every second I wasted feels just 
like ive misplaced myself cant replace myself
money gone like its nothing impulsivity shines 
i need help not a thing on the shelf

i just dont have it in me im a ghost a mirage
my life is like a montage this act wont get an applause
if i could change it all back i would just because
like a box in a garage its an unfortunate colllage

im tired of illusory i feel sick to my stomach
in my head again im doing laps around up to the summit
im stuck in these cycles some shit that ill never break
just a lesson well learnt these tables turning so fake

guess its not cut out for me a picture painted wrong
ive always had my doubts i kinda knew it all along
fuck a repost check im working hours way too long
i want it anyway i dont wanna stay here
stuck on this repeating cycle i dont wanna stay here
and i dont think i wanna fight no more sick of going on
like what the fuck is this for?

forfeit i cant fucking take it
crash against the cement
cant take it anymore
pretend wanna leave an indent
cycling back not content
fuck this i want more

impulsive (p. yungspoiler)

produced by @deadyami x @jauntsen

lyrics:
i fear i'm not enough again
my friends all feed me oxygen
but i'm at a point where they can not help me anymore
had another breakdown and move on with my day
it felt like something i could not escape
they said it's my fault cuz i'm tired and lazy
centipedes in my mind they all start the invading
i don't know why i was waiting
but i know that i was patient
i tell myself that it was worth it

i remember watching bands perform in that basement
holding onto u cuz there could never be replacements
when i first put my hand out never thought that u would take it
i swear that it was the best thing that i've felt in a while
my happiness was based around your smile
and it faded so fast

worth it (dead yami x jauntsen)

sometimes, when im up way too late at night
i wish i'd see your boobs on my phone
yeah i guess that means that i
can focus on 2 things at a time

but i'll go to xvideos
acting like i dont care at all
i know i can never get sick of those
some s-rank boobies

and i don't even need the movies
i just wanna see your tits in a 2-piece
i don't even care if you shop at zumies
i still think you're the best alive

blow my mind i stop and stare
if i see them tiddies then i know i wouldn't care
and i swear it's perfect timing
i don't really get it something's in the air

they hit me like a psybeam
cuz them shits bigger than her head

the size is not that important

Boobs

guitar by me

lyrics:
all the letters that i wrote
all the feelings i have shown
was no where near
to convince my fear
that maybe one day u will re appear
all the songs i sat and wrote
all the words i never spoke
was not enough
i can’t discuss
anything with her or anyone
i gotta show her like the man i am
i can’t be weak, man i know i can’t
but sometimes life gets all rough
and i fall back to the one i love
i gotta show her like the man i am
i can’t be weak, man i know i can’t
but sometimes life gets all rough
and i fall back to the one i love
all the letters that i wrote
all the feelings i have shown
was no where near
to convince my fear
that maybe one day u will re appear
all the songs i sat and wrote
all the words i never spoke
was not enough
i can’t discuss
anything with her or anyone

letters

first time i preformed live, so my singing isnt very good. i was very nervous lol. but i hope you enjoy

lyrics:

she thinks im a narcissist
tell me how i am my love
i think you're piece of shit
i can tell you how you are
believe me when i say it, i fell victim to her touch
her soft little hands, like a angel up above

i swear i never felt this way before
for anyone
i dont want to feel this to way towards anyone
but you

she thinks i should live my life
but i still struggle to survive
i think your amazing
she thinks of the ways that i could lie
believe me when i say it, i fell victim to her arms
she held me like no other, but still her felt harmful thorns
i pushed it all aside for the sake of both us
and what did i get in return? nothing but fucking mental burns
tell the audience how the hell u fucked me up

i swear i never felt this way before
for anyone
i dont to feel this way towards to anyone
but you
i still love you
for anyone

mental burns by icantsleeplol (live preformance 5 - 20 - 24)

produced by dazed?!

featuring @grasior <3

lyrics:
(dazed)
locked away
in her frame
get out my brain
i'll go insane
i'll grab my pillow and i'll push u to the side
plotting everything to help u with ur life
i see the hatred in ur vision, but u reap what u sow
ur just a cheating bitch so i'll decide to dip out and go
i'll isolate myself in my room but u already know
that i got eyes on the back of my head nothings on the low

delete em
i'll defeat em
i'm on the floor
steady bleedin
i know ur seeing him
i know ur feeling him
i got this part of my brain
theres no defeating him
got an oversized fit with some chains & rings
in my head 24/7 thats where i be
curl up in a corner and i'll cry for hours
the way ur getting off to me is giving u power

the sky is turning grey.

