Remix of my track written in 2020
https://on.soundcloud.com/xDfcy

Wind Techno Remix

Sick Of Myself (Discohones Edit)

Prod. melone

Lyrics🔻


Dear God
All of these broken dreams kill me
I could’ve of been so much more save me
Oh cause I’ve been spiraling I’m empty
Pick me up don’t shut me out I’m begging

Nobody knows how I’m feeling
Don’t talk to me cause I’m reeling 
I’m out of control what’s the meaning
To life cause I know this ain’t it

I split my ties with the noose won’t commit
Won’t slit my wrist cause deep down I feel hopeful 
A kid with dreams bright as opal
But sin this sin stains my focal

What the point of life
I’m borderline insane
I’m trying I hear your voice
When I start crying it fucks me up 
To know I’m lying cause I’m not fine
I pick me up by getting high
Lost track of time I hate myself 
I feel confined I’m overwhelmed just

Tell me you’ve heard what I said I’m 
Overly sick in the head I’m 
Morbid I think bout my death I’m 
Venting my sorrows in depth I
Pray to God that I find strength in
My darkness I’m catching my breath now
I’m learning my faith has been strengthened 
Now I refuse to live life hell bent 

Dear God
All of these broken dreams kill me
Could’ve of been so much more save me
Oh cause I’ve been spiraling I’m empty
Pick me up don’t shut me out I’m begging

Broken Dreams

Prod. THERSX

Lyrics🔻

To the man in the mirror
I hate you 
You’ve had enough 
Now it’s time to erase you
You gave your all
But it’s time to sedate you
You shut em out
Truth is they all forgot you

What’s some pride to an addict
I lost mine through all the static
They say I’m just dramatic 
But my eyes have seen some manic
My eyes have seen the madness
And tragically it’s traumatic
We live our life in panic
That one day we might be stranded

And the truth is life is ruthless 
We all useless I feel clueless
But it’ll take time 
Stand clear of the grapevine
No one gives a fuck
So I won’t let you have mine
Im always feeling stuck
I get high just to pass time

To the man in the mirror
I hate you 
You’ve had enough 
Now it’s time to erase you
You gave your all
But it’s time to sedate you
You shut em out
Truth is they all forgot you

Live and I learn 
Nothing comes easy but bridges will burn
One day all my demons will churn
And burn up in flames put they’re ashes in urns 

Live unrighteous I’m in crisis
Call me toxic I’m a virus
I’m neurotic I act shamesless 
But the truth is that I hate this 

So why the fuck do I come back to all this comatose
Cause this ain’t living now I can’t see myself growing old
I had a dream the world was ending I was all alone
Talk to the mirror cause some days I miss when I was home

To the man in the mirror
I hate you 
You’ve had enough 
Now it’s time to erase you
You gave your all
But it’s time to sedate you
You shut em out
Truth is they all forgot you

Man in the Mirror

Prod. THERSX

Lyrics🔻

Fighting with dad
He says that I’m going crazy
But you misunderstand 
And you can always blame me
But this is not the man
That I’ll be when I turn eighty
No one understands 
It’s the drugs so please don’t hate me

Lonely nights got me fed up
With my life feel the venom
In the knife pushing deeper
Through my spine but it get better
As they say I wrote this letter
Just to say that I regret it everyday
And I’ll do better I’m just saying

There’s more to life than feeling numb
Or getting high or toting guns 
Or toxic fights or a tab on tongue
Or shooting dice or to always run
And no I’m not the man you wanted 
Me to be my dreams are haunted Memories of me in darkness 
I concede in fear I’m

Heartless I don’t want this don’t go
                                        (X2)

Dear dad I’m sorry I love you believe
That things are in order I hate when you grieve
But all things aside I’ve been turning the leaf
I’ve been using your lessons to listen preceive
And dear mom I’m sorry I’ll answer you calls
I know you get lonely and worry bout Ma
You worry bout me if I’m having withdrawals
But I swear that I’m clean and I’m making a change

Fighting with dad
He says that I’m going crazy
But you misunderstand 
And you can always blame me
But this is not the man
That I’ll be when I turn eighty
No one understands 
It’s the drugs so please don’t hate me

The Turning Leaf

Prod. THERSX

Lyrics🔻

(We all) go through loss painful thoughts dwell on what you told me
You said this world is mine to make youngblood it’s time you show me
These midnight talks endless walks miss when you would scold me
Then doubt unfurled I always break cause I know these are memories 

(I said) this ain’t it
No this can’t be it
I’m a go off grid
I’m a sell my soul 
Wait maybe not that
But you catch my drift 
Thought maybe I’ll rap
That’ll get me through this

I don’t care for speculation call me broken
My brokenness is an ocean
Emotionless never open
I’m motionless from this potion
No soulfulness in my motion
I’m motiveless in my notions
It’s bottomless with corrosion I’m

Young and broke with a big old heart
Ever since that day I just fall apart 
Act like I’m okay but inside I’m scarred
But I persevere cause I can’t restart

I know it’s hard let me be there for you
I know this year I could see skies bright blue

(We all) go through loss painful thoughts dwell on what you told me
You said this world is mine to make youngblood it’s time you show me
These midnight talks endless walks miss when you would scold me
Then doubt unfurled I always break cause I know these are memories 

(Yeah) I need substance I’m a nuisance 
Don’t got two sense got like two cents
I feel distant from my loved ones
Always roll one I’m insistent
On my own fun but it ain’t fun
Coexistent with my demons
I feel so numb God I’m so done
Reminiscent on the lost ones

Now I feel like a burden
And nothing really feels worth it
I know I’m lost that’s for certain
I feel like nobody sees me
I’m getting lost in this bourbon
I need somebody to hear me
I don’t want you to feel sorry
Oh God you know that I’m sorry

Oh God you know that I’m sorry
                                               (X4)

(We all) go through loss painful thoughts dwell on what you told me
You said this world is mine to make youngblood it’s time you show me
These midnight talks endless walks miss when you would scold me
Then doubt unfurled I always break cause I know these are memories

Youngblood

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Songs can help us process things with sound. Photo clip from a video taken by Jimmy Kelley, host of the open mic at The Irish Village in Boston, MA. Mixed & mastered by Sahan Kumaratunga. Lyrics below.

Something We Saw

Smiling in the dark,
Can be exhilarating,
Make us feel golden,
And free.

Awe is more than an emotion,
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Insight into meaning, greater than ourselves.
It’s a sense of, the mystery beyond,
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