Name: low bat by HKFIFTYONE in The Upload
Duration: 2 min 37 s
Description: sometimes im a fuck up but know that im still me

is this strumming a sample? I'm seriously craving to know what it issssss

The Upload

this song was inspired/interpolated from a softheart type beat i found on youtube, please go give some love to w1nter/shy: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UChPhqiihr2QL0nMOr5FmlbQ

New Terrain

Broken Promises [+ sogimura]

Lyrics:
maybe you could tell im sick and tired of losing everything
when you hit me up want me to smile but i could never be
happy in my brain i used to fight it now its killing me
winters coming soon i really hope that it dont get to me

think im always freezing but my brian just wont admit it
seek out every feeling in my soul so i could kill it
always feel too much like every day dont want to live it
you could take this gun and splat my brains and see my spirit

you dont understand im just so done
try to go away but i wont run
feeling all this the pain but i wont jump
say that i could stay but its no fun

whats the point to living if im feeling dead already
know my bed is just a coffin in my cemetary
and my brain is just a prison ill admit its scary
waking up knowing im breathing where im getting buried

im just tired of losing everything
like my mind, but the pain itll never leave
im just tired of losing everything
never happy so i guess it wasnt meant to be

fucking done, you can tell im getting lazy
fuck a check, yeah you might just call me crazy
fucking wreck, give a shit if you dont pay me
fucking dead, what im living on the daily

i gave up, so just stay out my business
leave me alone cause if not ill be livid
gave all i had but i fell short the minute,
i tried to reach out but then i hit my limit

Losing Everything

losing everything

lyrics:

use to think that i would end my life
different bottle, still the same night
looking at myself in the mirror
wishing i could just disappear
so i did i took a trip and i really needed it
gave me time to clear my head and thinkof what to do instead
of focusing on all the wrong things
i'll be grateful for everything like

thank god, thank god, thank god
for getting me through it
thank god, thank god, thank god
for getting me through it
thank god, thank god, thank god
for getting me through it
all of these things i love
came to me through him

tell me something that you love
(i could tell you where it came from)
tell me something that you had that you lost
when it left had you feeling like a drug
thats a lesson from the man from above
tell me what you're scared of
guess what, no one gets through life alive
might as well enjoy your life
everybody makes mistakes
guess that's just what learning takes
but will we ever learn?
i'm just trying to return

(i'm just trying to return)

thank god, thank god, thank god
for getting me through it
thank god, thank god, thank god
for getting me through it
thank god, thank god, thank god
for getting me through it
all of these things i love
came to me through him

smile! (you will never make it out alive)

luv yokai <3333 luv yall <3333

lyrics:
[shizu]

95, only feel alive after the fact
smoking on thrax for a better high after the crash
do the math, im not coming back when i collapse
wasting my time
im not doing fine, thought you knew that
95, only feel alive after the fact
smoking on thrax for a better high after the crash
do the math, im not coming back when i collapse
wasting my time
im not doing fine, thought you knew that

[yokai]
zooming by
yeah watch how quick i start to fly
don't feel alive
until collision is in my sight
80 on the dash i just ran another red light
hit the fuckin gas run my problems like a stop sign
maybe when i crash i can finally feel i'm alright
feelings from the past never last, i'm left behind

[shizu]
95, only feel alive after the fact
smoking on thrax for a better high after the crash
do the math, im not coming back when i collapse
wasting my time
im not doing fine, thought you knew that
95, only feel alive after the fact
smoking on thrax for a better high after the crash
do the math, im not coming back when i collapse
wasting my time
im not doing fine, thought you knew that

crash w/ yokai dreams (kuboi)

hope you guys enjoy this one <3 each track i put out means a whole lot 2 me, 
so tysm for taking the time out of your day to listen

prod. by @sorrow_bringer 🖤
cover art done by an acquaintance of mine

(got me asking my lungs)
("can you cave in?")
(in need of a reason for clearing my head)

it'll probably subside, on the dime
she lied; so did i
feel like a gorilla, i'm beating my chest
rope in my hands, why's it not round' my neck?

