track 2 
prod speedlmt 
mixed + mastered by me 

and i’m right on ur street 
and i’d love to see u bleed
and i’ve learned so many things 
since we last met
i can’t wait to show u 

and i smile as you scream 
cus i’ve lost everything 
this means nothing to me 
so if u beg 
i’ll blind u with this irony 

ive killed 3 men for u my love
and i would kill again 
i’ve seen so many people run
i wipe my tears and repent 
and u tell me 
that i will be just fine 
but i wont 
unless you come here 
i promise i wont hurt u
and u tell me that i’m evil
i said i know
i’m obsessed with ur perfume

 and i’m right on ur street 
and i’d love to see u bleed
and i’ve learned so many things 
since we last met
i can’t wait to show u 

and i smile as you scream 
cus i’ve lost everything 
this means nothing to me 
so if u beg 
i’ll blind u with this irony

killer, pt2 (speedlmt)

Lyrics:

i spent 3 yrs digging in crevices i found inside my mind
and it's looking like another one of countless wasted nights
where i'll write songs and i'll lay beats to put some fun into my life
i'll live and die inside this room
but shit i wouldn't call it life

if i had a fucking option
i would so turn back the time
and attend clubs attend events n get some people in my life
but with the way i chose to live i lost 3 years of fucking time
this is genuine loneliness that no one knows but i

i spent 3 yrs
digging in crevices
i found inside my mind
and it's looking like another one of countless wasted nights
where i'll write songs
and i'll lay beats
to put some fun into my life
i'll live and die inside this room
but shit i wouldn't call it life

i spent 3 yrs
digging in crevices
i found inside my mind
and it's looking like another one of countless wasted nights
where i'll write songs
and i'll lay beats
to put some fun into my life
i'll live and die inside this room
but shit i wouldn't call it life

-

i spent 3 yrs digging in crevices i found inside my mind
and it's looking like another one of countless wasted nights
where i'll write songs and i'll lay beats to put some fun into my life
i'll live and die inside this room
but shit i wouldn't call it life
i spent 3 yrs
digging in crevices
i found inside my mind
and it's looking like another one of countless wasted nights
where i'll write songs
and i'll lay beats
to put some fun into my life
i'll live and die inside this room
but shit i wouldn't call it life

call it life (hateful)

prod. nevrfall and branwen  
@nevrfall 
@branwenmusic

i take this small one and bend 
its like this battle dont got a end
i can get so in my head but still fuck what they say 
i dont know you and you not my friend
i know that i said i wouldnt get fucked up today
but look at me here i am 
i always end up just going the opposite way
if they try to tell me that i cant 
ill do that shit just to spite you and laugh
fuck out my face bout that i give a damn
i dont know you i dont trust you thats facts 
that shit is just how it is 
i would change it if i could but i cant
i let the world try to make me abandon myself
just to be something for them 
just to be something for somebody else

i push away
everything because i need help
bleed out
on the tile i left a big puddle
i love something
and it gets me into big trouble 
do u need enough 
all these tests i hope i bleed enough 
i left that old part of me where 2016 was 
reasons 
i dont need to ever speak of
leave me 
in a big clump
ima big cluts 
bleeding 
from these thick cuts
i can get rid of 

when i stretch
and this conflict eats me to my bone
cant this toxic world leave me alone 
its ingrown 
if its wrong 
let me reap what i sow

dont go closing your eyes
you never know whats gonna wanna come n hurt you right
and when your outside keep some sort of weapon close to your side
im so sick of hearing bad news somebody died 
and it goes like 
dont go closing your eyes
you never know whats gonna wanna come n hurt you right
and when your outside keep some sort of weapon close to your side
im so sick of hearing bad news somebody died

dont go, closing your eyes

"Watch You Leave (feat. Ivri & Brecken)"
Produced by Ocean

 Thank you all who listen

*lyrics*
It's kind of odd watching you be a person I can't recognize but I'm glad you're okay
And I'm not used to the emotional withdrawal, could i get a hug before you drift away?
The winter season how it loves to mock me, I can't be who you need, it’s written all on your face
If awkward silence and a two word answer is the best you can do it's time we go our own ways

Most days, Most nights, I was walking by myself
You took my side, I knew I wanted nothing else
But the clouds move too quickly, I can't stop the weather
Took my heart just to keep it for yourself

Too many nights without you
My brain lacks all the right screws
Time might well be overdue

Why do I make it worse than it has to be
You could let me try
Or I could watch you leave
I could watch you leave
I could watch you leave, me

Never knew love life could be this bad
Crashed out
Put down
I never knew life could be this sad but
Troubled minds think alike

I'd love to think that it's all in my head,
but that's a lie

I heard that you wanted me dead, blocked now and I know it depends
On how I sin with my friends
Blew clouds, and I'll do it again

Wake up, I don't wanna live another day if I don't change up
I hope I change up

Most days, Most nights, I was walking by myself
You took my side, I knew I wanted nothing else
But the clouds move too quickly, I can't stop the weather
Took my heart just to keep it for yourself

