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New trio track out here on that smooth tip 

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DEVILISH TRIO - DEMON LOVER

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Cover by Marie www.instagram.com/MARIERIE/

DEVILISH TRIO - DECISIONS OF TORMENT

@lilhappylilsad @i_x_t_a_i_l_s

lil happy lil sad:

obligations stacking up
lust to live is dropping down
all these feelings fuck me up
breathing fast I'm getting numb

want you to just feel okay
i just make u run away
find u crying with the blade
i know that I'm the one to blame

let me wipe the blood streaming down your legs
fucking up with all the words that i fucking say
sometimes i cant control what i fucking say
i need you to just know i will always stay

9tails:

sometimes i cant control what i fucking say
i need you to just know i will always stay
i could hold your hand as we run away
or i could hold my tears as you walk away

running out the door while i scream your name
we need some time apart thought youd feel the same
i dont like the thoughts running through my brain
and i dont like your eyes looking through my face

weed smoke in my neck
send a text 
then i pass out

hit me back
like we should chill
but girl its bad out

we could smoke
and watch a movie
here at my house

or i could ruin all we have with words from my mouth
screaming

stay w/ 9TAILS (prod. lilhappylilsad)

i'd prefer an unmarked grave

Photo Credit: https://vsco.co/sofiavels
Sample Credit: Pale Lungs - Roam

Lyrics:
I still got your pictures on my phone
Wonder why you thought you had to go
Left me all alone and on my own
Felt it coming this whole time I should've known

But why, why'd you have to leave me all alone
You know, how you make me feel when you ain't home
My god, it's killing me inside I hope you know
Been dead in my heart for a while though it hurts won't let it show

No time for farewells and no chances for goodbyes
You disappeared forever and you left me high and dry
How you gonna leave and leave me out here left to die
You fed me to the wolves when I needed you by my side

I don't want to say nothing that's bad about you
I still love you girl I'm still mad about you
There was once a time when I would never doubt you
But people change and now I have to live without you

You could have just said goodbye, you ghosted me moved on with life, anxiety and all this strife, and I wonder all the time if you just found a new guy

I just wanna make you proud
Like I used to when you vowed
To never leave my side when I was down
You let me sink and now I'm boutta drown

I can still see your face I can still hear your voice
And I don't even wanna but I don't have any choice
I try to block it out and listen to the city noise
You kill me from inside and now I'm completely destroyed

But the worst part is I don't know
Where you are or how you are or where'd you go
You didn't say nothing you just let me go
Left me with my thoughts left me all alone

I don't wanna see your face anymore
I don't wanna hear your voice anymore
I don't wanna think about you anymore
I don't hate you I just can't bear it no more

Your hair, your smile, your fingertips
Your face, your voice, your mouth, your lips
Your warmth, your laugh, your legs, your thighs
Your love, your hate, your care, your eyes

proud

prod. @blacklunged

these days waking up is getting hard now
i knock the jack back
i pick up what i put down
bad habits comin round like theyre ancient
its no surprise that im gunna need a rain check
not goin out like i dont make anymore plans
sitting in my room, staring at the ceiling fan
wait, whos your mans?
guess i forgot to ask that
you haunt my dreams, i can see you in my flashbacks
i fill my brain with whatever i can find
im self defeating
always wasting all my time
got a 9 to my head, but i swear im fine
im unattached from the little that i call mine

im unnatentive to these bitches like i go to class
reach for the holster, load it up, and then i cock back
up to my dome, running frantic like my last lap
fill the spaces with distractions
cuz you know im bouta snap
like the led on my pencil when i try and write
i smoke a blunt, then im sleepin for the whole night
i didnt answer cuz im busy talkin to the knife
throwin shade like we forgot about the sun light
sometimes its hard to fight back
wake up around noon
stuck in bed while i smoke the sack
black fingernails creeping down to your body
always fucking up like its way more than a hobby
fiendin for some love, so ill take what i can get
nothings ev-er enough, death would be the safest bet
got ashes on my clothes cuz everything about me’s gross
you said i always did the least but bitch i always do the most

people fade away like ghosts, i guess its for the better
loving at what cost? feel closer with the reaper
when i see her its like all time stops
cuz im asleep while the fucking rain drops

smoking packs while im alone
i write these songs and hate myself
this alcohol straight to my dome
and i dont pace myself
fuck a chaser
all i chase are these illusions 
happiness, a fallacy
ive come to the conclusion

these days waking up is getting hard now
i knock the jack back
i pick up what i put down
bad habits comin round like theyre ancient
its no surprise that im gunna need a rain check
i fill my brain with whatever i can find
im self defeating
always wasting all my time
got a 9 to my head, but i swear im fine
im unattached from the little that i call mine

