LYRICS
Her hands move like a blackjack dealers on the table 
Shuffle up my heart, I know that she able 
I know that she able 
I can tell the times you get lost in the moment 
Read between your lines know you're mine and that I can hold it
This whole world seems revolting 
You're still my girl let's get going 
Late night hit me up cause I know that I'm a convenience 
Taste like every other time for the same reason 
Fucking manic I've been famished
Of any sort of love but still manage 
Silence is golden then why are your eyes red 
Covers that we were once lovers in 
And I don't think I can start again 
Her hands move like a blackjack dealers on the tables 
Shuffle up  my heart I know that she able
Crisscross bets all night 
My loss if I play this right
Her hands move like a blackjack dealers on the tables 
Shuffle up  my heart I know that she able
Crisscross bets all night 
My loss if I play this right
Late night hit me up cause I know that I'm a convenience 
Taste like every other time for the same reason 
Fucking manic I've been famished
Of any sort of love but still manage 

sewerperson:
Everything worked so different when I chose to abandon
Everything I knew about trust and false damage
But still I think about you sometimes
But I'll manage despite me being horrified
Once I dress the wounds I feel way better
Though nothing I could ever do will bring me last November
That’s the last time I ever give my heart and soul
Now I push away attachment knowing I'm too cold
I know it all comes back to my own faults
But I could not stop them
That shit like the whole problem
So when my lungs fail
And my heart stops
I'm ok with a funeral full of no one

Her hands move like a blackjack dealers on the tables 
Shuffle up  my heart I know that she able
Crisscross bets all night 
My loss if I play this right
Her hands move like a blackjack dealers on the tables 
Shuffle up  my heart I know that she able
Crisscross bets all night 
My loss if I play this right
Late night hit me up cause I know that I'm a convenience 
Taste like every other time for the same reason 
Fucking manic I've been famished
Of any sort of love but still manage 
Silence is golden then why are your eyes red 
Covers that we were once lovers in 
And I don't think I can start again

you're forgettable ft. sewerperson (prodswitch x xmichaelwarren)

amv: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1LT7FyConbo
thank you all for the amazing support just in general.
love you all. take care
featuring my extremely talented friend @sleepywater 💙
prod. @afterlife66 🖤

~~lyrics~~
[autumn]
you ok?..

so i tell myself
don't die on me
don't lie to me

i lie here, ask how i'm doing
words out my mouth 
is it trash that i'm spewing?
i deserve hell for every wrongdoing
you sewed up my heart
just after i skewed it

hate when anybody talk to me
there's not a lot to me
i'm just distraught and weak
there's so much to do in the day (day)
what do i have to do to make you stay (stay)

how does this world expect me to keep going
when all that i have are depleting emotions
and all that i am is pathetic and hopeless
and all that i ask, and all that i ask is to leave

i'm begging please
i'm falling down
whenever you leave
don't make a sound
don't even breathe
i finished counting all my steps
a cliff they lead

[sleepwater]
i'll be ready, drowning
heart beat too fast; anxiety
in my hollow frame
lost cause, puppet brain

spewing my heart 
over a fire; got dark
will you be my ember 
stuck in a cauldron
do you remember when i was holding
your achy arms i was all upon it
you got my clothes but 
you could of stopped it
sorry for the vacancy i wish i locked
it was a fucking job to you 
i wish i stopped it

[autumn]
lawless; aching doesn't stop
isn't this what i wanted from you
i'm so awful

[sleepwater]
don't make a sound, don't make a scene
filling my lungs with nicotine 
oh damn ur the one that i'll ever need
damn ur the one that just let me be

[autumn]
(let me be)
don't really know why you like me
are you just starving
for someone's pysche?
i can hear the hounds
yeah they're howling in the darkness
wonder what they found
either molly or a carcass

[sleepwater]
im prowling in the twilight
everything you say now its a delight
maybe ur an angel in disguise 
fucking up my psyche, cutting all my ties

