lyrics 


its overblown
we’ll be ok
itll always go the same way
its a cycle u cant escape
nothing ever happens anyway
take ur empathy 
throw it away
take ur empathy and keep it safe
its a shit storm head fake
we are doomed to repeat fate

whether it happens or not 
u can hold onto hope
but the fear has u trapped oh i know
i had been thru this shit on my own
i just say what u already know

not the end of the world but its close
i cant die with u holding me close
oh i feel as it tears thru my clothes
and it shatters my body and soul

its overblown
we’ll be ok
itll always go the same way
its a cycle u cant escape
nothing ever happens anyway
take ur empathy 
throw it away
take ur empathy and keep it safe
its a shit storm head fake
we are doomed to repeat fate

nothing ever happens _ interlude (sorrowbringer)

swamp:

Let’s soak up this moment before we collide 
And collect every thought that we’ve lost over time 
While I brace for the impact and you aim your sights 
At the hideous creature I’m keeping inside of myself 

But if I go I’m taking you with me to hell 
It was always from your hand, every card I was delt 
So it just seems fitting that your end is with my help 
“What a let down” like shit that’s exactly how I felt 

So pull the trigger if you want I think I’m ready now 
To try and start avoiding your whole arsenal of let downs 
You’re always more prepared than I am it’s so typical 
But it’s chess not checkers baby all my plays are critical 
Ok so 

Let’s soak up this moment before we collide 
And collect every thought that we’ve lost over time 
While I brace for the impact and you aim your sights 
At the hideous creature I’m keeping inside of myself 

Let’s soak up this moment before we collide 
And collect every thought that we’ve lost over time 
While I brace for the impact and you aim your sights 
At the hideous creature I’m keeping inside of myself

cxltmoon:

Soaked in these memories
But all this kerosene is a product thats been sold to keep you away from me 

Watch where your walking
The floor is rigged to fall in
I know cause im falling and falling and falling again

I'm exhausted and sleep is for the weak
I'm exhausted cull me out while I sleep
I'm exhausted i'm bleeding to my feet
And ill wipe it all down and clean myself without a peep

The wounds afflicted by you are kinda bittersweet
The hole inside my heart hurts
But I hold you dearly
Hey, dont shoot the messenger
I only asked you first
So drop the hate and just take what's worth

swamp & cxltmoon:

Let’s soak up this moment before we collide
(before we collide)
And collect every thought that we’ve lost over time 
While I brace for the impact and you aim your sights 
(While I brace for the impact)
At the hideous creature I’m keeping inside of my-
Self
Before we collide
Brace for impact


The Hideous Creature [prod. cxrter & irby]

prod @aprilstalisman
lyricz
she don't want me, maybe that's insightful
Hit me in the chest like kick back from a rifle
Creativity it's nothing to be unspiteful
Turn me to your art project, imagine us at Michael's 

Two shots, clip reload, gunpowder watch it explode
Honeymoon in Monaco, anywhere you wanna go
Too fast, too slow, consequences dominos 
We can dance to rock n roll, get drunk end up on the floor

Oh shit, didn't really care about me I didn't notice, well I guess that's just how love feels, honestly unreal, shake my hand and its a done deal
Farewell, to my friends and all my enemies
I don't even love myself why are you defending me?
Back n forth getting heated over text
Bout why we said what we said cancel that make out and have sex

Hardship, emotions tend to barge in
Uncontrollable pieces that we gon have to harness
Love is not a guarantee but im committed regardless

she don't want me, maybe that's insightful
Hit me in the chest like kick back from a rifle
Creativity it's nothing to be unspiteful
Turn me to your art project, imagine us at Michael's 

Two shots, clip reload, gunpowder watch it explode
Honeymoon in Monaco, anywhere you wanna go
Too fast, too slow, consequences dominos 
We can dance to rock n roll, get drunk end up on the floor


gunpowder. [prod. aprilstalisman]

mix: me & wraith
master: rall3
prod: mackk

lyrics

houci:
i feel like im wasting away
another day wasted in my room okay
i dont mind it if you stay
honestly my minds going horay

or we could go outside
i think there's a party there tonight
i think we should go outside
so that i cant think something like

what's another minute like this like
I won't know cause i fell in a fist fight
with this bitch right and he can't even hit right
got me thinking maybe i should dip, ight

yeah maybe i  should dip right
cause she toxic
she just wanna see me when i lost it
she just wanna see me when i get rocked
get rocked in the face with an xbox

i feel like im wasting away
another day wasted in my room okay
i dont mind it if you stay
honestly my minds going horay

wraith:
How don’t you remember what you said to me
Cause girl you don’t realize what it meant to me
I had finally felt what it was like to breathe
And now you step on my chest as I gasp and wheeze

