fail to deny it (prod. hayku)

@lilskeleskrt
@shikixo
@prodjolst

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/7JmvG2WpDXACoqr3TYyZGs?si=7c1f9362ebd04fee

lyrics:
cut my wrists i got blood on my ksubis
i think i loved you way before you knew me
you're like a razor how you cut right through me
i fuckin hate it you break and you bruise me
and honestly idk how i got so sick 
i don't wanna die 
took a line im feeling broken 
kill me with your silence while im dying out in SoHo
honestly 
i'm tired of staring at ur photos

im sorry
its not your fault love
i don't feel hardly anything anymore
lately now i just feel torn
my apologies 
i fell in love too fast so honestly
you could leave if you want don't hold on to me 
i'm too much im damaged im hardly me 

martyr me so i forget my past 
happy eyes with a knife in my back
when it snows i only see you 
i cannot take all the pressure that i've been put through
to move on is to let go 
its hard to do when you tear up my mental 
and im fkn sorry
its all my fault and i dew the line blurry

AURAS X SHIKI X SKELE - to move on is to let go (prod. jolst)

never:

so fuck u if u dnt fuck me 
ive been grinding real hard 
took defeats all on my arms 
its not my fault if u dont brush ur teeth 
cuz i dont really care 
if u try to step to me 
i got the energy sword from halo reach
so fuck u if u dnt fuck me 
ive been grinding real hard 
took defeats all on my arms 
its not my fault if u dont brush ur teeth 

ha ur slytherin and im fkn griffindor
causing panic in the scene like they seen a dinosaur 
ha im a t rex the way im eating all these btecs 
i know u didnt like school now ur shotting on recess 

flowrs: 

you got needles in your arms like halo reach 
in a banshee ima swerve 
throwing plasma at the scene 
what you gotta say? 
just talk straight to the breeze 
i got commando pro 
so don’t try run
i’ll bring you to your knees 
keep a tac knife when i’m running thru these streets 
fuckin cracked with this scope 
you don’t wanna fuck with me 
it’s not my fault if you don’t brush ur teeth 
just back the fuck up 
cus i can see you breathing green, ew!

defeat w/ sendflowrs (back2thapast x jolst)

produced by dercept
featuring @hoeplessboy

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lyrics:

@lottaheart:
and you know how to make my heart stop
give you everything that i got
but ill never be good enough
tell me that you're fallin out of love
guess ill never be good enough
(for you)

and i cant tell
if you care or if you dont, well it depends
i've been waiting for it all to make sense
feeling good about yourself at my expense
and will it ever end?
[x2]

@hoeplessboy:
will it ever end?
i just need a percocet put a bullet thru my head
guess it all depends
whether you're my friend
cause baby i just need you
can you stay until the end

like that,
baby if you want me i just might take you back
fuck that,
baby for a second i was weak but now im back

start to tell me that its over
locked inside my room,
and i've never been sober
[x2]

@lottaheart:
and i cant tell
if you care or if you dont, well it depends
i've been waiting for it all to make sense
feeling good about yourself at my expense
and will it ever end?
[x2]

depends w/ hoepless [dercept]

scull a fuckin bottle, but it only makes it worse
i cant even feel it now, i guess its just part of the curse
all the black inside my veins is all i know, it fucking hurts
if you end my suffering ill pay you more than what its worth

flipping through the pages, writing in my book like
gotta stay quick on my feet write a hook like
gotta keep going, get used to my new life
all of this pain, and all of this new strife

everythings dark, but i know its the same
hit me on the phone, but im gonna hit the blade
you could never fucking tell me that you know whats in my brain
yeah but fuck it ima burden, yeah but fuck it im insane

reach for the ruger, point it at my skull and i
pull the lil trigger but then it be null and i
all of my trauma make me feel so dull and i
count on these substances to make me numb and i

dont really feel it cause im just so done and i
never feel nothin, i never have fun and i
drown in my hell while i bang on my drum and i
try to make noise but i know im just scum and i

scull a fuckin bottle, but it only makes it worse
i cant even feel it now, i guess its just part of the curse
all the black inside my veins is all i know, it fucking hurts
if you end my suffering ill pay you more than what its worth

Skull

SCULL (prod. Caves)

i needa go to work my girl if u hear me now 
i’ll be back at 6
make u food if u want it 
woke up in a good mood 
but shortly after lost it 
this table and this screen 
keep me in like a coffin 
at my 9-5 way too high to be conscious 
broke another streak
i feel bad for my sponsors
need to put this bottle down
head spinnin like a comet
2 litre sprite
pinewood then cherry drop it 

like run your diagnostics 
on my friends 
anythin u want girl
i’ll buy it 
can’t afford a prada bag
so i rolled this 10 
will u hold me down when i get indicted
pass the gas to my homie only smoke fire
hold the knife in my hand and i get excited 
pass the gas to my baby yea she light it
she put flowers on the grave that i’m inside inside in

and it’s like lately
idk, i can’t explain 
i been - 
ugh

i mean, like lately,
i been low once again 
i feel like things are starting to fall into place
then they slip and i drop them 
they smash like a vase
always just a fuck up 
yea i cannot explain
why do i always think people want me this way
then they cut and they stitch n they try change my shape
i pop pills n im lazy 
the fuck can i say
either take me 
or leave me 
stop playing this game 
i’m a person i deserve to be loved and- 

tf am i sayin 
just pass me a 30 n get out my way 
i’ve gone cold through these years that you’ve shredded my brain 
what’s a life without fighting 
feel fuckin insane
did you see how he fell when i hit him again 
i got blood on my hands wash it off in the rain
i can’t make a fist or hold my phone a few days 
but i promise that pussy won’t try it again
all i need in this life is some weed and a pen

i’ll be back at six (nevrfall)

watch the leaves fall on my legs 
as i wait and let the time pass
seasons go my life's still a mess
why did i put my life in both ur hands?

fading away disappearing fast
all of ur love for me like a crash
why did this happen is this a test?
i hate u for making me hate myself

im cutting my wrists breaking my bones
stuck in my head, stuck in my home
laying awake all night long
lookin at u thru my phone
lonely everyday i do the same
sit on my chair and i rot away
while i keep dreamin bout u 
and the way u were dressed that day
im cutting my wrists breaking my bones
stuck in my head, stuck in my home
laying awake all night long
lookin at u thru my phone
lonely everyday i do the same
sit on my chair and i rot away
while i keep dreamin bout u 
and the way u were dressed that day

don't even bother callin my phone
i changed my number and im goin ghost
i hate the life and the way it goes
im well today but tomorrow nobody knows
different drinks, cigs and a bloody nose
that's the way the sad ones roll
losing track, of how many tracks, 
i pulled of doing song after song
song after song
tens in a row 
and im losing control
losing compusure 
destroying my soul
im just hopin that in peace i will go 
cuz~

im cutting my wrists breaking my bones
stuck in my head, stuck in my home
laying awake all night long
lookin at u thru my phone
lonely everyday i do the same
sit on my chair and i rot away
while i keep dreamin bout u 
and the way u were dressed that day

cutting my wrists, breaking my bones (young taylor)

Sourface

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SCULL (prod. Caves)

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