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Songs I’ll kill myself too

kk keeps

“Holding glass hearts” pt 3
It’s okaii to cry here..

Heavy heart🖤

2024

Crashing At Night Again

how i feel :(

produced by: dercept



when i wake up, she goin to sleep
fuck all of this distance, yeah it’s poison on the leaves, i pray
every night that tomorrow you won’t leave
tomorrow u won’t leave yea yea 

lil baby just stay here with me 
you never fuckin listen, there’s no point in saying please 
i say
fool me once, you can’t put the blame on me 
fool me once you can’t put the shame on me 

cus i’m a placeholder,
it’s gettin harder to just stay sober,
paranoia breathes on my neck,
can feel the hate growing 

they told her,
she should leave me,
think she listening,
ignoring all my texts
i can feel that girl she’s distancing 
x2

but i’ll blow up, and call it quits!
one day you’ll be callin, i’ll tell you to get a grip
oh shit,
shoulda held my hand,
not cared about the wrist,
all this fuckin jewellery 
but u still don’t give a shit 
i quit
i’m sleeping on a couch,
it’s feelin like the ritz,
 i was fuckin homeless and they didn’t give a shit, she did
i’m alone with all this shit, i’m gonna switch
see me on the news, one more bad day then i’ll flip, like this 

(don’t tell me i’ll be fine
i’m so sick of hoping youre right 
i guess i’ll be fine)

listening to candour every night 
every night (shout out neck deep) 

i’ll 
move out of this apartment
sleepin outside, watch me fall into the darkness,
harness
around my chest it’s crushing on my heart, shit 
& i’m used to this pain, he getting photos of her topless
i wanna stay home, guess im introverted
all these sleepless nights yea they got my brain hurting
i wish i was the one you were concerned with 
rib cage empty, took my heart guess i deserved it 

deserved it.

—-

shoutout to wubz for inspiring this song. 💕

placeholder (dercept)

You Completely Destroy Me, Pt. 2

You Completely Destroy Me Pt 2

Since U Been Gone

Since U Been Gone (Cover)

Lyrics:
we're at a party but i never seem to get the fact that everyones an enemy theyll take what they cant give you back
im on my own im feeling low youll never know why im retracting from your touch id rather just sit here and be alone

stay away cause we'll fight then ill break down
no other way i dont care im in space now
i can float far away in my brain now
think im safe but im not its too late now

its just a body, its not me, its not me, its not me
and im not here cause, its not me, its not me, its not me
im on my own and its lonely, its lonely, its lonely
they dont believe so its lonely, its lonely, its lonely

it always happens in the middle of the night

how could this happen please not me, please not me, please not me
how could this happen its not me, its not me, its not me
im on my own and its lonely, its lonely, its lonely
they dont believe so its lonely, its lonely, its lonely

Not Me

not me

i hope you feel this as much as i do
prod ford. or drowsy not sure which one to put

Lyrics:

hold on
could you help me home
let me know
give me hope
how long
you couldn't help me i'm too gone
how long
how long

i need a change right now
could someone fuckin notice
in jus a couple days
went thru a couple pounds of potent
its generic as fuck but i'm really on my own
SHIT
that's jus the show biz is what they say
is what they say
is what they say

is what they say
is what they say
is what they say

i hate the deity above me
if there is one
fuck how hard i have 2 fight
till i'm someone
oh i hear connections nice
at least they tell me
she stomp on my neck n somehow
she can tell me

HOLD ON
COULD YOU HELP ME HOME
LET ME KNOW
GIVE ME HOPE
HOW LONG
YOU COULDN'T HELP ME I'M TOO GONE
HOW LONG
HOW LONG
HOLD ON
COULD YOU HELP ME HOME
LET ME KNOW
GIVE ME HOPE
HOW LONG
YOU COULDN'T HELP ME I'M TOO GONE
HOW LONG
HOW LONG

torture

slippery slope

ghost town w/sendflowrs (prod. wetmall)

Ghost of US

Withdrawals

Hollow Space

Finally Home

Perfume

Ghost of Us

Juice WRLD - The Way I Feel (Unreleased)

