This is the beginning of something that I thought was a love story.

Love story

wasting time

no samples, w/ @4evrgone <3

i'm clenching teeth again..

i'm clenching teeth again, up all night
k don't think that we should speak again
u really did me in, I did it to myself
bad decisions got me feeling thin
fuck relations, If I was on this ship
out in the ocean I'd have died then
I'm clenching fears again, In fact they hold me too
so fucking tight these lights are caving in
I'm clenching fears again in fact they hold me too
so fucking tight these lights are caving in
u really did me in
u rlly did me in

scream my name, leave my body by the stairwell
take my own life in the ocean so there's no trail
travis bro I understand, god damnit farewell
sometimes my mind lets me rot in a jail cell

scream my name, leave my body by the stairwell
take my own life in the ocean so there's no trail
travis bro I understand, god damnit farewell
sometimes my mind lets me rot in a jail cell

scream my name, leave my body by the stairwell w/ 4evr

produced by @ihateshinigami
engineered by heartbreak jake and shinigami
written and performed by macho randy and shinigami

I'm so sorry for what I did last night at that party with her :(

SHINIGAMI & MACHO RANDY "IDK why I'm like this"

@prodreaper

lyrics:
i hope it hurts
i hope you learn
gazing at bridges that you burned
i wish i knew the first time 
i wish i knew the first time 
you were my mentor
you were my friend
now when i see you it burns 
now when i see you it burns inside

my head is fucked i've had enough
because of you now i can't trust
i am scared to show my love

i hope it hurts
i hope you learn
gazing at bridges that you burned
i wish i knew the first time 
i wish i knew the first time

you were my mentor
you were my friend
now when i see you it burns 
now when i see you it burns inside

and hate is all i give to you
holding secrets i never knew 
do what you gotta do 
but i can't show my love to you

i hope it hurts (prod. reaper)

produced by @produnown
mixed by @iofmusic

[lyrics]

i don’t mind that you,
won’t get out of bed,
please don’t cry,
when i die, when I’m dead,
and i still try ,
erasing thoughts in my head,
but all i find is,
that I’m so fucking useless,
cigarette ash falls to the carpet,
blood stains in the sink of your apartment,
yeah you stole my heart,
and you swallowed it whole,
i guess ill love you while I’m young ,
because i won’t grow old,
i want to see your face as i fall asleep,
place your hand upon my chest while laying next to me,
I’m gonna break your heart but you knew this,
and i can’t do shit because I’m useless,
i see it when i look in your eyes,
I’m just gonna waste your time,
i see it when i look in your eyes,
I’m just gonna waste your time,

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Useless - (prod. unown)

guitars @93feetofsmoke & @youngburial
mix/master @youngburial

another day
just another mistake
dont say we can make it okay
another fake
just another blank face

ya its fucked up i know
stop asking for more
ya u know
why its like that
ur why im so sad

i jus wanna let u know
that i fucked up but its alright
ya its alright
i jus wanna fall back down
but its ok
ya its ok
ya its ok

just let me go
my hearts so cold
i feel so torn
like life's a chore

another day
just another mistake
dont say we can make it okay
another fake
just another blank face

i jus wanna let u know
that i fucked up but its alright
ya its alright
i jus wanna fall back down
but its ok
ya its ok
ya its ok

yeah its fucked up i know
stop asking for more
ya u know why its like that
ur why im so sad

another day, another mistake w/ fats'e

@smrtdeath
@tddybrr

mixed/mastered by hudson alexander

artwork by @bequietplease

💙💙💙💙💙💙
➕➕➕➕➕➕

SPOTIFY

smrtdeath x hudson alexander - catch me (feat. teddybear)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KWMAAoSk4QQ
prod. rodger
lyrics:
Im so icey
No one else is like me
Bitches say they love me
comeover to touch me
Bitch i am not like you
Hoe i look like calliou
Where i couldnt find you
Like waldo in the books
We read in high school

My boo 
ya you know i love her
I still wanna fuck her
Just wish that i could trust her

Dont know why im sick
Prolly cause i miss her
I just wanna kiss her
Ya know id never diss her

Why am i like this
No one else is like me
Bitches say they love
comeover to touch me
Bitch i am not like you
Hoe i look like calliou
I jus wanna ride 
With someone else i can vibe too

And my head hurts
And my heart aches
Pains in my wallet
Are you ok?

Im so lovesick
I cant help it
Pain in my stomach 
so full and nauseous

Why am i like this
No one else is like me
Bitches say they love
comeover to touch me
Bitch i am not like you
Hoe i look like calliou
I jus wanna ride 
With someone else i can vibe too


Im so icey
No one else is like me
Bitches say they love
comeover to touch me
Bitch i am not like you
Hoe i look like calliou
Where i couldnt find you
Like waldo in the books
We read in high school

*laughing* 
"AHHHH"
"FUUUCK"
"oh my god i fuckin.. i don't even know dude."
"Sometimes i just wanna give up, and other times im like "i can't give up" cause if i give up then no ones gonna make the music i wanna make and like no ones gonna make what i wanna hear."
"wait, i do this shit for me."
"thats right"
*steps away*
*spills water on keyboard*
"FUUCK"
*keyboard clicks*

am i sick of love or is love sick of me (+ rodger)

video

Lovesick [video in description]

official video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DusNdsizIWw

i am so confident and cool af all the cuties want me

Stream on Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E8uAuz27hPQ

PRODUCED, ENGINEERED, MIXED AND MASTERED BY @youngburial
vocals by @supachefm & @youngburial