July 2021

The "Mood🙃" Playlist.

spider man FATT

FUCK YOU

IDGAF

fava

i can never lose it                    @sglily
night time now and im off shit
boysnightsout make a moshpit
i was so kind did u notice

all i ever wanted was some peace
and i know u didnt want me baby
fuck you then i geeek
and those times we both wasted
cuz we was so scared to leave
i can do it if i wanted to 
im not to scared to dream

u know i was way to down at the time
i got tramadol dreams i know u want me
by the way we were moving we were moving to deep
streetlights shining bright in yo eyes
2 blue pills now i cant speak right
twice the luck i loved u all night
i cant lie i wish it was all mine
i took a trip down the new light
i took a piss on ur new life
in the mall i dont check price
take it all if it feels right

i dont wanna talk about the past
i jsut wanna know
if u wanna spend the time w me
when im on the road
didnt take anytime apart 
u was at my shows

dont tell me that u love me
why u in a rush?
i know imma bad bitch know u had a crush
we laying on the pavement colder than the touch
i had a good run now im giving up
i pop a pill and i get higher then i want to baby
so i can lie and say that i dont want you baby
counting money up its fuck you pay me
im on on nothing else matters to me

all i ever wanted was some peace
and i know u didnt want me baby
fuck you then i geeek
and those times we both wasted
cuz we was so scared to leave
i can do it if i wanted to 
im not to scared to dream

to the end  w/ sglilyy (prod. michaelwarren x torno)

daisy chain noose!



eyes bloodshot

ive been crying too much

daisy chain noose- didn't kill me

i feel fucked up

its summer

but i've been feeling colder

no one helped me up when i fell down

im a loner



ive been seeing pretty ghosts again these days

filling me with potions- to keep me awake

i remember i got bullied on the playground

now you tryna pull up in my dms saying "hey now"



wait now!

im not tryna play now

if you tryna hop on me, then stay down

go back to the circus, look like a clown

i rose to the surface, ma looks so proud



eyes bloodshot

ive been crying too much

daisy chain noose- didn't kill me

i feel fucked up

its summer

but i've been feeling colder

no one helped me up when i fell down

im a loner



choking-

on my own breath

i feel so sick

struggles-

i been having 

helped me write this



choking-

on my own breath

think i like it

struggles-

i been having

i think i like this



i've tried practicing sobriety

i guess

2nd week-

my anxiety- kicks in

light a spliff and i take another hit

oh shit

my anxiety kicked in



eyes bloodshot

ive been crying too much

daisy chain noose- didn't kill me

i feel fucked up

its summer

but i've been feeling colder

no one helped me up when i fell down

im a loner

daisy chain noose! (prod. sorrow bringer)

more.

more. (prod. sorrow bringer)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G1KyUh7Cz_4

Spotify

fmj gon fuck u up prod. ggedgar *mv link in description*

doves fly w. dog (prod. stogie)

2nite (prod. yungspoiler)

+] i don't wanna die but I know that it won't matter
* produced by @thersx *

MUSIC VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UltKzzm-gjc

INSTAGRAM: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TWITTER: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: www.discord.gg/DRfW7Q4Bmu
LYRICS:

hook:
I can't let you go, even if I wanted
I gotta let you know, my love ain't good for nothing

verse:
I just wanna make ur heart beat a lil faster
take you to the stars ill get anything you after
this aint no facade I could put you on saturn
I don't wanna die but I know that it won't matter
I could feel your pain baby we goin be aight
I just hope you know that im always goin be in sight
be in reach, when you speak to me,
ima hear the things, that you tell me

hook:
I cant let you go, even if I wanted
I gotta let you know, my love aint good for nothing

outro:
I just wanna make ur heart beat a lil faster
take you to the stars ill get anything you after
this aint no facade I could put you on saturn
I don't wanna die but I know that it won't matter

I can't let you go

i can't let you go (+ MUSIC VIDEO)

