover Art Credit: http://vsco.co/rosieshulman

You completely destroy me
You destroyed me like you never knew you could
I'm not over you and I never will be
The thing about love is that simple things like her lips and her eyes break my heart
They're not mine and I don't know who's they'll be
Her hair is therapy to my cold and brittle heart

I used to find safety in her smile
I used to feel warmth in the look on her face
I've been left an empty shell to whither and fade away
I used to think of all the things that we'd be
Now I only think of all the things that we never really were

I used to call you mine but now you just don't know
What am I left to do but stand here in the cold
All I've got left are some photos of you and your voice stuck in my head
Saying how you'd be there always and forever until the very end

You were everything to me, and you always will be
Deep in my heart that aches for the sound of your voice
But no longer will I have the choice

I'm sorry for anything that I've done
For the person I've become that you learned to love but then turned your back like a setting sun

If I hurt you I pray that you forgive me
I mean all the words that I say please believe me

And see me as the person you always knew I was
I've never been perfect not in a single way
And that day that you saved me is when I fell from grace
I only needed you and I pushed everyone else away

So now I'm left alone
To live this life all on my own
And I hate the fact that someone else is holding you close
And how you broke my heart when I needed you the most
I've always been too scared to be properly diagnosed
Because you were my pill but now you're nothing but a ghost

And I still have your pictures and that letter you wrote
Where you said that you loved me and you'd never let me go
And you saved me from myself and that's something I hope you know
But you cut me down so quick and I've never been so low

And my stomach aches with every breath of air I breathe
Because you were the one that gave me everything I need
But now this pain won't subside I just can't believe you chose to leave
You were my reason for living how could you do such a heinous thing

I was like a boat that got carried out to sea
And I trusted in your waves, that you wouldn't harm me
You protected me from the storm and gave me a chance at life
And I love the way you cared and asked if I was alright

But something died, something changed and I sunk to the ocean floor
You no longer wanted to hold me up and I drowned from within my core

And every essence of my being is still just too afraid to fight
Because I'm terrified to keep on living without you by my side

And all the things that people said I guess this whole time they were right
Love can never last this way when the flame burns too bright

But I hope you're happy

I hope you're doing fine

I love you still today

Just like you were still mine

I still love the way you laughed
And the things you said to me
You'll never leave my heart
Nor my memory

I just wish I could understand
Why you had to leave
I can't do this on my own
I need you here with me

But you've turned into a ghost
And you're nowhere to be seen
And I can't hear your voice
I won't see your message on the screen

We won't have a family
We won't have a house
We won't raise our kids
You won't be my spouse

We won't grow old together
Like we always planned
You disappeared forever
And alone here shall I stand

you completely destroy me

Photo Credit: https://vsco.co/trynidada
I did a cover of Bloc Part - Like Eating Glass

Like Eating Glass

emobearshawty <//3
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(emo fruits)

i cant tell if i know myself
another lowlife just on his way to hell
maybe if i die we'll ignore the suicide
dont cry
dont cry
just ride and get high

im a bad bitch
if u know what i mean
wit a sad bitch
wit sum black ripped jeans
nobody like me 
till they all like me
now im the only one who dont fuck wit me 
yeah

(♡❀lilbearshawty ❀♡)
i cant tell if i know myself
another lowlife just on his way to hell 
maybe if i die we'll ignore the suicide
dont cry
dont cry
just ride and get high

u dont know a thing about me
roses on my corpse
im six feet deep

ima goth boy
in some all black jeans
in a band tee
they tryna live like me
i got a bad bitch
and she just like me
so tell ur boyfriend
stop tryna be like me
yeah
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- emo fruits aka if bear is glaceon im leafeon

emobearshawty w/ ♡❀lilbearshawty ❀♡ (prod.♡❀lilbearshawty ❀♡)

I see passion in disguise I still hate 2 say goodbye , im goin luv u til I d1e


(yea this off dome but its cool sleep on me)

Luv u til i d1e ;(

i hope you feel something
self-produced. hmu for beats/mixing/mastering

HKFiftyOne - Bedridden - Stardew

HKFIFTYONE

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