My Biggest Fantasy

Flowers on the Highway

unforgiving love

Fucking people

lyrics:
memories of me and you bounce around
from the first time that we kissed to the last time we held hands
being with you feels like a dream
I'm okay but you seem far from me

where did you go? did i make you leave?
did you do that on your own or was it me?
you always seemed so scared like you knew i'd break your heart
but i promise i tried not to since the start

i leave a message on your phone 
telling you i wanna come home 
you reply sixteen hours later 
telling me you need to be alone 

where did you go? did i make you leave?
did you do that on your own or was it me?
you always seemed so scared like you knew i'd break your heart
but i promise i tried not to since the start

16 hrs later

in spite of all the danger - Beatles cover

crouch (remastered)

SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/album/4jQJv17HFXT8InfDRy2C8x?si=LfW6MtyuSki5Rwds8LieTA

there will be an album sometime soon :)
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i've been changing my mind
thinkin bout you all the time
wondering if you'll stay you'll go you'll come you'll call
i've been wasting my time
missing all our low-lit nights
trying to find the good the trust the fun the love

please don't waste my time
god knows i've been trying
but i've been all but hiding
tryna kill the fighting

it's you and me from start to end
you know you'll always be a friend
so stay with me, i'll make it worth your while

it's you and me from start to end
you know i'll always be a friend
so stay with me, i'll make it worth your while
(ok)

birdhouse

stalemate

This Year

Rooftops

We took the blue line when we were sixteen
Sang in a girl band, feminist machines
Do you still think of me like you used to?
Or am I just someone who fails to impress you?

Bellingham prove me wrong
Show me youve cared all along

The avenues, your white prius
Acoustic guitars, Spiderman blanket
Ive got a feeling now that we’re twenty
And youve moved up north, you care less for me

Bellingham prove me wrong
Show me youve cared all along

Hildreth died jumped off of the roof
You and I are the only living proof
We drove a heist in her fathers car
Midnight paper said we didnt get far
Come on get down
Debbie get down now

Bellingham prove me wrong
Show me youve cared all along
Bellingham prove me wrong
Show me youve cared all along

((youll probably never listen to this, but if you do, yeah its about you. cant say it to your face, but i feel it every day.))

bellingham (demo)

sensitive lo-fi, emotional indie.
(i wanna shiver the cities, down to the last radio.)
just katana demos, f.k.a. horrible penny

bellingham (demo)

ethereal hotel