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The Upload

Lyrics

I've got a leak in my soul
I don't think nobody knows
What I think bout when I'm all alone
I never know where to go
But I never let anyone in
How could I let someone in
When I believe that the reason I'm hurt
Is because I started to let anyone in?

Oh why do I feel like this a lot?
God I just want it stop
No lie, I might just make it all stop
And there ain't no one to stop me

I don't think nobody got me
All of these bad thoughts got me
Inside a hole, where do I go?
I'll never know

I'm so cold, I don't think I feel a thing
I just wanna get a pole, put a bullet in my brain
I know you ain't wanna know about the shit that I can say
When I'm in my room alone, letting out all of this pain

But I gotta let it out, yeah I gotta let it fly
I don't wanna see you pout, I don't wanna see you cry
When you see I'm out of time in the moment that I die
Cause when I was still alive you ain't pull me to to the side

I've got a leak in my soul
I don't think nobody knows
What I think bout when I'm all alone
I never know where to go
But I never let anyone in
How could I let someone in
When I believe that the reason I'm hurt
Is because I started to let anyone in?

Oh why do I feel like this a lot?
God I just want it stop
No lie, I might just make it all stop
And there ain't no one to stop me

I don't think nobody got me
All of these bad thoughts got me
Inside a hole, where do I go?
I'll never know

alone. | Produced by sketchmyname

I don’t wanna do this anymore 
leave me dead here on the floor 
I don’t wanna sleep in bed 
Since you left me all alone 
I feel your presence everywhere 
your voice is in the air 
I wish you didn’t think that I just never fucking cared 

I’m falling apart again 
I get no rest at night 
heart beating, I’m alive, I’m never getting high 
cause I’m broken from the feeling that you left inside 
my heart, cause It was hard for me to stop feeding you all those lies 

there’s no excuse for my shitty behavior 
maybe you just fuckin did yourself a favor 
I’m a fuck up and I don’t deserve you 
5 years of every memory I’ll never forget you 

I don’t blame you for leaving me alone 
Cause I know, you’re better off without me 

I’m going days without eating again 
I’m broke and I’m barely getting out of my bed 
I’m getting fucked up every chance that I get 
cause I never want to feel this feeling of regret pounding my chest 
In my head it’s always gonna be my fault 
I’m closed off and I bottle up everything I should talk about 
it’s so hard for me to say it out loud 
But I am not okay and I don’t see a way out

i don't wanna do this anymore... (prod. Afterlife x Pekarot)

little song that I did so you guys can have something to listen to before I can release smth longer, I still hope that all of you will enjoy it ^^ (I also been inspired by https://soundcloud.com/heylog - give them a listen!!)

produced/mixed/mastered by me

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Truth hurts
don’t want to hear no more
and I know
that you just had enough
of me
to be honest, I understand
that’s on me
just pin the blame on me

we both know what’s better
for us and we can never
fix us cause we will never
come to get to know each other

and I’m completely honest
truth hurts but we’ve been trying
was it really all for nothing
was it really all for nothing

and I don’t wanna solve it
let’s leave it and forget it
I won’t be even trying
to reconnect as friends
 
Let’s seperate our paths
And heal these fucking cuts
We both had bunch of knives
stabbed in our backs

Truth hurts
don’t want to hear no more
and I know
that you just had enough
of me
to be honest, I understand
that’s on me
just pin the blame on

Truth hurts
don’t want to hear no more
and I know
that you just had enough
of me
to be honest, I understand
that’s on me
just pin the blame on me

truth hurts

deadboy (prod.thersx)

Lyrics:
ion really care what your boyfriend say
runnin thru my mind its like every single day
anything you want cause i just got paid
you dont want it now so ill be on my way

i just had to block you i been done
lock up on my heart cause i been stung
smoke up in the room now its in my lungs
if im gonna die ima make it fun

why you always lookin, to start some trouble cookin
up schemes for words you snook in, you break my heart you took it

