you are a Special Case of the Universe. Amazing as usual my love ❤

I LOVE working with dialogue and maybe you do too!! Here's all my dialogue works in sequential order!

Dialogue Ditties

I was at my ma's the other day and found this lecture by Alan Watts. When I started hearing voices, I thought of my harmonious hallucinations as bhodisattvas meant to guide me through life - all I had to do was go with the flow. The same concept proved true to this day; follow the path of least resistance/the path with the least stress. Wu Wei.

Wu Wei - Feat. Alan Watts

The vocal samples are from Terence Mckenna's discussion, "The Anatomy of Insanity." The man gets it.

Divine Madness - Feat. Terence McKenna

This ends my psychedelic lectures kick, I think.

While I was psychotic, I experienced a myriad of delusions. My FAVORITE delusion was that I had inherited a cult that had just lost it's leader. "Mindfulness, Meditation, and Marijuana" were my tenets. 

Meditation is the bees knees.

Musical Meditation - Feat. Alan Watts

Just a fun little ditty about acid. 

I, personally, am a huge fan of hallucinogens. I'm taking a responsible hiatus, though, and waiting one year after psychosis breaking to minimize the risk of a bad trip.

Only a few months left!!

Labyrinthian Lucy

I've been on a bit of an Alan Watts kick lately and the biggest reason is because of his understanding of insanity. For months, the only thing that was real for me was who I was as a person. No amount of institutionalizations could touch that and no delusion could call it into question. 

Not my standing in the world - be it superhuman, god, or angelic vessel - but what made me ME. My personality and character profile were the only things that stayed consistent through the most tumultuous time of my life. 

This time last year, I had just begun to lose my mind. 

But, hey, "all life is spontaneous"

Spontaneous Self - Feat. Alan Watts

Celestial Consciousness - Feat. Alan Watts

I am happy to present the first joint song this year with Shark Teeth. I hope you like it as much as we do :-)

Here the way to Shark Teeth's fantastic work: https://soundcloud.com/shark_teeth93

LYRICS:
Do you think you're ready for what I've got on my mind?
You think that you've got me but instead I think you'll find...

All the noise I push away
Set the mark and struck the vein
And it's going to bring the pain
Cause I don't fucking need you

As night rolls over to day
Every word you have to say
Brings a smile onto my face
Cause I know I'm gonna hurt you

Never needed you anyway
You made the bed in which you lay
Now you're feeling dead and grey
Cause I didn't let you haunt me
Never needed you anyway
You made the bed in which you lay
Now you're feeling dead and grey
Cause I didn't let you haunt me

Every time you speak it's like a razor up my spine
It's not worth pretending everything is good and fine
Maybe you'll cut into me the way I do to you
Love or hate me for everything that I ever do

All the noise I push away
Set the mark and struck the vein
And it's going to bring the pain
Cause I don't fucking need you

As night rolls over to day
Every word you have to say
Brings a smile onto my face
Cause I know I'm gonna hurt you

Never needed you anyway
You made the bed in which you lay
Now you're feeling dead and grey
Cause I didn't let you haunt me

Too bad for me
Too bad for you

All the noise I push away
Set the mark and struck the vein
And it's going to bring the pain
Cause I don't fucking need you

As night rolls over to day
Every word you have to say
Brings a smile onto my face
Cause I know I'm gonna hurt you

Never needed you anyway
You made the bed in which you lay
Now you're feeling dead and grey
Cause I didn't let you haunt me
Never needed you anyway
You made the bed in which you lay
Now you're feeling dead and grey
Cause I didn't let you haunt me

A 20230608 Tom Laukemper Music Release

"Didn't Let You Haut Me"

Future Scourge! & Shark Teeth - "Didn't Let You Haunt Me"

a light shown over my grave

To start 2024, why don't you have a taste of this educational "$eXy-eXotIc-h0usey track" ?

I for sure enjoy producing very different kind of music :=) 

Happy new year , best wishes to those who listen & share

Promiscuous

All sounds come from the initial spoken phrase 'Why don't you stop' .. and roughly follow the shape of it's waveform for overall structure. The sounds at any particular point in the piece are generated by the associated lexeme in the vocal phrase using an Akai s950 hardware sampler and its built in editing routines.

Performed 'live' straight into the mixing desk via the separate outputs. Sequenced by Logic. Mastered onto cassette.

Why Don't You Stop

Why Dont You Stop

only modified natural cowbells from allgäu (r.s.stropharia + a.schwarzer) 09.02.2024

Counting to six this time, trying more kicks, perhaps I'll make a track one day with nothing but kicks. It'll be Kyx.

Styx

Carátula gracias a;
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Smile

richterhenkerhenneeiegal

Tokyo Tales

a mirror in the stream

The COOLEST feature of my psychosis 2 years ago was that the music I listened to started sending me secret messages. Yes, I know, that's LITERALLY insane, but I ending up spending over 12 hours a day listening INTENSELY to Shpongle, OTT, Symbolico and other uniquely fantastic electronic musicians.

As a result, when I became lucid I was nothing short of INSPIRED and had amassed quite an array of eclectic, electronic influences! 
I’m (thankfully) no longer psychotic but music has helped me process some of the more terrifying or surreal experiences that I’ve had while practicing theoretical reality. 
Now, I just compose for fun! I LOVE to experiment with new genres but mainly stick to world, leftfield, IDM, and glitch music. Sometimes I combine them!

As I am crazy new at music production and am always learning new tricks, I will be constantly updating songs with their better-mastered versions. If anything sticks out like a sore thumb, please let me know! I can't WAIT to get better!!

Celestial Consciousness - Feat. Alan Watts

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