Sourface

wegmans

Rough

IG: @lil_sunken_eye
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i dont want to be me

what the fuck is wrong with me
i woke up soaked in kerosene
im dizzy off [redacted]
but i dont want to start a scene

excuse me can i use your phone?
i really hate to be alone
i need some help but i dont know
thanks for your time ive got to go

nevermind ill figure it out myself
i can never trust no one if you couldnt tell
im fine all on my own i dont need no fucking help
you know that even if i did ill never say how i felt

what should i do, try to breath but i cant
the more fucked up i get i wish i never had began
i thought i had the cure, but its all bad luck
oh well
lets get fucked up

i dont really care, but i lie, cause i did
guess im not okay, with the skin, that i slit
its one vice or another, no one telling me to quit
burn myself into the ground, i dont feel it, not a bit

i just want to see whats at the end, im in a hurry
im all by myself so i guess im not really worried
life dont seem as harsh now if my vision always blurry
i just want this all to end i know its way too early

you can have a drink of my sprite, just know its dirty

what should i do, try to breath but i cant
the more fucked up i get i wish i never had began
i thought i had the cure, but its all bad luck
oh well
lets get fucked up

Spotify

its not the same

Looking back at it all :O

ty @jaryo for the prod help :D

Hope You'll Be Around

clouds & concrete

the way i see things (prod. kryptik)

Cover Art Credit: http://vsco.co/rosieshulman

You completely destroy me
You destroyed me like you never knew you could
I'm not over you and I never will be
The thing about love is that simple things like her lips and her eyes break my heart
They're not mine and I don't know who's they'll be
Her hair is therapy to my cold and brittle heart

I used to find safety in her smile
I used to feel warmth in the look on her face
I've been left an empty shell to whither and fade away
I used to think of all the things that we'd be
Now I only think of all the things that we never really were

I used to call you mine but now you just don't know
What am I left to do but stand here in the cold
All I've got left are some photos of you and your voice stuck in my head
Saying how you'd be there always and forever until the very end

You were everything to me, and you always will be
Deep in my heart that aches for the sound of your voice
But no longer will I have the choice

I'm sorry for anything that I've done
For the person I've become that you learned to love but then turned your back like a setting sun

If I hurt you I pray that you forgive me
I mean all the words that I say please believe me

And see me as the person you always knew I was
I've never been perfect not in a single way
And that day that you saved me is when I fell from grace
I only needed you and I pushed everyone else away

So now I'm left alone
To live this life all on my own
And I hate the fact that someone else is holding you close
And how you broke my heart when I needed you the most
I've always been too scared to be properly diagnosed
Because you were my pill but now you're nothing but a ghost

And I still have your pictures and that letter you wrote
Where you said that you loved me and you'd never let me go
And you saved me from myself and that's something I hope you know
But you cut me down so quick and I've never been so low

And my stomach aches with every breath of air I breathe
Because you were the one that gave me everything I need
But now this pain won't subside I just can't believe you chose to leave
You were my reason for living how could you do such a heinous thing

I was like a boat that got carried out to sea
And I trusted in your waves, that you wouldn't harm me
You protected me from the storm and gave me a chance at life
And I love the way you cared and asked if I was alright

But something died, something changed and I sunk to the ocean floor
You no longer wanted to hold me up and I drowned from within my core

And every essence of my being is still just too afraid to fight
Because I'm terrified to keep on living without you by my side

And all the things that people said I guess this whole time they were right
Love can never last this way when the flame burns too bright

But I hope you're happy

I hope you're doing fine

I love you still today

Just like you were still mine

I still love the way you laughed
And the things you said to me
You'll never leave my heart
Nor my memory

I just wish I could understand
Why you had to leave
I can't do this on my own
I need you here with me

But you've turned into a ghost
And you're nowhere to be seen
And I can't hear your voice
I won't see your message on the screen

We won't have a family
We won't have a house
We won't raise our kids
You won't be my spouse

We won't grow old together
Like we always planned
You disappeared forever
And alone here shall I stand

you completely destroy me

Photo Credit: https://vsco.co/sofiavels
Sample Credit: Pale Lungs - Roam

Lyrics:
I still got your pictures on my phone
Wonder why you thought you had to go
Left me all alone and on my own
Felt it coming this whole time I should've known

But why, why'd you have to leave me all alone
You know, how you make me feel when you ain't home
My god, it's killing me inside I hope you know
Been dead in my heart for a while though it hurts won't let it show

