scumbag

lyrics
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i've been on my toes
cause you never know
where your time will go
if you'll ever fold
cause the cards inside your hand
disconnected from your soul
i've been moving slow
hoping that the rain still contributes to my growth
i can feel the glow
sitting in my chest like a bomb about to blow
lightwork
i ain't pay the bill in weeks
i've been writing down these verses on my sheets
getting cozy on this god damn beat
cause i know you mother fuckers gonna sleep
not the way you prolly think  
off a sedative setting in while you blink
and the words that you've been saying i'm spitting out in the sink
tryna down it with some water now everything lookin pink
like a vessel in your eye i'm poppin off inside the ink

lack of zinc got you mother fuckers confused
cloudy vision consumed
mix it with the henny that's a dumb move
come thru we can talk about it sometime
working on this album till the sunrise
i've been on my shit
checklist when it come time
on another project checkin outta my mind
i don't need to think cause i only do it sometimes
time will tell my story if i ever get these lines right
write until my wrist hurts
damn this screen is so bright
fill another script full of words not the drug type
john carpenter how my flicks flamin my pipe
imma set the scene really quick
lemme paint it out how i like
i fight through a constant battle with depression
self mutilation, aggression, the wreckage of my compression
the pressure been comin' in this music is my obsession
i'll do this shit everyday until i reach my ascension
for real

used to mop the floor now i'm flooring through the hills
it's a crazy fucking world when you live through what you feel
i won't ever take a break cause the music's how i heal
i ain't ever had my doubts that's how you know that it's real
that's how you know that it's real
that's some lightwork
stocked up like a night clerk
one day people gonna know my name through these cyphers
i could be the king it depends on who dies first

lightwork (prod. chxse bank)

You Wouldn't Know

You Wouldnt Know

Norman Reedus prod. Silo

produced, mixed & mastered by @notmorgn

i fell asleep
swear i woke up dying
think about life
prolly end up crying
tear stains inflated eyelids
i dwell in the dark wide iris
bitches call me daddy
i ain’t billy ray cyrus
spawning all these fake
sad boys like a virus
you can never be double g highwaters
you can’t tread like me you’re underwater

got me writing raps
should be talkin bout my problems
should be finishing songs
before i tossed them
should be talking bout
how much this shit costed
but i ain’t built that way
cus it’s garbage

i don’t flex like that
yeah i don’t flex like that

i think i’m doing this wrong
cus i wake up sad every time
lack of serotonin in my system
keep a smile on my face the only mission
i got attachment issues
i won’t lie everyday i really miss you
forget it i can through flex
through the pain
hearts on my eyes
right behind the gucci shades
born with sauce
with you can’t aquire
can’t be born with talent
you a liar

got me writing raps
should be talkin bout my problems
should be finishing songs
before i tossed them
should be talking bout
how much this shit costed
but i ain’t built that way
cus it’s garbage

got me writing raps
should be talkin bout my problems
should be finishing songs
before i tossed them
should be talking bout
how much this shit costed
but i ain’t built that way
cus it’s garbage

don’t flex like that
yeah i don’t flex like that

should be

enjoy. 

prod. (@hkfiftyone2, @traviks, @cxldblxxd)

Lyrics

[HkFiftyOne]

Had too much to say I'll take it in the booth
Spittin flame you know I only speak the truth
Really fuckin hate it when you feelin blue
Used to make me smile but now youre frowning too

Feeling like I'm Oli switch like Majin Buu
Switch it up on beats i rock with Traviks too
I'm still laying bars you know its what I do
Tryna find myself I'm tryna get a clue

I dont wanna know if youre dead or alive
I just wanna get up and move on with my life
Blacking out on pills i sink into the floor
Yeah you said you hate me but i hate you more

[Esxovar]

I don't wanna know if your dead or alive 
I just wanna make my bands, catch you off my surprise
Look into my face, baby into my eyes 
Tell me that what you said was all just lies, yeah

Smoking all this dope on the daily 
Still in love with you that's a maybe
Still care about you, that's a maybe 
Do I still want you, that's a hell nah

I dont fuckin want you, anymore
Took you off the contacts of both my phone 
Poppin all these hydros, I lose control yeah 
I used to be sick you were my antidote 

Said youd never leave, but you left me
Scared of broke hearts, but your breaked me
Now I really hoping that you hate me
Hope the thought of me drives you cazy

Posting all these pics, it don't phaze me 
Blocked you off the gram, I don't wanna see your face b
Used me attention that's your craving
Said it wasint true, but you're faking

I've been really fuckin feeling empty lately
Snorting up the coke to forget you baby
I been doing all these drugs to forget you baby

ihateyoumore w/ hkfiftyone (@travikskun)

strapped ion stress (kevinacell & guccihighwaters)

