w/ @9s0uls & @lovesickxo
prod me
mixed by me 9s lovesick
cover by me

fragile +9souls +lovesickxo

lyrics 
I feel like I can’t
I swear I feel like I can’t do this much longer
Like i’m losing who I am
Losing who I am

I feel like I can’t
I swear I feel like I can’t do this much longer
Like i’m losing who I am
Losing who I am

I pull up begging you that I can just go back again
I popped this perc cause that’s the only thing that keeps me in
You talk a lot like you ain’t ever try to play pretend
I never talk cause I got shit I rather bottle in
Cause I know it’s so hard to be
Living in a world, give me time to breathe
Every time we talk, spin it back to me
playing with my heart it ain’t hard to see

I feel like I can’t
I swear I feel like I can’t do this much longer
Like i’m losing who I am
Losing who I am

I feel like I can’t
I swear I feel like I can’t do this much longer
Like i’m losing who I am
Losing who I am

who i am

stream

who i am [lazylabor & happ]

Bite Vår Stil w/ Lil Hulk & Eddie (homeboyjakob)

prod neverforever

filled with broken promises n shit that i regret
hold me close im dyin soon i hope u dont 4get
tell me its ok cuz bae i bet u kno the best
problems will arise wen i js wana fuckin rest

xanax for my temper , my heaart u cut , dismembered
forgot to feel , remember . ts it wont get better
i cry n rip my sweater , i wrote this as a letter
ima fuckin loser,. but beggars cant be choosers

beggin tht my life will end, sry if u were my friend
death is alr spent
tell me im fucked up ik that
death is 2close for me to turn back

im writin all the same songs , u kno i wont b here long
i figured u would love me if i became something
i h8 ppl they h8 me
no1 feels the same thing
lyin is wat made me
u cant pretend u saved me ..

tearing at my sweater [neverforever]

REM w/ ybcmiley (sor x warheart x eli yf)

say where ur going [nxietymeds]

THIS HOUSE IS HAUNTED ??/??/25 whole project prod @s0ftskelet0ns

blacklight w/ ybcmiley (s0ftskelet0ns)

Ways2Love (prod. 4damier)

HONEST w/ JUT, Jus & treez (prod. flesh)



★hope my heart will start to mend..★

[producer]
@xysoftshade

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/pogchampswagepicfrfr/lethargy-prod-xysoftshade-nitecore-mix

lyrics:
intro:
don’t know what they expect from me
have a stable life by 23
i’m trying my best but no one seems to see it
and i don’t get much rest…

hook:
i just don’t know where to go
all this time nothing to show
time ticks by but never slow
paralyzed and turned to stone

working hard right to the bone
but i guess i have never grown
what i’ve done i’ll never know
paralyzed and turned to stone

bridge:
when im waking up, i don’t feel enough
but i have to keep on going forward
and i know its rough, you can call my bluff
now im just surrounded till im cornered

if i told you everything
i don’t know if you’d believe it
walk around a zombie 
yeah i swear you have to see it
everydays the same
and i swear to god i mean it

if i told you everything
you have to swear you won’t repeat it

now im falling down again
tell me will this ever end
ive been trying to pretend
hope my heart will start to mend

bridge:
you tell me i’m dreaming now
you tell me i’m dreaming

repeat hook:
i just don’t know where to go
all this time nothing to show
time ticks by but never slow
paralyzed and turned to stone

working hard right to the bone
but i guess i have never grown
what i’ve done i’ll never know
paralyzed and turned to stone