Too many nights without you
My brain lacks all the right screws
Time might well be overdue

Watch You Leave w/ Ivri & Brecken (Prod. Ocean)

been trying to not rhyme lately lmk what u think!

madness art by Raid_E

2017

late when its dead in this town im sleepwalking around
through the buildings and dead silent streets 
went to the lake and i walked in the water 
ill come out the other side eventually 
i dont think nothing means nothing to me 
i can find love in every little thing 
i see it when i see you next to me and
i see it in all types of people i meet 
like no
please dont go 
please dont stop this good feeling 
sometimes i cant do whats best 
and i just let people hurt me 
keep expecting things to change
when i keep doing the same things
sometimes i wanna just give up
but for reason i repeat  
 
oo nothing is worth nothing 
and just so you know forever 
ill be there if you want it 
youre just too good for me i dont feel like i deserve it 
but i just wanna be so good to you though regardless 

and the light passes your face
and the love glows on you 
oo nothings everlasting
but the time we shared was magic 
but the time we shard
but the time slipped past us 
its never long enough 
and i cant keep up
when u kiss me i freeze up 
you put me in a dreamstate 
you make me feel so cringey 
i do the stupidest things 
i just want someone to stay 

please dont go away :(

download

going fast . (prod. kanebailey)

lyrics ⬇️

Cover ur eyes dont look at me if you see me without you
no big surprise i gave you a thousand hours in the rearview
i wasted my time
really thought everything you said was so true
but i wasnt right
ur breaking my spine

they all see me smile still
from the outside it seems like im fine
but right now when i close my eyes
i find out That i crossed the line

im pushing 95 on the backroads
passing street signs i dont see those
got scratched eyes and a runny nose
some feline made me overdose

had one try now im over those
Still some nights 
on the summer roads
see the sunrise
i can see home
but thats not even where i wanna go

(evergarden)

bags under my eyes
i dont think i care enough
too bad i cant fall asleep 
knowing u try to gaslight me 
cross my mind
putting myself first for once
oh its unlike me i think
oh it weighs on me i sink 

she said my songs alright but it sounds unlike me
its just me being honest and its getting too much

i can see home w/ evergarden (yunnygoldz)

Why the fuck I'm thinking 'bout you?
I'm still doin' fine without you
Why you in my head, it's not fair
And it's getting loud too

I won't check your TikTok
I won't check your VSCO
I won't check like nothin'
Cause I know just how that shit go

I'll be in my head, all night, all day
Like I just want a break from my brain
Go away

And it used to be a flash
Now it feels like it stays
And I want to escape
But I've tried every way

Molly, lean, percies, G
Acid, K2, flakka, speed
Molly, lean, percies, G
Acid, K2, flakka, speed
Molly, lean, percies, G
Acid, K2, flakka, speed
Molly, lean, percies, G
Acid, K2, flakka, speed

Dancing through the shadows
Of your long golden hair
Every beat's a heartbeat
That I still can't repair

Dancing through the shadows
Of your long golden hair
Every step I take
Is still haunted by your stare

How do I get away?
How do I get away?
How do I get away?
I'll cut my head off
(Yeah)
I'll cut my head off

I'll cut my head off
(Yeah)
I'll cut my head off
(Yeah)
I'll cut my head off
(Yeah)
I'll cut my head off
(Yeah)

I'll cut my head off
(Yeah)
I'll cut my head off
(Yeah)
I'll cut my head off
(Yeah)

(Yeah) (Uh) (Yeah)

I'll cut my head off
(Yeah)
I'll cut my head off
(Yeah)
I'll cut my head off
(Yeah)
I'll cut my head off
(Yeah)

I'll cut my head off
(Yeah)
I'll cut my head off
(Yeah)
I'll cut my head off
(Yeah)
I'll cut my head off
(Yeah)

WHY TF

why you pacing round? just come sit down, you make me nervous
swear its getting hard to trust you, i aint doing it on purpose
if i ever masked my feelings i would do you a disservice
dont look at me like that cause all my pain is gonna surface

if you ever turn you back on me, get ready for the knife
you already made your move, but i did too im down to fight
know you thought you were ahead by like a mile, but not quite
i made a list inside my head of all your wrongs just out of spite

im a jerk
guess im a jerk

ow that shit hurt, i wont say it did
ill probably shut down, go jump in a ditch
ill probably crashout on a bottle of gin
while i choke on the pills from your own cabinet

i know thats a sin but i just cannot win
its pain in my heart, and everything look dim
just want it to stop, before shit get too grim
when i see myself, who is he? dont know him

im a jerk
guess im a jerk

BPD Pt 3 (JERK)

noon  reminder prod popmos

Hell Scene (prod. IV & minor2go)

i hope you feel something
self-produced. hmu for beats/mixing/mastering

WHY TF

HKFIFTYONE