Agony.

prod by @svrviiive
cover by @hollowmindisdead

lyrics:
bitch i get you rest in peace
breaking your skull, never felt so bliss  
i fuck it all up? i deserve this shit? 
they breaking my heart but i let them quit

wow, fuck
never gave a fuck about scars 
but i feel it like a trauma first of all to my own nerves
im disgusting piece of shit and you just fuckin on my thoughts?
that's what you believe in, that's what you've been taught

how much was said of this cold empty words?
what had to happen to make me the worst?
i'll never let these crows peck at my corpse
yeah im tired of all the black cats going cross 

yuh 
never seen the point of this shit
when you lying to my eyes. you was right, disappear 
i will never miss again all this worries you bring 
when you look at me this time, what the fuck do you see? 

i cant stay. but yeah i wanted... 
i dont feel the same...
i dont feel it like i should  
survive again this hurricane...

i dont feel the way of living 
with this shit i grap...
but it's not your only fault 
i know i fucked it up...

i just want to feel some better cuz i feel
i fucked it up
i cant stay here for too long because i know 
i fucked it up 
i dont want to see your eyes again, i see 
i fucked it up 
but you will watch me how i start decay because 
i fucked it up 
(x2)

betrayed. [prod. svrviiive]

prod by @audioabomination 
cover by @hollowmindisdead

lyrics:
i was cold in past four years of my own suffering
i dwelled my room for nothing every time i woke alive again
i lost a part of myself, in the walls of mental hospital
i still remind these days and why the fuck im digging in my brain

im dig into my brain
now it's not the same
i dont feel like that
but in the depths i feel my pains

dig into my brain
my question is the same
am i really health
or is it the new one self deceit

yeah i don't give a fuck of my past
i just wish i'll never back again to this state

yeah, i felt stucked,i felt brain is up in mud
and yeah i felt like world is stopped
so what's for now? and now i thought

yeah im better be away
yeah im better be health
yeah im better be straight
yeah im better be dead

yeah i fucked up things
and they fucked up me
i was blind as fuck
but i learn to see the fuck i live?

i dont ever back to all these wards
i wish i'll never felt this pains as before

selfdeceit. [prod. abxminvtixn]

prod by @audioabomination
cover by @hollowmindisdead

lyrics:
bitch stop
you talkin dumb i have enough
i never fucks with these cunts that always broken my trust
all emotions down, there's a mental scars

this shit just got me weep
yeah i used to cry i used to be sick
but god, i've already have to seen so much shit
so your fucking betray didn't hurt me so deep

so i don't give a fuck what you say about me
oh i don't give a fuck what you think about me
i seen so many fucking bullshit, now u see my cutted limbs
but i pulled out your black nails that pierced right under my ribs

i met you in the stage of resist
you said we can handle but raped my feels
to be honest i glad that i got you to leave
when this bullshit is gone i became kinda free

fucked up
i felt fucked up with my thoughts
this time when i was in psychical ward
when the stranger was closer than people i loved

and i know you can hear what i'm talking about
what i sing, bitch, what i shout
you thought i miss you but i don't
emotion passed, this stage is gone

but these other fuckers still blame me for cold
but why should i be warm with you? bitch we are both
why you wasn't around when im feeling im scorn
when my music i made was a suicide note

now my mental instable has opened my eye
i see what is wrong with you and what is right
i won't closing my eyes when i seeing the light
and i still going thru, i keep holding on life

catharsis. [prod. abxminvtixn]

Release date: November 21, 2022
prod by me
artwork by me

COLOSSAL AGONY

prod by @svrviiive
cover by @hollowmindisdead

lyrics:
im traumatized
by the shards of life
that makes me gnaw my veins
and bite my lips and jowls to the ulcers

it breaks my mind.
and im still dwell this cage
it makes me feel so vile
and i swallow my nails like blades

ashes of my dreams
yeah it settled in my lungs and it break my ribs
yeah i fuck with this shit and i feel it like a burden of me
like i'll never escape i will never be free

sleeves up, and im back, to the scars on my hand
to my burns that i made, like a mark of my hate
to myself and the past, that is piercing my chest
hit the heart end - to -end, and im feel like im dead

I'm still breathing, spitting blood
and now im walking on the blade
to lose my hope and fall,
or hold and maybe see the light again?
the pain is gone, the wounds are healed
but i feel trapped in my own cage
which holds me back, it's like a prison
built of my own mental state

i used to wake up from my faintinings with my sleeves are fucking up
Im in a pool of still wet blood that flows like wine from my own wounds

and I dont want this shit to happen in my life again, no
and I just want to break this prison in my head to end this cold

mental prison. [prod. svrviiive]

prod by @svrviiive
cover by @hollowmindisdead

lyrics:
all my lyrics and shit
wouldn't make any sense if i wasn't a whin
but even if it is, at least ima real.
and i'm not a fucking pussyboy, not a fucking bitch

i don't give a fuck, i don't give a shit
if you think that ima low cuz i never was heard
try to make some sense of this pile of my scream
and you'll see the truth, you will see me bleed, you're just a bitch