Follow me <3

while the rain drops (prod. blacklunged)

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apathy w/ guccihighwaters

it still hurts, forgetting you

featuring my friend @ihateshinigami

blackheartemoji
an album from @prodbybrody and thebreathingbackwards

lyrics: https://genius.com/thebreathingbackwards-too-long-lyrics

blackheartemoji

too long (ft. shinigami)

i will never be a memory 2/14/18


i dont got nothin but time
i feel it burning inside
the ghosts of my past they berate me
the feeling just cannot escape me
hate me but you are forgiven
this is the point that youre missin
blind faith in apparitions
no way to lose inhabitions

shadows in the dark
ripping out my beating heart
wiping blood off of my face
there isnt much you could take from me
crying on the phone
feeling numb down to the bone
watch the world turn into ashes
as i suffer alone again

wasting the day
and im wasting your space
you told me to get the fuck out your face
sometimes i wish i could just fade away
the same way the ink on my skin turns to grey

scars on my body remind me of pain
reminding me that nothing will be the same
reminding me that nothing gold ever stays
and itll always be this way

violence in the purest form
we both know when it rains it pours

shadows in the dark
ripping out my beating heart
wiping blood off of my face
there isnt much you could take from me
crying on the phone
feeling numb down to the bone
watch the world turn into ashes
as i suffer alone again
(x2)

violence in the purest form (prod. charlie shuffler)

Spotify

SAFE STAR (prod. DELIVERTHECRUSH) out on spotify

Lyrics:

everything changed in the blink of an eye now im lost in the crowd
wish it was quiet but thoughts are the loudest when no ones around
no im not proud of the way that i handled myself
wish things were different and i could start over
and wake up a new place be somebody else x2
cause
you told me that from the start, said that we cant get attached
said it would tear us apart, said that it would never last
now laying there in my bed
cant get you out of my head and im dreading the day that you decide to throw me away, o what a shame
maybe i should save myself, some inevitable pain

I need to know where your heads at cause lately i dont know
if i can keep up this act pretend that i dont care at all
weve been talking everyday but still i feel like somethings wrong
would you pls pick up yer phone i dont wanna be alone again (aye)
you could let me love you till the night ends~
then wake up in the morning say were just friends~
and if thats what you want ill make it happen~
i guess that it'd be better than nothing~
need to know where your heads at cause lately i dont know
if i can keep up this act pretend that i dont care at all
weve been talking everyday but still i feel like somethings wrong
would you pls pick up yer phone i dont wanna be alone again

you would let me love you till the night ends
wake up in the morning say were just friends
guess that it'd be better than nothing
it would be better than nothing

better than nothing ~ [p. discent]

Single off the same color as emeralds

mixed and master by praYeR

The Same Color As Emeralds

We're not kids anymore Feat. Yung Van (Prod by. Splashgvng & Curtains)

prod. soundcloud.com/cpt_sad

recount it back from the start
don't know what tore us apart
could be the way that you hold my heart so tight

you walked me back to my car
i wasn't scared of the dark
but you were saying it's alright you don't mind

was i just nothing to you
what else was there i could do to get through this now
when we've both been bruised
& i don't care if they knew
i'd scream it out from the roof
if you felt this too
yeah you felt this too
know you felt this

you're always far from me
so why'd you fall for me
you make it all just feel so incomplete

you make it hard to leave
i'm always down on my knees
can barely tell how to speak cause your kiss so sweet

i'd do anything
just keep it all the same
i spilled my guts onto the floor 
i made a mess of it
 
i'd do anything
don't want our love to change
i spilled my guts onto the floor won't get this surface clean

every time i see you now i'm losing my balance
the pressure always peaking till i blow up i had it
i'll pull my sleeves down on my arms so it'll cover the damage
you drink away the shit you bottle but i know that you felt this too

Damage (prod. yesterday)

Enjoy <3
@sinxi
Beautiful photo by @pytn.d on instagram

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I See Why You Left Me, Who Would Want This? (feat. Sinxi)

I See Why You Left Me, Who Would Want This? w/ Sinxi (Prod. 16preme)

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self-produced. hmu for beats/mixing/mastering

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