Love your music. So much talent. Keep grinding bro. You’ll get where you want.

Can't Keep Up?

lyrics:

Just holidays
And barely those holidays
Our good terms
Are not immune to decay 
I tried but im still away
And you’ve been fucking his brains out 
Don’t look at me as if there was a sorry to say

I would care but
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off 
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off
As the bodies grow dry
And I bleed from my eyes
From some shit I shoulda never saw
I don’t need a life line
I don’t need a good night
I just drink until I shut it off

 Ive never met someone so geared on my failure good job
At least I squeezed some meaning into ur shitty life huh
When I die an early death I hope that u can cope when the hatred in ur heart is now evicted with my pulse

Break the home
Breaks my bones and see my soul snapped too
Im alone most the time ur not restricting anything new
I like getting scary I do I know ur tryna be a boss good for u
What the fuck they turn me down for
 I am never going out more
I guess he wasn’t a regular guy
I hope u choke on ur vomit and die
My messages aids I do not open them
Im high as fuck from this bud its like opium
I don’t wanna live to get by
Ur literally here once and its over after that u fucking idiot do what u want ur done after this u fucking dumb ass u suck I fucking hate u
 
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off 
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off
As the bodies grow dry
And I bleed from my eyes
From some shit I shoulda never saw
I don’t need a life line
I don’t need a good night
I just drink until I shut it off

Im torn apart and I am dirty
If its like this fuck 30
I wanna die right now
Baby im sorry im fucked I can’t talk right now
She lies
She just loves him to death
I dont compare to that hex
I suck the tits off her chest
Times waits
For nobody
Crossed lines
Become common knowledge
Bullshit u were with friends that’s bullshit
I was the culprit before
I feel projection in my point of view
  
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off 
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off
As the bodies grow dry
And I bleed from my eyes
From some shit I shoulda never saw
I don’t need a life line
I don’t need a good night
I just drink until I shut it off

better_off_nUmb (splashgvng)

Featuring @Sewerperson

ALL Platforms: 
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/xelfiy/trend-chaser-feat-sewerperson-2

Lyrics:

Xelfiy:
quit doubting your self ur just making it worse ya
quit doubting your self baby i know that it hurts
ur just making it harder your thinking even more
just listen to ur gut baby its a war up here in my head
but lately i been trying so hard to get out of my bed 

fucked up! cuz i had ran out of my meds (my meds)
but its okay i just got them again (got them again)
i swear this is the reason i have no friends (no friends)
its prolly cuz im out getting the bag 
and they out chasing a trend (trend chaser)
we are not the same why you telling him were friends (fake friended)
im not the one to blame your the one playing pretend (play pretender) 
she left me for lame just cuz he had a benz (had a benz)
but thats okay we all know who gonna make it in the end 

fuck this and fuck that im so over it
she pulled the k over her shoulder an folded him
falling to the ground his tears hes holding in (holding in)
his heart hes still holding it (holding it)
praying he'll be forgiven for his sins (his sins)
hes worried now that he'll die here in the end (in the end)
all his favorite moment ina time lapse (time lapse)
now how lucky do you feel to have time left
your hearts not really broken its still deep in your chest (yaya)
its okay if ur depressed (yaya) we could all use some rest (yaya)

Sewerperson:
I could use that rest
I could use that rest
This the 5th time that i didn’t go
And I tried to call u and let u know
Now ive been tryna call all night
Hit me back as soon u see this lemme know u alright
Shit stained walls under the washroom lights
Puke green water on these dive bar nights
At least I know that it couldn’t hurt me twice

And I remember waiting in the snow too much
Feel like all December u had just gave up
But maybe u did care and really I like that thought
So that’s the one I've picked that ill remember until im gone

I cannot let go 
I cannot let go
Its a habit of mine
That i had formed on my own
the worst of the nights that I had lived back home
Couldn’t compare to the words u spoke
Last year
I thought I was being nice I swear
I guess not

But when the sun goes down
My heart repairs
But when the bottle runs out
It all comes back again
I guess all that we could be is just friends
I guess all that we could be is just friends

Trend Chaser (feat. Sewerperson) (Prod. Ross Gossage)

prod branwen and splashgvng ❤️❤️❤️
thanks sewerperson <3
DEAL BREAKER 7/20

inconsistent feat. sewerperson (prod. branwen and splashgvng)

people keep telling me i'm a guardin clone, so here's this in spite to start off 2024 :)