leaving, breathing; shit's all the same
feeding heathens; outta my brain
they want me to come to an end
this city is playin' pretend (playin' pretend)

heart's beating, now i'm way heated
took off and ran on my own
asking my past demons, "did i really mean it?"
was i in control of my soul?
now i gotta wait. 
i know what i am; shit wasn't great
so why do i stand?
never complained; wished that i did
they'll get what they get
i'm not giving in

they all wanna see me fall, hear me bawl
i know i shouldn't have set foot
into the cage that i'm in
the person i was; he told me to stay where i must
oh the ground personifies
we walk all about it and never bat an eye

let me loathe (let me loathe)
swear i'm changing..
this feeling i know
lessened the seasons

it'll probably subside, on the dime
she lied; so did i
feel like a gorilla, i'm beating my chest
rope in my hands, why's it not round' my neck?

leaving, breathing; shit's all the same
feeding heathens; outta my brain
they want me to come to an end
this city is playin' pretend (playin' pretend)

subside [prod. sorrow bringer]

ty to everyone hopping on and travvy for the nedarb beat :)
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Main Artist: lil XipZ
Featured Artists: Robstar, teddyboi, popularreject & Nkno
Production: Nedarb
Mixing: lil XipZ, Robstar, teddyboi, popularreject & Nkno
Mastering: lil XipZ
Cover Art: Physs
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LYRICS

[Intro: Robstar]
I already wrote you a letter but I scrapped it
Tore it to pieces, abandoned the ashes
Hoping you were better after what happened
But I know for a fact you don't need that

So I wrote this letter after adapting
I found a life that I want you back in
And even if it plays the same as our last fling
Fuck it I'd be happy with a relapse

[Chorus: lil XipZ]
im writing love letters
i hope they get to you
heart cold just like december
wrote this on a friday afternoon
your voice is all i remember
but your ghost haunts me in my room
your perfume fragrance on my sweater
wonder if ill ever forget you

[Verse 1: Teddyboi]
me and you on these late night binges
taking percs up the nose with syringes
how could i forget you? pretty fucking easily
now i show up to the street i been lookin for revenge uh
sparking up the blunt like im burning down my bridges
late night binges, percy got me itchin
had to kill you baby, im sorry i didnt mean to
im just angry and anxious and the pills stay between you

[verse 2: popularreject]
ha, fuck you
FUCK!
youre a piece of shit.
I FUCKING HATE YOU!
broke me into pieces
when all i really needed was some love n affection
I fucking hate you.
shit was great, shit was fun
now im up every night
and im writing bout how much i fucking hate you
fade to black, flash to white
now im wasting all my time
but the point is that i mother fucking hate you

[Chorus: lil XipZ]
im writing love letters
i hope they get to you
heart cold just like december
wrote this on a friday afternoon
your voice is all i remember
but your ghost haunts me in my room
your perfume fragrance on my sweater
wonder if ill ever forget you

[Verse 3: Nkno]
pick up the pen, so what am i writing down?
i know i let you go and i know i let you down
i see you changing with the seasons
thats a whole other reason
why i always try my best in every situation?
every situa-a-a
and i ask myself if ill even make it
make it

Love Letter (w/ Robstar, teddyboi, popularreject & Nkno) [Prod. Nedarb]

Lyrics:
yeah i know that im a stranger, and i tell you all the time
when you wanna hear the thoughts that come up deep inside my mind
i swear i told you everything i know im really doing fine
im hoping that you can be too i wanna keep you by my side

i never thought id be the one to always want to be so gone
i never thought itd come to this i know im always in the wrong
so i just fucking medicate and put my thoughts into these songs
so i can chill and not go off when i feel something in my heart

and i dont blame you if you wanted to leave me
i tried to save you, but all i can see me
when i tell you, thats just how it be B
im a waste and i know you can see me
x2

when does the pain stop, i just want to know
knife in my heart so i just want to go
chasing the bag has been all that i know
leave me alone cause i been on a roll

look like Medusa you see me like stone
never feel nothing im safe in my home
all you can see is this poisonous soul
take what i get so i dont live alone

wonder if you can get past my mistakes
its never good when im trapped in your gaze
you always see all the things that i hate
you could keep going its part of the game

keep me away im just too gone to tell
push me too far now im lost in this hell
its where ill stay if you think youll do well
i hope you get back to before we both fell

and i dont blame you if you wanted to leave me
i tried to save you, but all i can see me
when i tell you, thats just how it be B
im a waste and i know you can see me
x2

low bat

HKFIFTYONE

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