Agony.

prod by @svrviiive
cover by @hollowmindisdead

lyrics:
bitch i get you rest in peace
breaking your skull, never felt so bliss  
i fuck it all up? i deserve this shit? 
they breaking my heart but i let them quit

wow, fuck
never gave a fuck about scars 
but i feel it like a trauma first of all to my own nerves
im disgusting piece of shit and you just fuckin on my thoughts?
that's what you believe in, that's what you've been taught

how much was said of this cold empty words?
what had to happen to make me the worst?
i'll never let these crows peck at my corpse
yeah im tired of all the black cats going cross 

yuh 
never seen the point of this shit
when you lying to my eyes. you was right, disappear 
i will never miss again all this worries you bring 
when you look at me this time, what the fuck do you see? 

i cant stay. but yeah i wanted... 
i dont feel the same...
i dont feel it like i should  
survive again this hurricane...

i dont feel the way of living 
with this shit i grap...
but it's not your only fault 
i know i fucked it up...

i just want to feel some better cuz i feel
i fucked it up
i cant stay here for too long because i know 
i fucked it up 
i dont want to see your eyes again, i see 
i fucked it up 
but you will watch me how i start decay because 
i fucked it up 
(x2)

betrayed. [prod. svrviiive]

prod by @audioabomination 
cover by @hollowmindisdead

lyrics:
i was cold in past four years of my own suffering
i dwelled my room for nothing every time i woke alive again
i lost a part of myself, in the walls of mental hospital
i still remind these days and why the fuck im digging in my brain

im dig into my brain
now it's not the same
i dont feel like that
but in the depths i feel my pains

dig into my brain
my question is the same
am i really health
or is it the new one self deceit

yeah i don't give a fuck of my past
i just wish i'll never back again to this state

yeah, i felt stucked,i felt brain is up in mud
and yeah i felt like world is stopped
so what's for now? and now i thought

yeah im better be away
yeah im better be health
yeah im better be straight
yeah im better be dead

yeah i fucked up things
and they fucked up me
i was blind as fuck
but i learn to see the fuck i live?

i dont ever back to all these wards
i wish i'll never felt this pains as before

selfdeceit. [prod. abxminvtixn]

Release date: November 21, 2022
prod by me
artwork by me

COLOSSAL AGONY

prod by @svrviiive
cover by @hollowmindisdead

lyrics:
im traumatized
by the shards of life
that makes me gnaw my veins
and bite my lips and jowls to the ulcers

it breaks my mind.
and im still dwell this cage
it makes me feel so vile
and i swallow my nails like blades

ashes of my dreams
yeah it settled in my lungs and it break my ribs
yeah i fuck with this shit and i feel it like a burden of me
like i'll never escape i will never be free

sleeves up, and im back, to the scars on my hand
to my burns that i made, like a mark of my hate
to myself and the past, that is piercing my chest
hit the heart end - to -end, and im feel like im dead

I'm still breathing, spitting blood
and now im walking on the blade
to lose my hope and fall,
or hold and maybe see the light again?
the pain is gone, the wounds are healed
but i feel trapped in my own cage
which holds me back, it's like a prison
built of my own mental state

i used to wake up from my faintinings with my sleeves are fucking up
Im in a pool of still wet blood that flows like wine from my own wounds

and I dont want this shit to happen in my life again, no
and I just want to break this prison in my head to end this cold

mental prison. [prod. svrviiive]

prod by @svrviiive
cover by @hollowmindisdead

lyrics:
all my lyrics and shit
wouldn't make any sense if i wasn't a whin
but even if it is, at least ima real.
and i'm not a fucking pussyboy, not a fucking bitch

i don't give a fuck, i don't give a shit
if you think that ima low cuz i never was heard
try to make some sense of this pile of my scream
and you'll see the truth, you will see me bleed, you're just a bitch

sometimes i feel like piece of trash
and im tear on my lungs and my morbid flesh
i repeat it often like its my prayer
but it's my own life, i've never played

my creativity is self-medication
not a money counter , or love motivation
for me this commerce like a decapitation
i curse this shit and i will never make it

i curse this time when i was sick and doesn't know where i go
and while these motherfuckers think its an image im tryna cope
and my life is a record, ima needle on a gramophone
which draws new scratches everywhere until it comes to abrasion
(x2)

where will my fate take me this time i want to know
i feel so sick but if i've come this far, it means that i can't stop

i am feeling like erased
and i got no trace
so i hurt myself
like it's just in case

you can see it in my face
i am got in impasse
and i hate this place
and i hate my space

and i keep on fucking trying
all the motherfucking ways
how to love my flesh
how to love my face

and i'm really fucking try
win this goddamn hate
and i'm really trying
to win this hate

abrasions. [prod. svrviiive]

prod by @pieruun
cover by @hollowmindisdead

lyrics:
did i dropped to my sins?
did i losted all my feels now?
and when we all fall asleep
how you see me in your dreams?