You don’t get it?
You’re a liar
Liquor breath my 
Heads on fire
You’re unloving
I’m so tired
I can’t feel that 
there’s desire

i feel like im wasting away
another day wasted in my room okay
i dont mind it if you stay
honestly my minds going horay

Look at what you did to me
All laid out like a movie scene
I remember better things
Blunts covered up with listerine
And body spray
Honestly
It’s hard to say what changed
There’s a part of me that
Never leaves
Just hoping that you stay

what's another minute like this like w/ wraith (mackk)

12 deep im still lookin for the bottle
everytime i go to sleep i pray i miss tomorrow
anything and everything is never what i thought no
god i hate ur memories they make me feel so hollow

every day the same bullshit
what the fuck is you pulling
you aint give em the context
you aint showin the full clip

everyday the same toolkit
who the fuck is you fooling
why you worried where im at
dont threaten me just pull it

who are u when im not around?
you wont ever make it out that town

12 deep im still lookin for the bottle
everytime i go to sleep i pray i miss tomorrow
anything and everything is never what i thought no
god i hate ur memories they make me feel so hollow

sell me thru the goddamn payphone
co-drive in this rally race u didnt get the pace notes
anything and everything ill take it to the face smoke 
god i hate this place and i dont wanna wake tomorrow
 
[notahero]:

tryna quit these drugs is so hard
i know you can’t hold my hand through it all
i’ll keep singing through the fall
till the end of it all

but it’d be so much easier if you met me half way
i think i left a piece of myself at that lake
i wake up throwing up with my pale green face
nothings coming up from this sorrow i cant break

i heard you’re doing better now i hope you break a leg
i hope you break your face

before i go to sleep 4 pills to my face
when i wake up i feel mad that it’s another day
i’m puffing a medical cart this shit feel like it’s fucking laced
i’m fucking describing this shit to you let me go at my own pace

let me go at my own time
i know you love me by the way you take my jeans off it’s time to fucking dine
yea it’s time to fucking die

tell me who was your favorite person when you were alive
cause mine is you

i will not hesitate for smoke im like a juul
i can see the stars in your eyes ill put stars on your roof
she saw me crying im like babygirl nah im cool
nah im cool



context ft. notahero (jolst)

lyrics

soon ill find out this shit taste like water when its late
i hope you satisfied my face stuck gray
youre gold, but i wear silver chains
yall make sure my funeral dont happen in the rain
they counted forty arrows when they made the case
i swear these crows dont do nothing for you except get you stuck
baby my cart is low so when we chill can you bring the blunt
cause im tryna smoke
im tryna smoke so much
im not the same man that you thought you knew
how better i was

i been pouring up some purple potions gotta better my flaws
youre right that i aint get the notion but still i called you
i think you think i have it easy baby what would you do if you were me
but who is me
swear im better off writing my eulogy
im so full of me
at the same time felt a decline in the way that im viewing me
im scraping up rust off my armor maybe that way i could get clean
i feel the atoms that make my being whole just fold and rot and die
she pour out red wine but she rolling brown eyes
i cant fight this battle baby theres a thorn in my side
it feels like too much energy just to try to survivie
i got none left im giving out pieces of my soul for this shit but the songs dropping right?
the songs drop on time
i fought a hard battle but the sword has dulled through time
i put this lighter to the blunt and watch it shine
it look just like a shooting star when im passing by

soon ill find out this shit taste like water when its late
i hope you satisfied my face stuck gray
youre gold, but i wear silver chains
yall make sure my funeral dont happen in the rain
they counted forty arrows when they made the case
i swear these crows dont do nothing for you except get you stuck
baby my cart is low so when we chill can you bring the blunt
cause im tryna smoke
im tryna smoke so much
im not the same man that you thought you knew
how better i was

better i was

thought u knew how better i was

scraping off the rust (p. kaydo)

