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sitting in the nosebleed
honesty in my head
it was better
unsaid
feeling like you're lonely
wish i could be so deaf
to noises in my head'
i forgot to tie my shoelace i hope i break my back
i wish you were here when my vision turned black
i know now
you were feeling like you couldn't make it back

couldn't make it back (repeated for ages)

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nosebleed

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watercolor

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vocals, production, mixing etc. by harvest
written by harvest & @brycedoesmusic

lyrics:
said i'd call you on a tuesday
hope you didn't write that
my words just give me toothaches
every time i bite back
glad you never captured the moment that i left it all in a hurry
it was wednesday
it was blurry
i'm not lying
i was worried

i'm not quite sure 
i'm always bored
your name ignored
black chalk on black floors
i'm not impressed
i'm always vexxed
your name means stress
wish i just cared less

wish i just cared less

i'm sorry i don't know yet
even though i sounded like yours
i never really knew why
i kept on shutting these doors
i think it has to do with
the way i'm feeling inside
and when i say it out loud
i start to realise all these lies


i'm not quite sure 
i'm always bored
your name ignored
black chalk on black floors
i'm not impressed
i'm always vexxed
your name means stress
wish i just cared less

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black chalk

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at least i tried!

FAITH (feat. avenuekid)

@r6c
girl maybe 
i could turn you to my trap baby
why you always got me going crazy
we could flip a pack on the daily

how you do me like that fucked up my own bag
i was throwing hands i ain have no strap
man i was too focused
ian realize everybody bogus

dam i didn't notice
i was just too used to it
girl you act too new to it
but ik u not new to it

@iyiri
girl we both know you aint used to this
in the traplight aint new to it
got my own vision n they viewing it
i could never turn my back im true to this

i could see them hating from the sidelines its cool
cuz im good , its nothing new
they been hating on me since i was a noob
i cant see myself with nobody but you
fly you out maybe i can see you soon

feel like i should 
maybe we could
take some time i know you misunderstood
n then i would

trapbaby, arun iyiri jaakuna & angel rothumi jaakuna

big eyes (feat. MIRSY)

another day another hopeless expectation
im in my head with all these hopeless contemplations
i remember we were sitting in the basement
couldn't tell if i was just another replacement

right back to how it used to be
right back to how i felt back in 2015
its just how it's meant to be
i just fell right inbetween
all those nights i spent alone
cause there's no other way to be

right back to how it used to be
right back to how i felt
when nothing happening was new to me
i cant get through to me
so i just isolate myself
cause nothing ever feels true to me

another day another hopeless expectation
im in my head with all these hopeless contemplations
i remember we were sitting in the basement
couldn't tell if i was just another replacement

now it's back to how it used to be
in my head my thoughts consuming me
how long until i truly see
that im the only one fooling me

i got used to it

with hope that this wasn't how you’d leave us
it’s still cold. is this what the future brings us? 
without the sun the reason drowns and now you’re gone

i saw what it held but never found the light
you’re one with the clouds, there’s still no help
you were forced to give up alone in the poison arms

however far the fall was down still wasn't far enough somehow

with every tear fell a sense of peace
i still thought that this wasn't how you’d leave us
without the sun the reason drowns and now you’re gone

i saw what it held but never found the light
you’re one with the clouds, there’s still no help
you were forced to give up alone in the poison arms

how was the fall to the other side?
i wonder what the feeling is like

prod/mix/mst by me
artwork by me

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sodus void

so you’ve gone away 
but i still wait for a glimpse of you in a vacant room
i’ve never known the words to say 
so i’ve stayed up for a sense of truth
but hate the thought of waking up alone

hope will hide those thoughts that would eat at you
but i won't manage to see it through 
i hate the truth of waiting under the gun

i’ll go far away from the place i knew
but i won't manage to see it through
the weight that grew too heavy to bare it alone
i wish it would go
i’ve lost the hope
i’m gone

i want to wait but i still hate what i did 
to prove myself to you
is there still hope that this can change?
i’m wondering what it meant to you
i hate the thought of waking up alone

hope will hide those thoughts 
that would eat at you
but i won't manage to see it through 
i hate the truth of waiting under the gun

i’ll go far away from the place i knew
but i won't manage to see it through
the weight that grew too heavy to bare it alone
i wish it would go
i’ve lost the hope
i’m gone

prod/mix/mst by me

blind in the snow

ive been working on an album for a while, but im honestly unhappy with how its turning out. i'll be going back to releasing frequent singles and maybe an album later this year. thanks to everyone that listens

prod by me
photo by blunt weather

lyrics: 
i think its time i quit asking me why
i sit and watch the ceiling in the night time
i dont have nothin left in me to fight
why do i always quit before i try

saying its over
i dont want to force the closure
i just want to free my shoulders
and i cant lie, i let it take over
feeding into all the lies
with no compromise
and if it could be any different
reaching and creating distance
a victim to my own decisions
i know, but i cant lie

i wont lie, i know its my fault

homesick

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