Lyrics:

like where did all my friends go?
where'd the passion all go
writing private in my bed hoe
rip a verse out of my chest woah
i ain't feelin the best so
i subdue all the stress
left behind and i can't cope
make a new scene all on my own
all on my own

like where did all my friends go?
where'd the passion all go
writing private in my bed hoe
rip a verse out of my chest woah
i ain't feelin the best so
i subdue all the stress
left behind and i can't cope
make a new scene all on my own
all on my own

she could read minds in the first place
she could read minds in the worst way
that means she should know that i can't stay :(
that means she should know this ain't my day
spent my whole life chasing first place
somehow i'm 5th wheeling on my birthday
taco bell 3am on a thursday
wish i could share it with you come to my place
ay
double stack chicken wrap yuh
ay
babygirl where you at love :(
crush up 9 grams gurl i'm terrified
still i'm feeling alright this deep in your eyes 

like where did all my friends go
where'd the passion all go
writing private in my bed hoe
rip a verse out of my chest woah
i ain't feelin the best so
i subdue all the stress
left behind and i can't cope- 

YUH

like where did all my friends go
where'd the passion all go
writing private in my bed hoe
rip a verse out of my chest woah
i ain't feelin the best so
i subdue all the stress
left behind and i can't cope
make a new scene all on my own
all on my own

solitary (dash)

DEAD IN HIS TRACKZ

Listen on Spotify:
https://open.spotify.com/track/39QIa3apfZ382HwUqQYidq?si=2517d60b1e1e45d1

Stuck

stuck (prod. p4ra x 5head)

✦with my brotherrr @777evil!! out everywhere next month thank u for listening <3✦

lyrics
--------
and now im watching from the sidelines, real life
and ive been feeling like i might fly super high
yeah now we're partying here all night, get by
no i dont want to feel ure so cold like ice 
yeah she told me that we might die, why mind
and ive been looking past the highlights online
and everythings gonna be alright just fine 
no i dont wanna be at seaside tonight

and now im watching from the sidelines
tonight 
i feel like i’m not in real life
most times 
but will i ever be on headlines? 
blurred eyes 
is it all in my head? 
i know that you want me dead 
no i don’t want more friends 
they’re just fucking with my head 
i just wanna make it out with the ones that make me feel real 
i don’t need to say a lot cause i know that i’m the real deal

SIDELINES

SIDELINES w/ EVILMIKU (ghosteen)

IS WHAT IT IS

lyrics:
motherfucker take the shot
give a fuck if i be bleeding
you can talk your shit, you'll never be me
take the shot
never understand this feeling
give me all your hate, it'll feed me

think im losing grip of my mind
want to die all the time
put my skull to the 9
every time that i wake up
im in this coffin of mine
its all gon be fine
i tell myself, i know its a lie

knocked down, but honestly whats new
im sick, so tired, fed up, a short fuse
get checked, get fucked, you want to prove sumn
try me bitch, got nothing left to lose

motherfucker take the shot
give a fuck if i be bleeding
you can talk your shit, you'll never be me
take the shot
never understand this feeling
give me all your hate, it'll feed me

i won the moment that i gave up
cause im way down at the bottom, im bleeding, but i stay buck
know they dangerous when they're losing (thats me) give no more fucks
and im never really here (wait let me hit the plug)

i feel so gone, thats probably not good
dont care anymore, i probably should
none of its real, im not scared anymore
im not there anymore, so motherfucker just take the shot

give a fuck if i be bleeding
you can talk your shit, you'll never be me
take the shot
never understand this feeling
give me all your hate, it'll feed me

TAKE THE SHOT (prod NINE7)

Original sample:
https://soundcloud.com/gvmmic4t/trxx-prod-legacyvvv

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GvmmiC4T - ☆ TR!XX ☆ (Not_Yoki Breakmix)

if we aint talkin money aint got time to talk
you say you really bout it do you walk the walk
swear that everybody snakes so i aint never caught down
swear that ima get it out lets see muhfuckers talk now

im always still depressed but i still fuck it up
countin paper on the table get my money up
wonder why im never round cause im chasin bucks
its the only thing that matter huh?
only thing that matter

aint got time for no more bitch, aint got time for no more shit
aint got time for no more drama, told me drop em so i did
i aint never been okay cept when im gettin to the racks
only one thing on my mind, im blind to everything, thats facts

if we aint talkin money aint got time to talk
you say you really bout it do you walk the walk
swear that everybody snakes so i aint never caught down
swear that ima get it out lets see muhfuckers talk now

when im manic take advantage of the energy
i might talk my shit, i know ill make a couple enemies
thought i heard you talkin out your neck but you dead to me
aye aye, oowee, im Rowley can't fool me

im Rodrick, cant school me
im mint in new Louis
i stay in the stuwee
im tired, im still moving

get used to new me
cut ties, why you goofin
my pockets too fat
now i walk like im stupid

bipolar EP - 2 - AintGotTime (prod kyotospeak)