PRODUCED: METLAST
MIXED: BABYBLADE
MASTERED: ARI VEGA

SOBER [PROD. METLAST]

every day-
i fall more in love with you
my teeth decay
you're sweet like cotton candy too
our worlds kaleid- oscope
i pray, i wish, and i hope-
you'll say you love me the most one day

cause i'll lie awake- and wait for you to text good night
and thinking you'd say good bye- it makes me wanna cry
so i beg and plead that maybe you'll stay with me
i'm tryna my best to believe in love

oranges smell much better with you
and having a picnic's hard, if there isnt two
so i beg and plead that maybe you'll stay with me
i'm tryna my best to believe in love

u make the heartache feel like it was worth it
and i know you don't agree but babe, you're perfect
our worlds kaleid- oscope
i pray, i wish, and i hope-
you'll say you love me the most one day

our worlds kaleid- oscope
i pray, i wish, and i hope-
you'll say you love me the most one day

kaleidoscope (prod. frevel & pekarot)

@smokerosebeats
www.instagram.com/lilspudxlp
stream on other platforms https://ampl.ink/jERJb

lyrics:
your running from a frame that you might not fit inside
you'll never hold the reins if all your gonna do is hide
quit getting wasted and popping anything you find
so what it's your fault no one listens when you whine
x2

no one's gonna listen if your wasting their time  
don't bother calling if you won't listen when they try
why'd they wanna be there slowly watching your decline 
(decline decline decline)

so keep on choosing self sabotage when your not alright
try a little harder then maybe one day you'll find the light
i get it's hard but it's better than living in a lie
or let it slip away cause your too scared to cry

your running from a frame that you might not fit inside
you'll never hold the reins if all your gonna do is hide
quit getting wasted and popping anything you find
so what it's your fault no one listens when you whine
x2

Self Sabotage Prod. Smokerose

Already Know! (Prod. By Jae)

i need sum help (VIDEO IN DESC)

mixed/mastered by me
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prod by @boyfifty
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//Lyrics//
Take me take me far away to the place we used to dream and say
We’ll make a home for us here
 
i wish that i could be something i wish that you can hit my phone just let me know i wish that i could be something run away to a place called home just let me know

tears drop fallen down to my heart don't want us to fall apart don't know what is happening i don't wanna hear any sound but you everyone around seems fake i don't even wanna talk

where you been take me for away to the moon looking at you can we run away think of my life I'm just full of shit cry on bed and I'm just a bitch and i cant stop crying anymore

where you been take me for away to the moon no one wants to hear me anymore look at myself im just filled with disgust no one wants to me god im ugly

dont know what is going on i hope you feel the same i know that its hard sometimes we just went separate ways i see no fucking point at all I'm stuck in this empty void leave me alone

take me home take me far away to the moon

i just cant be at home nobody wants me around I'm gonna slit my wrist imma cry on my couch

i wish that i could be something i wish that you can hit my phone just let me know i wish that i could be something run away to a place called home just let me know

take me home take me far away to the moon

a place called home. (boyfifty)

when it all goes wrong it was meant 2 :'(

goes wrong [+speedlmt]

lyrics:

now u got me lying down
rose petals all around
make sure u dont make a sound
make sure u dont make a sound

long nights when we faded to the background
we misfits, n i wonder where u at now 
all this tension, please dont mention
but the facts out
i really miss you but i think you ate my heart out
running from this pain ive been feeling done
u with another guy got me screaming wtf
u were my rainbow but i guess im outta luck
im just numb, but lets call it tough 

i dont wanna feel now
i dont wanna feel so down
i dont wanna feel the ground
shit
i dont wanna feel now
i dont wanna feel so down
i dont wanna feel the ground
shit

i dont wanna be a no one
i dont wanna change at all
but i dont wanna be someone
if all u do is call
i dont wanna be a no one
i dont wanna change at all
but i dont wanna be someone
if all u do is call

take me somewhere i wont be found
i hate this stupid town
tell me we can go
we can go, like right now
baby we can go, go on a spaceship
please dont ever, ever try to evade me
and if you know if you leave then you'll break me
and if you know you'll stay then youll make me
im all alone with no one by my side
i can not tell my lefts from my rights
and if you look inside of my eyes
then you know you and my problems collide

i dont wanna feel now
i dont wanna feel so down
i dont wanna feel the ground
shit
i dont wanna feel now
i dont wanna feel so down
i dont wanna feel the ground
shit

i dont wanna be a no one
i dont wanna change at all
but i dont wanna be someone
if all u do is call
i dont wanna be a no one
i dont wanna change at all
but i dont wanna be someone
if all u do is call

feel down ft. teddyboi [IOF]

prod @eric-godlow
I just want give a shout out to Eric for always believing in me from the beginning, i am nowhere close to where i want to be with my sound. Without Eric and my friends i dont think i would have kept making music so thank you <3

p.s. cover art by Fatih

lexapro // brain zaps freestyle (ericgodlow)

im wit nosgov n its cold i need a scarf ~!