🖤

music video on sad chill:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Lk6RXjt4VCM

lyrics:

i'm thinking that it's time i go
and i'm afraid to let you know
that it's all i have
and really i'm just passing through
pretty soon i'll be out of view
i don't know where to go but it's not here

it feels like no beginning or an end
anymore i push away all of my friends
and it's all on me
i'm too blind to see

that every time i stay inside
in pursuit of everything i want my conscious dies
it screams out for me

i'm thinking that it's time i go
and i'm afraid to let you know
that it's all i have
and really i'm just passing through
pretty soon i'll be out of view
i don't know where to go but it's not here

i'm a ghost wandering with no host
out of sight out of mind for the most
i don't wanna haunt you so i'll fade away
i'll just go inside where i'll decay

twist the knife by myself
a bullet in my foot doesn't help
i need some time away

so here i am again
i wonder why it's hard to keep a friend
i don't wanna go back down
every single thing i doubt, i'm about to drown

so here i am again
i wonder why it's hard to keep a friend
i don't wanna go back down
i know i can't go back down

i'm thinking that it's time i go
and i'm afraid to let you know
that it's all i have
and really i'm just passing through
pretty soon i'll be out of view
i don't know where to go but it's not here

i'm thinking that it's time i go
and i'm afraid to let you know
that it's all i have
and really i'm just passing through
pretty soon i'll be out of view
i don't know where to go but it's not here

but it's not here

spotify

all i have [MUSIC VIDEO OUT NOW - LINK IN DESCRIPTION]

thank you for everything <3
i hope you enjoy this is much as i do

guitar: @jude18

lyrics:

oh fuck i'm drunk went and did it again
i cut my ties guess i'm losin a friend
i'm stuck your lies makes it harder to mend
my heart self harm makes it easy to pen

i'm not the monster i get painted as
but i bite her neck like i'm a maniac
i love when she screams, when she cuts me i bleed
i get high as the stars, then i fall like the leaves

my minds gone bad yo whats the date
my hearts so cold bet a few could relate
now i'm fucked in the brain, now i'm fucked in the tub
i'm fucked so often i'm prolly up on the hub

i'm prolly out of my luck, i'm prolly stupid as fuck
cause every time that she hit me i feel adrenaline rush
i feel my energy thrust, its like i like being hurt
i feel the knife in my gut, i think i'm cryin too much

i've been playin to much, 
one minute you hate me and the next you wan fuck
just look at my love, yeah look at it goes
every time i'm up it seems like you want me more

and that sucks my heart's inside my lungs
i hit my plug he fill me up
i don't want nothin but your love
you hit me up and said we done

oh no oh god what have i done
become all the things that i've been runnin from
i thought we were done talkin shit, were above that
but words turn to fists its becoming a  blood bath

but i'm drunk so i run back, if you call me an asshole
i don't have a comeback, i'm not just an asshole
i know that you know that, you're craving my soul but i already sold that

i'm bravin the cold, you already know that i hate this
fuck love i wanna be famous, at least i can't be shameless and
spend all my time gettin wasted, but that's you wanted right
i don't wanna hang on right, i'm on my own tonight
you make me wanna die, i'll let you kill me some other time

oh fuck i'm drunk went and did it again
i cut my ties guess i'm losin a friend
i'm stuck your lies makes it harder to mend
my heart self harm makes it easy to pen

i'm not the monster i get painted as
but i bite her neck like i'm a maniac
i love when she screams, when she cuts me i bleed
i get high as the stars, then i fall like the leaves

my minds gone bad yo whats the date
my hearts so cold bet a few could relate
now i'm fucked in the brain, now i'm fucked in the tub
i'm fucked so often i'm prolly up on the hub

i'm prolly out of my luck, i'm prolly stupid as fuck
cause every time that she hit me i feel adrenaline rush
i feel my energy thrust, its like i like being hurt
i feel the knife in my gut, i think i'm cryin too much

cryin too much w/ koi & lil xtra

thanks for listening <3
prod./mix/master: Anxiety Attacks!
guitar: https://soundcloud.com/darrenkmusic

IG: www.instagram.com/ANXIETYxATTACKS/
Twitter: twitter.com/ANXIETYxATTACKS
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LYRICS:

It's all the chemicals, I never feel like myself
I guess we're getting old & maybe this is farewell
Please take my hand
Don't let this end
It's all the chemicals, I never feel like myself
I guess we're getting old & maybe this is farewell
Please take my hand
Don't let this end

I'm too attached yeah
I can't let go of the past
Can't get ahold of myself
And life keep moving too fast
Just take me all the way back cuz now the feeling don't last
Like having fun in the backyard & running through the grass

It's all the chemicals, I never feel like myself
I guess we're getting old & maybe this is farewell
Please take my hand
Don't let this end
It's all the chemicals, I never feel like myself
I guess we're getting old & maybe this is farewell
Please take my hand
Don't let this end

Daydreams & Open Doors

stream on Spotify <3

Chemicals

i hope you feel something
self-produced. hmu for beats/mixing/mastering

You Wouldnt Know

HKFIFTYONE