WHATEVER U LIKE JUMPSTYLE 2.0

sometimes things just dont work out,
if you wanted me to stay you should know now,
you can tell me anything that you dont doubt,
Park Jefferson in the air while we roll out

cool breeze in her hair got my heart warm,
orange leaves in the air got me lovelorn,
cold fights on the phone make a big storm,
guess ill leave, wanna stay, got my heart torn

when i wake up my bed too big,
sleep in the hole in the grave i dig,
i walk away like i know you did,
turned my back the same time that you hid

some day when we're both alone and lonely,
some day when i want you back to hold me,
think back on all of the things you told me,
miss you feeling like you were my only

Im sorry i ran away
Im sorry i couldnt stay
Im breaking down every day
I know its better this way

can you feel this pain inside
broke inside got me out of my mind
all these days pass by i cry
wanna go back, do it right this time

i been down im so broken
cant stand my hearts been stolen
the way our lives been woven
just makes me sad im frozen

i tried to sleep away my feelings im still sad
i tried to get all of this weight up off my back
i tried to numb all the emotions that i had
i cried and laid in bed for weeks i still feel bad

Im sorry i ran away
Im sorry i couldnt stay
Im breaking down every day
I know its better this way

runaway (prod adjustisac)

Lyrics:
im a fuckin peice of shit, why you always gotta bitch
let me sleep in if i wanna, get the fuck up off my dick
know my mind is really sick cause i like it when you kick
-in me down cause i deserve it when i cant learn a new trick

im a dog, im a ghost, im the one you hate the most
im that toxic drink youre pouring raise me up propose a toast
this ones for all of the loosers, the forgotten, diagnosed
cause im one of you but im the king i really hate to boast

if you march right to your grave
nothing will ever be the same

scars on my wrist so you see what im made of
call me a freak i dont know why they hate us
bargained a price but they must not of paid one
locked up inside must be what theyre afraid of

i recorded all my verses, but im still dead like some hearses
and im trapped inside my body i feel like i need some nurses
i feel like i need some surgery, for all the shit thats hurting me
but im a ghost im never seen, i know that yall aint heard of me

write down in chalk, all the shit that i lost
while i run out the clock, just before it gets washed
know the year has been hard, got you down in the dark
cause the future is stark, that you 'bout to embark

if you march right to your grave
nothing will ever be the same

scars on my wrist so you see what im made of
call me a freak i dont know why they hate us
bargained a price but they must not of paid one
locked up inside must be what theyre afraid of
x2

i been living with the pain, yeah
but i know ill be okay, yeah
if you march right to your grave, yeah
nothing will ever be the same, without you

graves

prod. by @taylor x @taxpurposes

s/o @garden_avenue

lyrics
--------
i’m still lost & existin'
kush still make me feel different
i call your name you never came
cause the spring to summer weather brought a lot of fuckin' rain
and everybody told me bout chu
worried bout the probability of all my fears becoming truth
and inside me lies a monster built behind my point of view
can’t escape it when the hate is building up inside of you
hold up wait one minute cause there’s shit i gotta say
put my feelings to the side so i can just articulate
ain’t so pretty when you sittin’ in a city full of snakes
and you think too much about em every night & fucking day

but my girl an angel she tell me she ride or die
why my thoughts be heading south when i’m thinking about those eyes
does she lay em on another or is it just in my mind
can i live one fucking second without this fear in my life
why is everything irrational with me
i got scars inside my heart from where my ex got up to leave
if i set my brain on autopilot does it start to bleed
if the televisions on can i still fall right back to sleep

parked up in your driveway
come over to my place
kick it till it’s sunday
stay up all night monday

driveway 2 (prod. taylor morgan x taxpurposes)

Beautiful Innocence

i hope you feel something
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TAKE THE SHOT (prod NINE7)

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