this is exactly what i want to say, this is exactly what i would say if i had the guts to risk hurting her

HFS back here again for this beautiful raw classic , much love HK🤞🏽🫡🖤

The Upload

i know that you are hurting
i'll try my best to stop it
your soul is slowly burning
you're running out of options
i'm breathing in these toxins
betrayed by all of my friends
the pain that you been feeling hurts me bad when i'm who caused it

staring at walls in my spare time
i try to forget all the white lies
maybe for once i could feel fine
where'd i go wrong living my life
i can't forgive what i did back then
i'm still just a kid but soon my story ends

i know that you are hurting
i'll try my best to stop it
i remain a burden
i think that i'm just toxic
i'm breathing in these toxins
i hate the place my mind is
the pain that you been feeling hurts me bad when i'm who caused it

i got way too many problems
i don't need a way to solve em
i don't think that you can stop it 
lemme finish off this bottle
yeah yeah
bitch i came right from the bottom
yeah yeah
bitch i came right from the bottom

the pain that you been feeling hurts me bad when i'm who caused it (prod. nilöwh)

if u can take my pain away

u can have my life, but i hope u don't end it...

if i could hold u

Blow A Bag

You Completely Destroy Me, Pt. 2

You Completely Destroy Me Pt 2

. . . fall.

Mixed and Mastered by @xo_jalen
Produced by SnowBlood

Chase (Prod. SnowBlood)

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Chasing the Light Other (EDM-Dance)

@luvrrboi
ty mysticfox4 for the beautiful color work on my drawing<3

Lyrics:
singing SleepyHead but I’m still woke
head down on the kick like a pillow
face down on a brick, ayo
Yung Luv aka Lumo
catch me gliding on the breeze like a frisbee
she’s shaking at her knees when she with me
cuz I’m cool
but ill give her my jacket too

but if i give that girl my jacket
will i get back?
if i give that girl my heart
will she make my heart attack?

If i give her all my love
will i get any back?
Yung Luv’s not just my name
that’s how i want to act
I wanna misbehave
i wanna just relax
I wanna waste my days
on love that won’t last   

at least love that i don’t expect to
cuz ive expected in the past and its been regretful
you know who you are, i still don’t forgive you 
i  can’t forget you

partly cuz you took my jacket and I know that you meant to
now i watch my closet close every time a new girl steps into my bedroom

It’s hard to share anything with anyone,
but I do
cuz I’m cool
and I’ll give her my jacket too

but if i give that girl my jacket
will i get back?
if i give that girl my heart
will she make my heart attack?

If i give her all my love
will i get any back?
Yung Luv’s not just my name
that’s how i want to act
I wanna misbehave
i wanna just relax
I wanna waste my days
on love that won’t last

Heart Attack/Give Me Back My Jacket

HEARTATTACK/GIVEMEBACKMYJACKET

feature: @guccihighwaters

lyrics:

(softheart)
why would i trust in anything
i dont feel the love it dont mean a thing
feels so good then it really sting
i dont really talk but i really sing 
she got me thinking like
oo she had me
cut me off so bad
leave me messed up in my head
only miss us when were bad
i be in my room smoking loud sitting silent
you should be adressed as your highness
i swear every time we touch just mitus
im just roaming through the ridges of your irus
violence got your eyelids looking violet
promise ill get rid of him ill leave him where i find him
i be with the blinds dimmed hidin
vibin

unimpressed and always bored
it aint here yet so i'll wait for it
im depressed and always stoned
im always stressed i can't control it 
uninterested always alone
fire in my chest and my heart cold
bedroom unkept ash all over my floor
i got kush in my breath merijuana my decor


(gucci)
oh
i’m all alone my phone dead
i got thoughts of the end 
and my eyes sell a forfeit
thoughts of brain matter
stain my mattress
thoughts you drown me
like a baptist

girl im sorry
oh yeah im sorry
im not the one you love
i’d be the one to fuck you 
then ignore you
for a month

girl im sorry
oh yeah im sorry
im not the one you love
i’d be the one to fuck you 
then ignore you
for a month

(softheart)
yeah and im just an outcast 
only fit in with the skyline 
cause im always lighting up
never really gets me numb enough
sorry i wasnt the one you loved

(gucci&softheart)
girl im sorry
oh yeah im sorry
im not the one you love
i’d be the one to fuck you 
then ignore you
for a month

i'm not the one you love (feat. guccihighwaters)

taking naps i cant even afford

with some beautiful guitar work by my friend @the-gnarly-neighbors

blackheartemoji
an album from @prodbybrody and thebreathingbackwards

music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AmBDiyk9YO8
lyrics: https://genius.com/Thebreathingbackwards-morning-light-w-the-gnarly-neighbors-lyrics

blackheartemoji

spotify

morning light (w/ the gnarly neighbors)

fucking call me or something

@mewsyc
@producedbyaidan
@guccihighwaters

yeah im just ur boy toy
fillin up some free time
take me when u wanna
then leave me here to die
i'll keep it to myself now
got me feelin left out
u talk a lot shit like u dont got a lot to hide

numb to the core
yeah, i kill that pain
with a bottle of liqoure
feel it runnin thru my veins
when im not high
or preoccupied
i got thorns in my heart
and a storm roarin in my mind

whats inside my cup
blindsides my brain
so i hide my face
in an act of shame
and hope to dissapear
in a perminant way
u watch me fade to black
u'd love to watch my pain

