this town

everything by me @mental

[lyrics]
you couldnt tell me that u dont
feel the same way
u know ur perfect
u know ur perfect

u couldnt lie i know it hurts
when you fake it
i swear ur perfect
ur f*cking perfect

i cant try my best
sometimes we dont fall apart at night (:
i wanna vanish from your eyes
touch my arm relax my mind
i know its hard but its alright
you just have to give it time
anything is possible
you dont believe it close your eyes

and ill show u
anything u want
no matter what the cost is
id even sell my heart
id even be forgotten
we dont have to stop
i swear to god and promise
but that wont keep me falling

every day is way too much
i cant fall in and out of love
everything u tell me punches
me i feel it in a rush
i dont wanna feel your touch
tell me something make it up
tell me that u hate my guts
try my hardest not to blush

*letting it all out*

skylight

written+singed by me and @pincode8485
piano by @tddybrr
guitar by @telebasher
art by @pincode8485
helix

spotify

FALLING UP +8485 (wells+teddybear)

I have no motivation
So I get nothing done
I hate the mornings so i 
Sleep in way past the sun    	 
I have like everything but
I still find nothing fun, 
I really like the smell of
The world when it burns

It keeps me warm
It keeps me warm
It keeps me warm

now its only a fraction   
Of times that we had
So i turn to distractions
Whenever im sad  
It turns into a cycle
I think im going psycho
Fraid of things that i might do
Might do

Lately i just hate everyone
I hope they all run away 
I hope they somehow just trip and fall
I hope they dig their own graves 

Im a mess
Im obsessed 
with distractions all day
And when i stop  
drown in thoughts
i just break down again
(2x)

Fuck that
Ima turn this shit around
Wrote that
In december i was down
Looking back that shit was kinda rough
But now im here its kinda funny got my money up

This year ,drop whatever I wana
All my songs are kinda sad but now im tryn be funner
Theres jus this
Big fear, 
I wont do any numbers
doesn't matter anyways im already goin down under 

I
I got a present 4 u
And im not sure if you’ll like it or not
But i assure u its straight from da heart
Ok u
U make write all these songs
But im j sad 1 percent  of the time
I jus dont make songs about 99

distractions

w0rld 1n my h4nd ﾟ.:｡+ﾟ*･☪︎·̩͙ (hellamase x teen leno!)

produced by nomu
https://soundcloud.com/whereisnomu/dress

nomu - dress [ONE YEAR COVER]

produced by delto and angelus

art by oddy

order:
blackwinterwells (hook)
dolly
dylann
chach
angelus
kuru
(hook)
grandee
delto
ways
4am
(hook)
wubz
noki
stef
mental
blxty
(hook)

helix tears - tell me feat. goonncity, noheart, novagang and friends (prod. delto, angelus)

life aint been that bad lately but music been rlly hard to make
hope yall like this 1 tho :)

lyrics//
this is not a cry for help
but i dont really feel like myself
tryna move around like its stealth
and i been real concerned about my health
cry to me
and tell me your worst fear
cus im in pain
and death's drawing near

BREAK
it off, im breaking your walls
and ITS NOT
been the same since u called

its about time
for me
to go leave
in the crossroads
i see .
what u see

are my eyes blank
what i see
i cant believe

i feel deceived
my peace
has been theived

its a bad lie
they told me when i was 3

my whole world's dirty
while yours will stay clean

theres blood on my hands
and theres blood on my shirt

negligence from you
yeah thats a new kind of hurt

when i die, bury me, way deep in the dirt

so i cant breathe
and see whats learned

and all these new ways that ur haunting me
i cant seem to feel threatened by your own peace
i feel big in these times and you make me shrink
i think i missed your negligence when i blinked

but its ok now!
cus we're safe and sound
yeah that place is loud
and i swear i drowned....

but i see your eyes
and i know its alright
when you come to life
i been making it right

so cry my name out
and tell me when you're down
cus ive been on the ground
jus thinkin about u.

BREAK
it off, im breaking your walls
and ITS NOT
been the same since u called

its about time
for me
to go leave
in the crossroads
i see .
what u see

are my eyes blank
what i see
i cant believe

i feel deceived
my peace
has been theived

its a bad lie
they told me when i was 3

my whole world's dirty
while yours will stay clean

crossroads prod joe tedesco

cool video
https://youtu.be/2eD8q28Kmrg

i did not write thsi song

https://limeboiler.bandcamp.com/album/covered-up

that song we sang walking back from the park [video in description] [ ALBUM OUT ]

leave, dont try to bring me down
oh will you please?
cant wrap my head around
from what it seems
oh i dont even know if its a dream
it aint what it seems, seems...

and i 
dont need any bullshit
tonight
just leave me alone
inside
i try to keep it going all the time
should i even try?
try...

you say i dont mean too much
what the fuck you see in us?
i will tell my future self
not to let you go
"dont waste a chance,
hold her hand,
dont say you wont love again,
when it all comes crashing down,
then it will start making sense"
like what it is

you say i dont mean too much
what the fuck you see in us?
i will tell my future self
not to let you go
"dont waste a chance,
hold her hand,
dont say you wont love again,
when it all comes crashing down,
then it will start making sense"
like what it is.

 - dont tell me what to do, ill try to let it go -
 - you tell me everything but i know, i know... -
 - i wonder bout my worth, if everythings absurd -
 - i know that everything will be gone -

be gone.

you say i dont mean too much
what the fuck you see in us?
i will tell my future self
not to let you go
"dont waste a chance,
hold her hand,
dont say you wont love again,
when it all comes crashing down,
then it will start making sense"
like what it is

you say i dont mean too much
what the fuck you see in us?
i will tell my future self
not to let you go
"dont waste a chance,
hold her hand,
dont say you wont love again,
when it all comes crashing down,
then it will start making sense"
like what it is..

leave, dont try to bring me down,
oh will you please.
cant wrap my head around from what it seems.
oh i dont even know if its a dream.
it aint what it seems.

seems...

give yourself a hug

vocals by me and osquinn
prod me and fish narc
art by 8485

https://open.spotify.com/track/0zxwa7iR72c5m1v7G1lU8j?si=Bb1N4xVLRqqKj6cEVdwV-Q

STRENGTH BONUS w/ osquinn & fish narc

20 art haarmony hob whynotus? @artsyndicate

crossroads prod joe tedesco

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