prod by @audioabomination
cover by @hollowmindisdead

lyrics:
bitch stop
you talkin dumb i have enough
i never fucks with these cunts that always broken my trust
all emotions down, there's a mental scars

this shit just got me weep
yeah i used to cry i used to be sick
but god, i've already have to seen so much shit
so your fucking betray didn't hurt me so deep

so i don't give a fuck what you say about me
oh i don't give a fuck what you think about me
i seen so many fucking bullshit, now u see my cutted limbs
but i pulled out your black nails that pierced right under my ribs

i met you in the stage of resist
you said we can handle but raped my feels
to be honest i glad that i got you to leave
when this bullshit is gone i became kinda free

fucked up
i felt fucked up with my thoughts
this time when i was in psychical ward
when the stranger was closer than people i loved

and i know you can hear what i'm talking about
what i sing, bitch, what i shout
you thought i miss you but i don't
emotion passed, this stage is gone

but these other fuckers still blame me for cold
but why should i be warm with you? bitch we are both
why you wasn't around when im feeling im scorn
when my music i made was a suicide note

now my mental instable has opened my eye
i see what is wrong with you and what is right
i won't closing my eyes when i seeing the light
and i still going thru, i keep holding on life

catharsis. [prod. abxminvtixn]

Release date: November 21, 2022
prod by me
artwork by me

COLOSSAL AGONY

prod by @pieruun
cover by @hollowmindisdead

lyrics:
did i dropped to my sins?
did i losted all my feels now?
and when we all fall asleep
how you see me in your dreams?

maybe i am feel healthy and im enjoying everything?
im spending time with my close friends and we are still a fucking clique
or maybe im suicidal again and bleeding on my knees?
and im still sitting in motionless state like i am fucking freeze

but my whole life is constant duality
so every fucking dream that about me is can be prophetic.
it maybe looks like obvious garbage, a shitty tragedy
but im even got no hope to once decide the only side of me
(x2)

and now my thoughts are taking shades of empty houses and the crows
that pecking colors of my feels but i can't even let em go
they feed on brightness, but they never ever touching to my dark
and that's remains inside the wounds
and toxify me to my soul

but i'm still fighting them again
and i keep coloring my days
and trying not to touch my veins, bitch

and this is the answer to this shit
my ego conflict is a gift
that has become my fucking burden for my feels bitch

my duality concerns everything
should i run, should i stay, should i leave?
it is helps me, but it's like i'm weak
cuz i feel like im going to split 
(x2)

egoconflict. [prod. pieruun]

prod by @svrviiive
cover by @hollowmindisdead

lyrics:
i feel the pus in the deep of my throat
i see my nails eaten while im still mope
i swear my head's going burst of my thoughts
im so much wasted while thinking of worse

but i'll never be affected, im suspecting im gonna stop
one day i'll heal, at least i have big amount of hope
i open my scars again to see what im gonna lost
if i will fall one day of my suicidal lust

i keep staring into my scars
i still suffering just because
of my mind and my feelings of gross
im stone as troll in the sun, in the moss

oh fuck, i can say a lot of smart words
to describe my state of sadness and scorn
i am aim for the joy but get sad, no scope
i won't lacking of piece of love from the world

i can't stop right now, but i hope...
i can die, but i can't leave this world...
with no trace, i should leave my own
you'll see i did, and i will help you all

dismayed. [prod. svrviiive]

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God's Presence Is Here 142 @prodbyquill 👼🪽📿

Produced by: @krvmpux
@isekvi @isekvi @isekvi @isekvi
Mastering by me

Lyrics
Saetrina (mixed by me)

I wanna see you lie in your own blood
As I feel my mind collapsing down
Please hold me tight lucyfer
Watch me bleed out

I$EKVI (mixed by @xf8x)

all i want is you 

but you broke my heart and that’s true
i can not live without you

$aetrina X I$EKVI - BLEEDING DRY (Prod. KRVMPUX)

its time to pack up everything u know 
u wont need it where were fucking going 
arent u tired of running from your self
and climbing out holes u digging and go in
 but growth is hard and it will happen slowly 
come back to creek leak freely flowing
i dont neeed people places and wealth 
evolving my soul to me more important 
drops in the creek
the leak fell asleep 
evolve while u breathe 
we die and still be 
come back to the creek and be free
with me

beyond

Produced by IKVRI
Written & Mixed by Yxung Plague

Lyrics



i wanna hear yu scream for me 

please cry your pain away
while I snatch your spine out
wrap it around your throat
listening to your neck snap in half
no one can hear you cry
no one can hear you scream
your all alone now
what a pity 

every evil human on this planet will be killed off one by one
I don't care if it's illegal to kill them for who they are
they will never learn from their actions 

i wanna hear you scream for me

Strangling yxu with yxur xwn Spinal Cxrd

STRANGLING YXU WITH YXUR XWN SPINAL CXRD (Prod. IKVRI)

i hate when you breathe w/ goth [prod. pulse]

i will let go

dancing with me in silencing breeze 
can i give she what you gave me
words anchoring left with laughing 
peel off my face aint special case 
clearer than day then cast away 
back to this ape guess ill just wait 

racket ball with lennons words 
past has passed wont carry her
just started my journeying 
want some love and connecting 
no more carrots no more strings 
dance and sing i found my wings 
in that endless tenseless sea 
blank say blank and blank i see

egoconflict. [prod. pieruun]

hollow mind.