maybe i am feel healthy and im enjoying everything?
im spending time with my close friends and we are still a fucking clique
or maybe im suicidal again and bleeding on my knees?
and im still sitting in motionless state like i am fucking freeze

but my whole life is constant duality
so every fucking dream that about me is can be prophetic.
it maybe looks like obvious garbage, a shitty tragedy
but im even got no hope to once decide the only side of me
(x2)

and now my thoughts are taking shades of empty houses and the crows
that pecking colors of my feels but i can't even let em go
they feed on brightness, but they never ever touching to my dark
and that's remains inside the wounds
and toxify me to my soul

but i'm still fighting them again
and i keep coloring my days
and trying not to touch my veins, bitch

and this is the answer to this shit
my ego conflict is a gift
that has become my fucking burden for my feels bitch

my duality concerns everything
should i run, should i stay, should i leave?
it is helps me, but it's like i'm weak
cuz i feel like im going to split 
(x2)

egoconflict. [prod. pieruun]

prod by @svrviiive
cover by @hollowmindisdead

lyrics:
i feel the pus in the deep of my throat
i see my nails eaten while im still mope
i swear my head's going burst of my thoughts
im so much wasted while thinking of worse

but i'll never be affected, im suspecting im gonna stop
one day i'll heal, at least i have big amount of hope
i open my scars again to see what im gonna lost
if i will fall one day of my suicidal lust

i keep staring into my scars
i still suffering just because
of my mind and my feelings of gross
im stone as troll in the sun, in the moss

oh fuck, i can say a lot of smart words
to describe my state of sadness and scorn
i am aim for the joy but get sad, no scope
i won't lacking of piece of love from the world

i can't stop right now, but i hope...
i can die, but i can't leave this world...
with no trace, i should leave my own
you'll see i did, and i will help you all

dismayed. [prod. svrviiive]

This is not safe.

@voidkll ⮕ linktr.ee/voidkll
@kracaa ⮕ linktr.ee/kracaa_music

Free Download

Hazard

Prod: https://soundcloud.com/brvdy

LYRICS:

All of them gone
Nothing’s the same
Lost in my head
Last to remain

Dreaming of days that would be today
Today is not worth it cuz time slips away
It’s weird that I feel like I’m missing the pain
I got what I wanted there was no mistake
But with all of the anger and passion away
The person I was and I am is not the same
It’s making me feel like I’m losing something
Deep in my soul I’ve always felt hate

Why do I feel like the lost times are better
And
Why do I feel like the rain is getting wetter
Dark days arise out of days in the light
Times without war there is peace in the sky
I’m awaiting the day that I know will arrive

Arrive bitch I will be ready
Licking the blade on my bloody machete
Just run like you do
You’re fucking pathetic 

All of them gone
Nothing’s the same
Lost in my head
Last to remain

LOST TIME (PROD. BRVDY)

Free download from Hypeddit:
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SIRE:
@sirednb
www.instagram.com/sire_dnb/

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@strictlymnml
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Sire - Goblin (Free Download)

DEVIL GENE EP ANNOUNCEMENT

"DEPTH STRIDA x KAISER - DEVIL GENE EP" IN WORK, SHOW SOME LOVE TO @k_ai_se_r

LYRICS

[VERSE]

ABANDONED FROM THE DEVILS VAULT
WAS BORN IN THE UNDEAD WARD
SCRUBS WITH SOME TIGERCLAWS
TOOK ME FROM MY LOVELY  MOM

NOW I DONT KNOW WHERE I BELONG AND
CORRECT ME IF I AM WRONG BUT
I BEEN WAITING WAY TO LONG
MY FAMILY IS FUCKING SCUM
EVERYTHING KEPT MOVING ON
I AM NOT MY FATHERS SON
MY GRANDFATHER I LOVED HIM ONCE
FUCK THE BLOODLINE FUCK YOU PUNK


ZAIBASTU  START THE HUNT WITH KAZAMA AS BATTLEFRONT
CATCH THESE HANDS FROM CATACOMBS IM SICK OF BEING 
UNDERDOG

DEVILGENE CATALYST  OWNING THE SHADOWS MIST
SHOW ME UR FIGHTING TRICKS ILL BREAK YOU LIKE A STICK
YOU GOT NO PASSION BITCH TAKE OFF YOUR GLASSES 
ILL TURN YOU TO ASHES MY FIST TASTES LIKE ACID

GODFIST GODFIST BITCH IM DUCKING ALL OF IT
ALSO LET ME JUST ADMIT YOU FIGHTING LIKE A WHINY BITCH
GET SOME KNOWLEDGE LEARN YOUR SHIT
GET UR ASS UP WORK UR FISTS
TRY WHATEVER LOOK FOR BLISS
DEVILJIN GOT ALL OF IT


[HOOK]

DEVILJIN DEVILJIN BITCH CALL ME DEVILJIN 
I AM THE DEVILS SIN THAT NEVER MEAN TO BEEN
DOUBT ME IS BLASPHEMY IM WORKING RESTLESSLY
FIND ALL THE RECIPES  CONTROL THE DEVIL GENE

DEVIL JIN IN MY CLIQUE BITCH
KEEP TALKING ALL UR SHIT BITCH

MISHIMA ZAIBATSU RISE [PROD. KAISER]

Alienation

Deathspell ft. Kill Ebola

ALIEN VS TERMINATOR

ANAL PROBE ft. KAMASUTRA 9G

GHOSTOFBLU - RESENT

RUN THRU YOU!

RUN THRU YOU! w/ VNXM & SEZM (Prod. SANPERSEUS)

vocals @bruude

I told you, don’t fuck with my head
I’ll show you, every ounce of my pain
Fuck you, you should be afraid
I’ll kill you, nothing awaits 
x2

Why don’t you shut the fuck up when I speak
I’ll be the reason your family grieve
No one is worthy to stand next to me
You’re so blinded by poison you can’t even see
I’ve got voices in my head and all of them scream
Life is a prison I don’t wanna breathe
Why am I here, take me away
I don’t wanna hear, what you have to say
Break me in pieces, I don’t wanna stay 
I’m already broken, anyway

No one can fix me I accept what I am
I got way too much hate so no wonder I’m sad
Leave me alone wanna rot like trash
I told you, you don’t really know who I am
I see it on your face when I take off the mask
You say it’s OK but I know it’s an act

I told you, don’t fuck with my head
I’ll show you, every ounce of my pain
Fuck you, you should be afraid
I’ll kill you, nothing awaits 
x2

dismayed. [prod. svrviiive]

hollow mind.

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