[autumn]
i cannot talk for long
there's somewhere i gotta be
the green of the forest it calls
yeah i got a date with the-
i got a date with the trees

tell me who i am
and who i'm supposed to be
won't be here for long
bitemarks made with teeth
the frostwalker it crawls
arriving at your feet
let it rest beneath...

puppet brain w/ sleepwater [prod. afterlife]

[+] if you want my heart you gotta steal that </3
* featuring @lilskeleskrrt + @steadysuffer * produced by @prodjolst *

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wanna go back

+ stream on spotify

wanna go back (feat. skele + steadysuffer)

𝚏𝚒𝚕𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚕𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝 𝚒𝚗𝚝𝚘 𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚍𝚜 𝚘𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚕𝚘𝚘𝚔𝚎𝚍

prod by. @domesticsoul

'tiedyed' ep
10/27

thank you for being here. 
take care

(it's way too damn bright out)
i know
it's always i don't know
idk, idk, i don't..

i feel the worst
reheat the burns
shoot down the birds
show me you hurt
care bout me less
don't feel distressed
don't recollect, proclaim me as dead
i'm recondite in all of their eyes
believe me, i've tried
the fuck would i lie
line after line, tongue's getting dry
water to hydrate
my subconscious, it migrates
fluttered past in the writing
eating less carbohydrates
sleeping less got me dying
note and pens all that i see
in a cold sweat from the sights seen
sights seen..
i don't wanna do no sightseeing, no..

every day means less than the last
always puttin off, task after task
just to grasp, 'cause i've heard enough
trash from the last pass back, i'm the burden
i've felt wrong for so long
can't get a word in

rain check;
she told me we should make a reign check
bellow out my frustrations
etching out these elations
now i'm fine, 'till i break, yeah
now i've calmed, feel it in my palms now
a couple scorn clouds
cry a storm out, with no warning
it's important;
you seem to know them 'till you stay foreign
(stay foreign)

so i guess i'll put my trust in the darkness
we talk a lot, bustin' chops over toxins
i hear my thoughts pushing me to be heartless
missin' my shots, wouldn't think i'm a marksman
fuck love, i'm misunderstood
filtering light into words overlooked
i disapprove and rebuke how they're crooked
i just went weak in the knees, now i'm puking

one sunset at a time
another day a new vice
show me you care without dragging your hair
through grease trails and the lice
it must be my mind that's gotten so distant
plenty surround but they always low pitch
or don't get the picture; fragile demeanor
prone to be withered, but never stay with

laugh it off like you always do
no surface shit, up the magnitude
let the ground crack 'till you fall back
from the forecast, as the magma spews
got hot veins and a cold brain
as i fuck up my stability
you can't drown out what's already sunken
i don't want there to be room for me

here we go again
meet another end
reinvent your head like second nature
lose it to a friend, who wasn't quite your friend
people only plead when it's on paper
well how about that
dirty mousepads
unaware of how i got here
did i steer clear, or was i pulled back?

every day means less than the last
always puttin off, task after task
just to grasp, 'cause i've heard enough
trash from the last pass back, i'm the burden
i've felt wrong for so long
can't get a word in

downcast (p. domesticsoul)

you would never lie to me
or would you?
maybe i'm a sucker
and there's nothing that i could do

losing all the memories
it's past due
keep it to myself
all the things i never asked you

i live life in my sleep, hit a blink, fuck me
seeing demons in my skin
i don't really feel it

too far down in the deep
what if someone loved me?
now i'm too far gone
i don't want to heal it

i just stay in the fog
like its been all along
since she left, said id quit
but i'm still moving on

and i need it to do
all the shit i go through
so i don't care about
all the things i never asked you

when i'm feeling down
(blink)
when i draw a crowd
(blink)
when i'm all alone and feel like i'm gonna drown
(blink)

if i stay too gone
(blink)
maybe all my thoughts
(blink)
will finally settle down, or i'll just panic until dawn
(blink)