❤️
lyrics

look me in my eyes im not alright
shitty feelings on my mind it’s like clockwork 
writing lyrics in my bed bout how i’m feeling worse 
kia in my mind feel like icaruslurks 
i been wanting to run away 
life just throw shit in my face 
i feel asleep when im awake 
these bad decisions that i make
when you don’t reply
you upgrade my life
i said this about a million times
your the reason i get by 

conversations with you so seamless
can talk about anything can vent about demons 
i could write paragraphs about how much i love you 
you bring my heart sunshine 
even when it’s nighttime 
my type brown hair
green eyes
her hand in mine 
you got me on the moon 
i would be a fool to lose you 

i’ll be writing lullabies until i die 
please stay mine
forever time 

time i got a lot to spend 
but i stay in my room and i waste it
walkin outside aimlessly 
think bout dreams that im chasin 
i wanted to make it but lately i hate this 

my needs at the bottom of the radar
my god why do i feel so gone 
my mind feel like a shitty loud party
i’m always late sorry
im tryna perfect my hobby 

i put down the music for you 
yeah even when the songs about you 
you get me out my shell 
my own personal hell 
my secrets to you i tell 
even more then friends i know well 

im super broken and you know it
but you do not care 
you understand me somewhat
for me no one compares
you light me up like blunts 
baby your my number one 
your far away just be there when i rollie up my watch 

time i got a lot to spend but i stay in my room and i waste it

conversations (under the maple tree)

i walk around with that mac
i just wanna pop them pills where they at?
where they-
i walk around with that mac
i just wanna pop them pills where they at?
I just spilt this mickey on the floor got me mad
uh oh
pop out on live got tweakers in the chat
my momma prolly think
that ima failiure
yeah i made mistakes
that ill prolly never learn
I drank so much that everything i saw turnt to a blur
I think i found the one she tell me things i never heard

dont tell me things that you know aren't true
just give me time and i'll wait on you
just give me something to wait on
baby you know that i put that shit on
dont tell me things that you know aren't true
just give me time and i'll wait on you
Balenci skulls or the bb i cant choose
I love designer Murakami my shoes
smoking on that loud bitch come again?
no hablo espanol they'll think i'm alien

i walk around with that mac
i just wanna pop them pills where they at?
I just spilt this mickey on the floor got me mad
uh oh
pop out on live got tweakers in the chat
my momma prolly think
that ima failiure
yeah i made mistakes
that ill prolly never learn
I drank so much that everything i saw turnt to a blur
I think i found the one she tell me things i never heard

failure (cabber)

only you

lyrics ⬇️  

 I made this song on October 14th

its 2 am and you wont talk back
so how should i feel if you off of the map
tell me its real but see that its cap
i wanna walk with you 
for life you wanna take a nap
i got a solid scoop
you wanna lie and you wanna love
so i can’t rock wit you
even if its all that i got left
i tried to hike and it was a trek so it wasn’t worth the move
if its an emergency dial the number an ima put on my shoes
im gonna be there real soon
when i get there i hope ur not upset
i wanna share it with you no bunkbed
said youll be there but you want me to function
dont give a heads up act like its nothin
you couldn’t expect me to sit here breath girl cuz ima choke
you gon see you got ropes around my throat

no no dont remind me what you said
id rather take one to the chest
not a word of it made sense
maybe wed be better- better off as frie-

i couldnt even finish what i was gonna say
cuz it hurt my head too much i wish i could explain
ima keep on trying as long as i see a flame
i jus hate the option you wanna wash it down the drain
what could i say
i know its late
lemme explain
i dont wanna leave you but if u wanna go
lemme tell you everything you wanna know 
but you bolted on a heart of steel

when you touch me ill be colder than November feels
and i know that its been harder than you wanted
when we started i knew you were never honest
now were off it every night and every time i tty i feel like ima fold and die
maybe this all i wanted - its not
you said you were so exhausted 
i should drop
i would rather be alone than ever wanna hear you talk
if u jus gon give me all of that trash i would rather stop
i cannot rock wit no litter bug id rather date a rock. 🪨

litter bug (sk8miles)

I think everyone should play an instrument, you don't have to make a living out of it, just sit down and play.

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