(grasior)
another day was lost
sun rise down till dawn
why's my name always in talk
cant you grasp the thought

ive been losing hope
drenched down to my soul
only hear a way to cope
do so as your told

so tell me who is at the front door
do you think that i believe hes just a friend no
cause ive been losing it
god your just a bitch
keep the vent ur to yourself
im not part of it

keep my name out your contact
cause i dont want to see a message saying you want me back

you burnt our bridge when you said that
ive had enough your just a fucking brat

desolate (feat. Grasior)

sad christmas song cause we are gettin older
don't take it for granted

christmas isn't the same anymore (prod. cxrter x fonkyfake)

lyrics:

vails:
i feel stupid baby that i lost you
on my own now, nobody to talk to
but do you care at all? i havent even had a call
its a shame because i think there was something hidden in the walls
a message with you on the other side
but i bury my face against my pillow every night
so was it a dream? or can i intervene? 
cause theres nothing more i need 
than you in front of me

scorpio:
Oh, oh
do you care at all?
dont think anyone does
not a text or a call
my eyes leaking floods
never felt so small (x2)

he4vy:
oh oh, do you care at all?
i dont think you do
i only hope im wrong

get me out i just cant compress all my thoughts
of giving every chance ? recreate what was lost
im cutting all of my friends and family off
the simple structure of a broken man inside of my coffin

scorpio:
Oh, oh
do you care at all?
dont think anyone does
not a text or a call
my eyes leaking floods
never felt so small (x2)

rip. 3.7:
ive been in my head for a minute now
ive been lost i cant find a way out
life aint fair, at all, at all

yeah i wonder if you ever, ever fucking cared
baby ive been in my head, im scared
i was standing here, but im really not there
yeah, i wasnt prepared at all

scorpio:
Oh, oh
do you care at all?
dont think anyone does
not a text or a call
my eyes leaking floods
never felt so small (x2)

do you care at all? (feat. Vails x Rip.3.7 x He4vy)

i take my shirt off hoes start breathing like lucki
know they aint calling unless they want something from me
i skipped crawling, boy i went straight to running
know im all in, boy this shit all or nothing

i just wanna ball w the gang, ball w the team
ride around w my pretty lil thing sitting right next to me
20 inch blades rolling, put my heart n soul in 
riding thru the city w the sanctuary soulja

i cant help but make a scene
when im in that bitch, i think she made for me
i dont have a clue where this life taking me
said u getting racks, all that shit sound fake to me

all that shit sound
all that shit sound make believe
loyal to myself cause i got faith in me
loyal to myself cause i got faith in me
loyal to myself cause i got

all of this on my own, made a hundred racks thru the phone
told her text me when ur home, still dont like sleeping alone
still dont like sleeping alone
still dont like sleeping alone

i take my shirt off hoes start breathing like lucki
know they aint calling unless they want something from me
i skipped crawling, boy i went straight to running
know im all in, boy this shit all or nothing

i just wanna ball w the gang, ball w the team
ride around w my pretty lil thing sitting right next to me
20 inch blades rolling, put my heart n soul in 
put my heart n soul in

i take my shirt off hoes start breathing like lucki
know they aint calling unless they want something from me
i skipped crawling, boy i went straight to running
know im all in, boy this shit all or nothing

i just wanna ball w the gang, ball w the team
ride around w my pretty lil thing sitting right next to me
20 inch blades rolling, put my heart n soul in 
riding thru the city w the sanctuary soulja

heart n soul (tgwog x thr6x x luckey x sleepy)

can you really blame me? [+love matt]

cinderella prod meraki

i can’t get the sound of ur voice out of my head

christmas isn't the same anymore (prod. cxrter x fonkyfake)

hoepless

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