in the dark ft. nosgov (prod. anvil)

forgiveness (prod. taurs)

i can forgive but i won't forget
all the shitty things that u have said
i can make peace and i'll go to bed
i can forgive but i won't forget

i see the shit that u talk about me
trust me
i know- that these niggas doubt me
i dont need friends and i dont need love
being alone,
i find good enough

closed all the doors and swallowed the key
i swear that these fuckers are after me
what did i do to get all this hate?
i'll prove 'em wrong
and i just cant wait

all ur insults,
i have heard before
dont try to spin this- like im a whore
i'll take my love and i'll slam the door
you wanna reaction?
i say "no more"

i can forgive but i won't forget
all the shitty things that u have said
i can make peace and i'll go to bed
i can forgive but i won't forget

i can forgive but i won't forget
all the shitty things that u have said
i can make peace and i'll go to bed
i can forgive but i won't forget

closed all the doors and swallowed the key
i swear that these fuckers are after me
what did i do to get all this hate?
i'll prove 'em wrong
and i just cant wait

forgiveness (prod. taurs)

features: looney tune & paperthinwalls 
production: metlast
cover art design: Killing Art

INTRO (epitome)

love lay me down
hate lift me up
just turn around
there’s nothing left

EPITOME VERSE

you weren’t alone oh my god
how could you lie to me such a fraud 
but what was there to gain
this has me going insane
my minds been trapped inside a maze
ever days the fucking same
i wake up just to relive the pain
but was it worth the fucking cause
all to see my blood splattered all over the walls

LOONEY VERSE

your choice left me dead
i feel nothing but the pain left in my head 
i never know when the triggers pulled
am i dead? (i’ve been dead)
i got a lot of bullets flyin in and out of my head
skeletons coming in and out of my closet (closet)
i don’t know if i’m done am i over yet? (over yet)
all of my thoughts going into my chest 
(my chest)
and my heart beat stops when i drop dead
put away the feelings away the tendencies away the tragedies that i keep inside my head (dead, oh dead, ceiling oh)
lyin’ on my bed
when i’m staring’ at the ceiling fan
i don’t give a damn if im gonna pull the trigger man 
lay me down to rest
bury me with the dead
i don’t feel like im a zombie
but my eyes are glowing red
i can see the water
i feel like im drowning but i tread
on the surface… i can see you on the surface… 

PAPERTHINWALLS VERSE

too many things in my head that i can’t solve
i know that i know that i just want to dissolve
anything’s better than living this life
i’ll patiently wait as im holding this knife
patiently waiting for you to come back
im writing these letters that i’ll never send 
(i’ll never send)
and i’ll rot inside my head
never to be seen again
this isn’t real (woah)
my life’s lost all meaning (woah)
don’t know how to feel (woah) 
don’t know how to heal (woah)
my body’s decaying (decaying)
6 feet unground where i’ll stay 
you can leave me (underground, underground)

INTRO IN REVERSE

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epitomeoffailure x imslendr x paperthinwalls - remain unknown (metlast)

twitter beef might get these niggas fucked - xxx

#ImSippinTeaInYoHood	

#ImSippinTeaInYoHood (Prod. RONNYJLISTENUP)

falling 4 me (prod. lederrick x horse head)

Teen Romance EP Peep x Lederrick

Album Art by @terroru

lil peep - suck my blood (prod lederrick)

white wine w/ lil tracy (prod. nedarb)

Gustav Ahr's Album

fucked up (prod. horse head)

right here w/ horsehead (prod. nedarb)

LIL BO WEEP - I Wrote This Song 4 U

i dont wanna talk about it
life isnt about who screams and shouts the loudest
long ago i lost my heart aint found it
i guess mabye i can live with out it
oh
i would tell u how i feel but you know
life it goes too fast and too slow
lot of things that id like to know
to know

its getting late i should go now
thats all i wanted to say
ill be your heat when its cold out 
because god knows that the cold goes my way
ill lift you up when ur low down
because god knows that ive been felt that way

too fast and too slow [prod. lil soda boi]