sometimes i feel like piece of trash
and im tear on my lungs and my morbid flesh
i repeat it often like its my prayer
but it's my own life, i've never played

my creativity is self-medication
not a money counter , or love motivation
for me this commerce like a decapitation
i curse this shit and i will never make it

i curse this time when i was sick and doesn't know where i go
and while these motherfuckers think its an image im tryna cope
and my life is a record, ima needle on a gramophone
which draws new scratches everywhere until it comes to abrasion
(x2)

where will my fate take me this time i want to know
i feel so sick but if i've come this far, it means that i can't stop

i am feeling like erased
and i got no trace
so i hurt myself
like it's just in case

you can see it in my face
i am got in impasse
and i hate this place
and i hate my space

and i keep on fucking trying
all the motherfucking ways
how to love my flesh
how to love my face

and i'm really fucking try
win this goddamn hate
and i'm really trying
to win this hate

abrasions. [prod. svrviiive]

prod by @pieruun
cover by @hollowmindisdead

lyrics:
did i dropped to my sins?
did i losted all my feels now?
and when we all fall asleep
how you see me in your dreams?

maybe i am feel healthy and im enjoying everything?
im spending time with my close friends and we are still a fucking clique
or maybe im suicidal again and bleeding on my knees?
and im still sitting in motionless state like i am fucking freeze

but my whole life is constant duality
so every fucking dream that about me is can be prophetic.
it maybe looks like obvious garbage, a shitty tragedy
but im even got no hope to once decide the only side of me
(x2)

and now my thoughts are taking shades of empty houses and the crows
that pecking colors of my feels but i can't even let em go
they feed on brightness, but they never ever touching to my dark
and that's remains inside the wounds
and toxify me to my soul

but i'm still fighting them again
and i keep coloring my days
and trying not to touch my veins, bitch

and this is the answer to this shit
my ego conflict is a gift
that has become my fucking burden for my feels bitch

my duality concerns everything
should i run, should i stay, should i leave?
it is helps me, but it's like i'm weak
cuz i feel like im going to split 
(x2)

egoconflict. [prod. pieruun]

prod by @svrviiive
cover by @hollowmindisdead

lyrics:
i feel the pus in the deep of my throat
i see my nails eaten while im still mope
i swear my head's going burst of my thoughts
im so much wasted while thinking of worse

but i'll never be affected, im suspecting im gonna stop
one day i'll heal, at least i have big amount of hope
i open my scars again to see what im gonna lost
if i will fall one day of my suicidal lust

i keep staring into my scars
i still suffering just because
of my mind and my feelings of gross
im stone as troll in the sun, in the moss

oh fuck, i can say a lot of smart words
to describe my state of sadness and scorn
i am aim for the joy but get sad, no scope
i won't lacking of piece of love from the world

i can't stop right now, but i hope...
i can die, but i can't leave this world...
with no trace, i should leave my own
you'll see i did, and i will help you all

dismayed. [prod. svrviiive]

Glory.

My new EP "Destination" is a new stage in my work. There will be more and better things to come. I want to continue developing in the field of electronic music.

Vibing

Produced by: @krvmpux
@isekvi @isekvi @isekvi @isekvi
Mastering by me

Lyrics
Saetrina (mixed by me)

I wanna see you lie in your own blood
As I feel my mind collapsing down
Please hold me tight lucyfer
Watch me bleed out

I$EKVI (mixed by @xf8x)

all i want is you 

but you broke my heart and that’s true
i can not live without you

$aetrina X I$EKVI - BLEEDING DRY (Prod. KRVMPUX)

its time to pack up everything u know 
u wont need it where were fucking going 
arent u tired of running from your self
and climbing out holes u digging and go in
 but growth is hard and it will happen slowly 
come back to creek leak freely flowing
i dont neeed people places and wealth 
evolving my soul to me more important 
drops in the creek
the leak fell asleep 
evolve while u breathe 
we die and still be 
come back to the creek and be free
with me

beyond

Produced by IKVRI
Written & Mixed by Yxung Plague

Lyrics



i wanna hear yu scream for me 

please cry your pain away
while I snatch your spine out
wrap it around your throat
listening to your neck snap in half
no one can hear you cry
no one can hear you scream
your all alone now
what a pity 

every evil human on this planet will be killed off one by one
I don't care if it's illegal to kill them for who they are
they will never learn from their actions 

i wanna hear you scream for me

Strangling yxu with yxur xwn Spinal Cxrd

STRANGLING YXU WITH YXUR XWN SPINAL CXRD (Prod. IKVRI)

i hate when you breathe w/ goth [prod. pulse]

i will let go

dancing with me in silencing breeze 
can i give she what you gave me
words anchoring left with laughing 
peel off my face aint special case 
clearer than day then cast away 
back to this ape guess ill just wait 

racket ball with lennons words 
past has passed wont carry her
just started my journeying 
want some love and connecting 
no more carrots no more strings 
dance and sing i found my wings 
in that endless tenseless sea 
blank say blank and blank i see

egoconflict. [prod. pieruun]

hollow mind.

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