why cant you just leave me alone

IDCWYBS

Prod @Sinxi
Guitar by @prodjpjp

LYRICS

I calm down

im sighing

all the pages we make and then break

its too late

for the way that we go

its a blast and its fun but its done so

breakin bones down never lived a lesson down

chewing on this essence

success around my skeleton

take a breath in

I Could just be obssessing

but I cant help this feeling in of which

I wanna dress you down

Got me in a place to talk

she aint fucking with the war

had like 2 to 3 to start

now we fucking on the floor

Acting bratty from the start

me and her we like a car

She the key she turns me on

and I fucking ride her

Boxing me and her we lost it

Fighting so damn often

shit is so exhausting

falling for her

Poison grab the phone and toss it

Leave her in the closet

back behind the fucked shit

fuckin leave her

Reach down take the brains out of my skull

Cuz I know when It goes its my soul that will stay

and I know

that you say its okay and the pain will just fade

but we know that its fake

two steps in my own grave

with my chains all named and my casket laid

who gets to decide my fate

in the same damned place its a hell I made

Got me in a place to talk

she aint fucking with the war

had like 2 to 3 to start

now we fucking on the floor

Acting bratty from the start

me and her we like a car

She the key she turns me on

and I fucking ride her

Boxing me and her we lost it

Fighting so damn often

shit is so exhausting

falling for her

Poison grab the phone and toss it

Leave her in the closet

back behind the fucked shit

fuckin leave her

Spotify

THE WAR

i’ll stay awake all night 
baby i can’t sleep right
laying with your shadow in my bed
you said that im the worst right?
how u would feel 
if th- th- there’s a bullet in my head?
would u try to make amends?
would u pull me back down to die again?
would u pull me back down to die again?
watching where i walk cuz there’s snakes in the grass
watch the way you talk cuz my hearts made of glass
silver lining, i reflect on the past
you think you’re the shit when u ignore me like that
but ik ur in love so i don’t have to fight back
he treats u like the worst and you’ll always come back
how many times i gotta say we wouldn’t last
sometimes 
i miss that look in your eye
take one more shroom i’m out my mind i’m in outer space 
smoke a fat ass blunt, so high that it put me back in place
yeah my ganja’s white, smoking on that shit you would think you’re laced 
you would throw me in front of a bus to get ahead, you is fake
yeah this ain’t a race
but when the police pull me over, sport mode on the chase
skid marks my only trace
that adrenaline won’t let me catch a break
got no seatbelt on so i can’t hit the breaks
i’ll stay awake all night 
baby i can’t sleep right
laying with your shadow in my bed
you said that im the worst right?
how u would feel 
if th- th- there’s a bullet in my head?
would u try to make amends?
would u pull me back down to die again?
would u pull me back down to die again?

bullet in my head [prod. kaydo]

timber (wlytimo x dvni x wavybeats) (snippet) (4/6/24)

im nothing but a feather weight 
i feel my bones and i feel them ache 
i feed my sink my dinner plate
dont think i could get more lame 
another day ill sleep away
where to go to feel the same 
grey eyes an ugly face
grey eyes an ugly face


now i walk home on my own 
the sewage just seeps out my phone 
my eyes have gone blind to the hope
i feel safe when im home 
and i can make garbage and call it scrap 
stare at the screen waiting for a text back
light on my feet, thinking that i could float 
how can i take more man ive taken the most 
double the dose 
double the time that i cope
been going ghost 
days of no phone 
housekeep not leaving my home 
ill be right here if u need 
god im so lame, i should leave 
stutter my words 
eating the air 
making it worse 
cant go anywhere 
missing her hands tru my hair
missing her hands tru my hair
grey eyes said she hated color 
leave here and shes go to a another 
oranges skies just remind me of summer 
oranges skies just remind me of summer 

now i walk home on my own 
the sewage just seeps out my phone 
my eyes have gone blind to the hope

sewage two (prod. nciku)

downtown ; chise

REEFA prod 1damain

im heading on a different track
pretty soon im gonna crash
knew my life would never last
knew my life would never last

i know
sometimes
its so hard to breathe air
but its suffocating
its suffocating 

sometimes it feels like my life is just fucking looping
no control like im watching fucking movies
sit and watch im just waiting for the credits
my lifes a mess and im hoping i can end it

fast forward to a time where im happy 
the tape ends and there's nothing left to see
i get up
brush my teeth
then i go to bed
nothing changed
guess im stuck till im finally dead
losing
losing
all of my patience
they say it gets better
when you start to get older
it hasn't happened yet
but who am i to kid
i wanna run away
i wanna run away

im heading on a different track
pretty soon im gonna crash
knew my life would never last
knew my life would never last

neverlast

Hammy - 100mph (Prod. Dylan Brady)

and how sad must i be 
to fall for you
just lay me down lightly
not far from you
you don’t even like me
but i’ll call for you
i smile when you bite me
i’m so confused 
just pass me the knife please
i’ll cut you
you did this to spite me
you’re cruel

my soul lives while my body dies (wisssery)

i hope you feel something
self-produced. hmu for beats/mixing/mastering

IDCWYBS

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