Come Over When You're Sober

Awful Things ft. Lil Tracy (prod. by smokeasac x IIVI)

Better Off [Dying] (prod. by smokeasac & IIVI)

feelz - lil peep (prod. terio)

Lil Peep - Nose Ring

NOT OK BUT ITS OK

this is a non-profit track

produced by KATSURO BEATS

beat: https://youtu.be/WYAzbhjot60

lyrics:

Tell me what's the move
Tell me what's the move
What u make me go thru
There's only so much I can do

flow mcfly I brought the fucking future back
Spitting out some scooby snacks 
I grab the mic as if he slapped my girlfriend ass
And let it ring
Like every fucking pizza place I call
Around 11 fried as fuck it's just a medium cheese and drink it's not that hard
A lil pump of creamy caesar sauce and make the cheese havarti 
My scriptures never holy
I pull this shit from pits and beat the shit from it until it tells me stories
About it's former glory
About a distant war with swords to spill the blood of royal figures kind of gory
Horror story
Michael Myers walking thru the fire in the second one when Loomis flicked the lighter lit the ether fucked the both  of em up I'll win even if it kills me

Flying past the past
In a gloss black g class 
Only in my dreams so I sleep fast
Right now it's a dream but I got plenty of those I spose I'll just go catch some z's until somebody gives the cheat codes to me
Till then it's Hanes up on my socks and thrift shop tops with mid in a zip-lock in a wrist watch box I'm on a budget 
So easy does it
Square boys burgers mc nuggets and a root beer or something 

Tell me what's the move
Tell me what's the move
What u make me go thru
There's only so much I can do

Tell me what's the move
Tell me what's the move
What u make me go thru
There's only so much I can do

move (prod.  katsuro)

SAD!

Official Music Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YnYs3JzDt7c

Vocals by @supachefm
Produced, Engineered and Mastered by @ihateshinigami

Stream

options (prod. shinigami) [video in description]

Plant Life (prod. Daniel Hartzog x David Morse)

lil kunai shawty x bedhead - *wish granted* (p. kiri)

thanks for 10k <3
prod. @prodjody

tired and tied down
i need you like right now
stuck in my own head
i can’t find the way out

too far gone
can’t save me
these drugs keep me steady
my heart gets so heavy
a ghost i’m nobody at all

feel like i don’t exist
and you’re my only fix
i got a thing for you
i want you in my room

feel like i’m made of glass
watch me break in half
weight up on my back
is slowly crushing me

fight for my sanity
everyday suffer silently
devil inside of me
but your touch feeling heavenly
it feels like ecstasy
bringing my feelings back to me
but ice cold in my heart
is all i’ll ever be

and your face in my dreams
is all i ever see
when i’m awake
my brains filled with anxiety

tired and tied down
i need you like right now
stuck in my own head
i can’t find the way out

too far gone
can’t save me
these drugs keep me steady
my heart gets so heavy
a ghost i’m nobody at all

spotify

nobody at all (prod. jody)

~kawishii~

(kanashi)
i been feeling really down lately
made a lot of friends
but my brain say they hate me 
me and wish we been talkin on the daily
the walking dead the way we stay up late
we...listen to them talk their shit (keep talkin)
every song we write, yeah u know its a mfuckin hit, yeah
we dont need no confirmation
we dont play that stupid fake shit, yeah

yeah these mfers cappin
kanashi and wish, yeah u know its a hit
and these little pussy bois all talkin n shit
i dont wanna hear it 
and im so tired of it...
im so tired of it...
yeah im so tired...
take another hit
i need to be a little higher...

(wishy)
lil bitch, u can keep talkin that shit
kanashi hit me up, like yo wish lets make a hit
in the street im a big dog, u a bitch
i aint talkin bout a gear shift
but im grippin on a stick
every bar i spit, they know its fuckin sick
press the trigger till i hear a fuckin click
big kitch, yeah this shit do more than prick
wish<3 Kanashi<3 thats the mfuckin combo and this shit is fuckin lit

BITCH

so tired (w/whywewishღ)

i can’t get the sound of ur voice out of my head

i need sum help (VIDEO IN DESC)

hoepless