and u know
who to call
ill b there
after all
and i know
when i fall
u wont care
afterall,

yeah im just ur boy toy
fillin up some free time
take me when u wanna
then leave me here to die
i'll keep it to myself now
got me feelin left out
u talk a lot shit like u dont got a lot to hide

numb to the core
yeah, i kill that pain
with a bottle of liqoure
feel it runnin thru my veins
when im not high
or preoccupied
i got thorns in my heart
and a storm roarin in my mind

yeah, im just a waste
i dont got that much to offer
im selfish and conceeded 
but always put my all
into everyone and everything
then watch it as it falls
let it crumble to my feet
just like everything ive ever loved

yeah, im just ur boy toy
fillin up some free time
take me when u wanna
then leave me here to die
i always knew the truth
u aint even gotta lie
ur the best thing
but im just another guy

im ur puppet and u play me like a game
text from my ex, yeah she never felt the same
use me on a rainy day
abuse me til i cant even think
that picuture that we took
i always kept it safe
id put it in my pocket just so i could see ur face
when i was out of town
u always kept me with u
never told u bout all the times when i would miss u

yeah, im just ur boy toy
fillin up some free time
take me when u wanna
then leave me here to die
i always knew the truth
u aint even gotta lie
ur the best thing
but im just another guy

Follow me <3

boy toy (ft. guccihighwaters) [prod. mewsyc & aidan]

[+] who knew a year later we would only see each other in our dreams.
* prod by @hxrxkiller * featuring @steadysuffer *
(artwork by @seejayxo)

IG: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TW: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: discord.gg/VRcvcdf
LYRICS:

[intro:]
i write these stupid fucking songs for you
i right every single wrong you do
i keep tellin myself that you’ll change
but you know that you drive me insane

[verse:]
i got knives in my back
anxiety attacks
cause you dont love back
why you play me
bitch you wack
i cant even trust you
why the fuck i even gotta love you?

how you hold up in my chest so long?
lean back as i rip from the bong
remember nights we would listen to my songs
i dont know where we even went wrong

[hook 2x:]
i had cash and i spent on you
bad bitch ride around in the coupe
no drugs i was high off you
good sex baby yeah you know it too

[verse 2: @steadysuffer]
said she wanna get thru to you
you're already in your avenue
swallow all your fears, while you cry with no tears
now he's tryna get thru to you
he don't wanna be here all night long
oh dear, soft and clear oh-oh-oh

ya she got a style
that'll pick apart your mindset
so divine but a fights her assignment
finger on the trigger i can tell she wanna light it
buried under lies im feelin fine but im lyin
hey, don't run from me
was it all real oh was it all real
ring when you find me dear

follow hxrxkiller

high off you (feat. steadysuffer)

thank you all for the support lately
i hope you all enjoy my first release as skele <3
(prod. bluezy)

lyrics: 
i tried
i can't remember why
i'm running out of time, wish i could rewind
and these days
i'm staying inside
i'm getting really good at saying goodbyes

comfort me, i'm falling in too deep
into these empty sheets
you love to watch me bleed

i've been up all night, like usual (like usual)
tears falling out my eyes, replaceable (i'm so)

i'm getting really good at saying goodbyes

I don't care what you say when the night ends 
that's fair cuz you always leave me like this 
blank stare when I ask where we went wrong  
I don't know why I put you in every love song
thought that when we parted ways my tolerance would fade
but I still need you just as much 
I don't care what you say when the night ends

I don't care what you say when the night ends 
that's fair cuz you always leave me like this 
blank stare when I ask where we went wrong  
I don't know why I put you in every love song
thought that when we parted ways my tolerance would fade
but I still need you just as much 

take this with a grain of salt baby let it dissipate like my feelings lately 
whats the definition of insanity I do the same and think you'll want me
for the first time in a long time had a dream last night you were by my side yeah
I can't really see it's blurry cheeks are wet now
know you hate the tears but you built up a letdown 
I get it yeah whatever I thought that we were better than this a drunk kiss
a fifth in my fist 
I can tell by your tone that I tempt you
we'll leave it alone there's a hint that we're and issue
miss you, misuse, know that you admit to
late night looks with your hooks in my tissue
fix you, let me, don't think this is healthy
afraid that all I'll have in a year is all our selfies

I don't care what you say when the night ends 
that's fair cuz you always leave me like this 
blank stare when I ask where we went wrong  
I don't know why I put you in every love song
thought that when we parted ways my tolerance would fade
but I still need you just as much 

I don't care what you say when the night ends 
that's fair cuz you always leave me like this 
blank stare when I ask where we went wrong  
I don't know why I put you in every love song
I don't care what you say when the night ends 
that's fair cuz you always leave me like this 
blank stare when I ask where we went wrong  
I don't know why I put you in every love song
take this with a grain of salt baby let it dissipate like my feelings lately 
whats the definition of insanity I do the same and think you'll want me
take this with a grain of salt baby let it dissipate like my feelings lately 
whats the definition of insanity I do the same and think you'll want me

majinaru 
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCsRS5ewQ958Rp7fWdQFuapQ

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Definition of Insanity(prod. majinaru)

main sample taken from this youtube video: 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fXU_Q_i3-So&t=819s

Crying Wolf

i hope you feel something
self-produced. hmu for beats/mixing/mastering

You Completely Destroy Me Pt 2

HKFIFTYONE

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