$TUP!D (less think, more blink)

lyrics:
motherfucker take the shot
give a fuck if i be bleeding
you can talk your shit, you'll never be me
take the shot
never understand this feeling
give me all your hate, it'll feed me

think im losing grip of my mind
want to die all the time
put my skull to the 9
every time that i wake up
im in this coffin of mine
its all gon be fine
i tell myself, i know its a lie

knocked down, but honestly whats new
im sick, so tired, fed up, a short fuse
get checked, get fucked, you want to prove sumn
try me bitch, got nothing left to lose

motherfucker take the shot
give a fuck if i be bleeding
you can talk your shit, you'll never be me
take the shot
never understand this feeling
give me all your hate, it'll feed me

i won the moment that i gave up
cause im way down at the bottom, im bleeding, but i stay buck
know they dangerous when they're losing (thats me) give no more fucks
and im never really here (wait let me hit the plug)

i feel so gone, thats probably not good
dont care anymore, i probably should
none of its real, im not scared anymore
im not there anymore, so motherfucker just take the shot

give a fuck if i be bleeding
you can talk your shit, you'll never be me
take the shot
never understand this feeling
give me all your hate, it'll feed me

TAKE THE SHOT (prod NINE7)

feel a sickness in my stomach thinking back on when it happened
but im only seeing glimpses of the feeling not the action
and i never came to terms, im not surprise my own reaction
now im nauseous in the bucket, least its kind of a distraction

burrowed in my brain i swear it feels like a disease
it likes to taunt me til im helpless, even more it likes to tease
i wont go to sleep, cant get away, its back in all my dreams
i was tainted, it was taken, so its probably as it seems

i just wish you had the power to sit down and read my brain
so i wouldnt have to mention all the things i cant explain
but it wouldnt be that easy, hope you wouldnt go insane
if you feel all that i feel, i feel it might be such a pain

i been lately having visions of the day i died in life
when i speak my heart beat fast, i feel a chill right down my spine
why the fucks the world so fucked man, think that i was only five
i aint never tell no one cause i can still pretend im fine

wish that i could help myself but i was just a kid
cant confront my deeper thoughts inside so then i hid
when i hit the blunt just makes it worse, and then i split
cant turn off the flashes in my brain, cant make it quit

now i only know this pain
every memory i buried coming back inside my brain
thought i burned it all to ashes but the scars remain the same
spent my whole life feeling dirty when i bathe, cause im still stained

but you wouldnt understand, thats why i feel so alone
so alone
feels like a dirty secret in my bones
in my bones
now it looks darker when you see the world for things it doesnt show
but i couldnt speak, so now nobody knows
nobody knows
nobody knows

Nobody Knows

song i made on stream


Lyrics:

Main attraction when she step in
Baby girl can you be my friend 
Walk em down and his next of kin 
Ohh
Ohhh
She said we could take our time 
I told her get the fuck of my line
Think I love you cause I’m breaking your spine
I don’t love you I don’t want to make you mine
Uhh
Uhh
Think I’m paralyzed 
When you left me I was terrified 
Say goodbye 
to you and i 
Say goodbye 
Baby why
Oh lord
Oh lord
Oh lord
I can’t deal with you no more
Why god 
Why god
Why god
Why’d she have to leave from my side
Baby love me
Till you can’t love me no more
Hotbox baby
Walk around with my lungs sore

Main attraction when she step in
Baby girl can you be my friend 
Walk em down and his next of kin 
Ohh
Ohhh
She said we could take our time 
I told her get the fuck of my line
Think I love you cause I’m breaking your spine
I don’t love you I don’t want to make you mine

Oh Lord (Aredd)

PARTY ALL NIGHT REMIX Feat. sliiits

ALBUM OF THE CENTURY
SHOUTOUT TO THE FEATURES
SHOUTOUT TO THOSE WHO INSPIRE ME
ENJOY

Broke Bad

@sewerperson
@guccihighwaters

prod by me oobv get w the times

Down and Out (feat. sewerperson & guccihighwaters)

i hope you feel something
self-produced. hmu for beats/mixing/mastering

$TUP!D (less think, more blink)

HKFIFTYONE