No time for farewells and no chances for goodbyes
You disappeared forever and you left me high and dry
How you gonna leave and leave me out here left to die
You fed me to the wolves when I needed you by my side

I don't want to say nothing that's bad about you
I still love you girl I'm still mad about you
There was once a time when I would never doubt you
But people change and now I have to live without you

You could have just said goodbye, you ghosted me moved on with life, anxiety and all this strife, and I wonder all the time if you just found a new guy

I just wanna make you proud
Like I used to when you vowed
To never leave my side when I was down
You let me sink and now I'm boutta drown

I can still see your face I can still hear your voice
And I don't even wanna but I don't have any choice
I try to block it out and listen to the city noise
You kill me from inside and now I'm completely destroyed

But the worst part is I don't know
Where you are or how you are or where'd you go
You didn't say nothing you just let me go
Left me with my thoughts left me all alone

I don't wanna see your face anymore
I don't wanna hear your voice anymore
I don't wanna think about you anymore
I don't hate you I just can't bear it no more

Your hair, your smile, your fingertips
Your face, your voice, your mouth, your lips
Your warmth, your laugh, your legs, your thighs
Your love, your hate, your care, your eyes

proud

Come Over When You're Sober, Pt. 2

Runaway

Life Is Beautilful

Life Is Beautiful

jump

go show love to the homie 💙 one of the most linguistically talented rappers i know, and one of the closest friends i've had in this life.
thank you for being a part of this @microdot-is

hey everyone! i hope y'all are doing well 💙 i recorded this a while ago but it's very relevant to where i'm at in my life right now, and i  wanted to share something with y'all since i haven't had a chance to record lately. 

I have the majority of an ep written right now, and once i finish all the production for it i'm planning to go to the studio and record it all at once. get ready for big things coming soon 💙💙💙

microdot

callsign (feat. microdot)

EVERYBODY'S EVERYTHING OUT NOW
https://lilpeep.lnk.to/EverybodysEverything

Prod. by Fish Narc

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Belgium

Moving On

Bad Energy

Fighting Demons

Flowers RUFF

[+] used to hold your hand while you're coming down..
* featuring @lilskeleskrrt * produced by @l1lbiscuit *

MUSIC VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yVr0Jf26AFk

IG: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TW: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: discord.gg/VRcvcdf
LYRICS:

[hook 2x: @seejayxo]
Used to hold your hand while you're coming down
Pop another *** and I feel it now
I just gotta know why you not around
Wanna let you know what I'm feeling now

[verse 1: @seejayxo]
Baby I could hate you,
But I think I could love you just the same
Holdup, wait a minute, lemme switch my lane
I just gotta get me a Range
I just need some bands in the back of the safe
I got nothing else to say
They was sleeping on me
Now I feel like they awake
Shawty got a lil taste
Now she think she love me, I can see it in her face
Baby I'ma get them bands and I'll spend on you
That's just what I do, I don't know if I'ma lose
I just gotta tell you when I'm thinking of you...
Cuz I'm thinking of your heart beating on mine
I don't even know if this feels right
I just gotta know where it leads right, where it leads right?

[hook 2x: @seejayxo]
Used to hold your hand while you're coming down
Pop another *** and I feel it now
I just gotta know why you not around
Wanna let you know what I'm feeling now

[verse 2: @lilskeleskrrt]
My baby never know when I'm coming down
I've been off a blue but I don't feel it now
I been waiting all day for you to come around
Used to want the love but I don't need it now
So what do you want from me?
I could sit here all day you won't talk to me
Even if I was dying, you wouldn't stop for me
I've been making racks, its not enough for you
You keep wanting more even when all my bands are blue
Caution, stop with all that fuck shit
Cameras flashing the lights off when I walk into the function
Razor round my necklace I'm bound to get reckless
Seejay in the back while I scratch off my checklist
My baby never know when I'm coming down
I've been off a blue but I don't feel it now
I been waiting all day for you to come around
Used to want the love but I don't need it now

Coming Down

+ stream on SPOTIFY

coming down (feat. skele) *MUSIC VID IN DESC*

i hope you feel something
self-produced. hmu for beats/mixing/mastering

its not the same

HKFIFTYONE