PROD BY HUDSON ALEXANDER

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Baby cut me like a knife

Spearmint

September

NEVER comeback

eboi shit

lyrics written by @tddybrr
vocals, guitar and production by @misogi
synthwork by @sys_tem
thanks to @cats-kill

last week,
i tried burning all your letters,
in a bucket on my porch,
the gasoline got on my jumper,

i guess ill never know,

if your dad had beat that cancer,
tried to ask you on the phone in May,
but couldn’t bare the answer,

because
weak i am,

i tried burning all your letters,
now they’re drying on my clothesline,
and I’m banking on the weather,

to stay good


love letters drenched in gasoline

talk to me

lyrics:
https://genius.com/Teddybear-anxious-lyrics

listen on Apple Music
https://itunes.apple.com/ca/album/anxious/1326341480?i=1326341482

listen on Spotify
https://open.spotify.com/track/0if3cM7vQZy7NRTU3MtHYG

Prod. Tülpa (@chilltulpa)

Recorded, Mixed & Mastered by Cian P (@1cianP)

Artwork by Barbara Schaefer (barbaraschaeferworks.com)

Anxious

Spotify

Anxious (Prod. Tülpa)

@coldworldgang

~Sick of Keeping Secrets~

私はあなたを青い影で夢見る
デッドボーイ / / コールドワールド
tell me now so we don't have to pretend
輝くあなたは美しいです
ワープドツアー

S u i c i d e / / P u r i t y

YungJZAisDead - Pretend

prod @4evrgone i jus added sum bass <3

found myself so thin
downing bottles again
I don't care what you did
just wanna distance myself

from the old bleeding well
from those posts seeking help
know I can't accept shit 
so just go on without me

just get on without me 
know it won't be harming 
know you won't be hurting 
from much that's been haunting me

and that's fine

leave it up to me 
let me fucking bleed 
let me stay 
x3 

it never really mattered anyway

it never really mattered anyway prod. 4evr

~We Look Good In Pink&Blue~

私はあなたを青い影で夢見る
デッドボーイ / / コールドワールド
Baby I can't see you I got lost in the lights<333
輝くあなたは美しいです
ワープドツアー

S u i c i d e / / P u r i t y

@YungJZAisDead - I Got Lost.💔

DAT MOBB（Ft.釈迦坊主&Sleet Mage)

@ggravee

~tell me all your secrets~

私はあなたを青い影で夢見る
デッドボーイ / / コールドワールド
every night you're gone's a night i need you<333
輝くあなたは美しいです
ワープドツアー

S u i c i d e / / P u r i t y

@YungJZAisDead & @ggravee - Every Night✨ · ˚

Sleet Mage - fade away [มันหายไป]  (Prod. 8ROKEBOY)

Sleet Mage
@sleet_mage
twitter.com/sleet_mage

Gokou Kuyt
@kuyt_japan
twitter.com/___gokoukuyt

Sleet Mage - Pink Dreams ft. Gokou Kuyt (Prod. pilgrim)

Twitter: https://twitter.com/sleet_mage
Instagram: www.instagram.com/sleet_mage_/

You can make me sad
I think of you
Please don't make me sad
君への愛

You can make me sad
Don't let me down
振り向かないで

胸が苦しい
Still I don't understand
My chest was painful
You look so sad
Don't make me sad

過ごす Every night
僕は君以外
誰も愛せない
1人でいる時
You make me sad
You make me cry
I want to die

Sleet Mage - U CAN MAKE Me SAD ⚸ (Prod.Disent)

one last time will u hold me close...

@harmfranklin 
@imcurtiswaters

Produced by Curtis Waters / Hudson Alexander 
Mixed / Mastered / Recorded by Hudson Alexander 

Art by @bequietplease

spotify

curtis waters x hudson alexander - told u so (feat. harm franklin)

thanks for 5k <333

necklace featuring @smrtdeath
produced by fantasy camp
mixed and mastered by jake clarke

necklace w/ smrtdeath

(prod. blade901)
soundcloud.com/blade_901

[lyrics]

ya i wake up at night again
breaking entitlement 
folding my hands to the back of my head
obvious tension, furious silence
cover in canvas in august.

it beats me
telephone, letters, old frames 
on a night of december
call me i'll be up waiting
neck deep in a rut now i'm fadiing
wake up, time for make up same as always
i'm sorry i couldn't take it so let's break this
a cover for your lover, steadysuffer
a goner, got no father 
i'm just a loner

you taught me how to not be there
while mommy always taught me not to stop and stare
these people i erase from my thoughts go where?
i'm sick of every lie that i cry with swear

it's been a long time, i'm feelin like shit
pick up the gun, now i'm wid it
i'm feelin fucked up, i wanna get buck
just lost my mind like i'm vision
blood splattered all in my kitchen
she wanna think that it's pretend 
not comin back for a minute
i'm gone but i'm still singin
 
she's so cold
hold me close and dont let me go
baby that's fine
you leave me alone all the time
oh yeah, please tell me was it worth it
too many fucking voices they're echoing
in my head
oh wait, now tell me where your hiding
left me with nothing when I was ten
but now i'm crying

i see you stand all alone
outside our house i watched you go
not enough to feel bad, just enough to let go
every thought in my head eats away at my soul
mom and dad are upset, I don't know what to do
i was just a young boy crying alone in my room

it beats me
telephone, letters, old frames 
on a night of december
call me i'll be up waiting
neck deep in a rut now i'm fadiing
wake up, time for make up same as always
i'm sorry i couldn't take it so let's break this
a cover for your lover, steadysuffer
a goner, got no father 
i'm just a loner

don't enter pt. 3 (prod. blade901)

this is jus for fun don't take it seriously <333

guitars @93feetofsmoke
prod @ghostrage 

Fuck a 9-5
That’s a grave shift
That’s ur girl huh
Why she naked :/
Say ur life sucks
then go and face it 
I’m not stuck up 
ur just rlly basic 

Nah I don’t rlly wanna work with y’all
Industry been studying they ass off
Poseidon wit tha way tht I dripwalk
Hit me up to ghost produce
u got me fucked up!!!!
Say less 
Cuz I’ve never paid attention 
Stop the subtweets 
lilbich get in my mentions 
Automatic where the static?
Drop a pin then 
Got the trunk up in the front
My life expensive 
Labels blowing up my line
Wait that’s ur bitch uhh :/ 
Seen u simping to the bank
You feel alright bruh???
I don’t care if you make beats 
don’t wanna link up (SMH!!!!)
How the fuck u 25
And shop at pacsun?!?!?
u did me wrong but we could still be friends 
ya we fck but wait im not ur mans
mix n match bich all designer brands
hit the stage imma need a couple bands

Buy on iTunes

IDC IF U MAKE BEATS!!!! omg (+ Ghostrage)

Things I Kept Quiet 

Boy Pape x Hudson Alexander - Never

watch the music video here <3:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fFs1sADRyF8&lc=z22oitso5ruefhh11acdp434w2b0tio2svanrkf3sf5w03c010c

Bitter Dreams (prod. by Brody)

you should just ignore it

Bread & Butterflies Continues...

Written & Performed By teddybear (ig: tddybrr)
Featuring Teddy
Recorded By Ricky Anthony In 2016 & By Hudson Alexander In 2018
Production By Ricky Anthony, Hudson Alexander, Tülpa & Convenience
Executive Production By teddybear, Hudson Alexander & IOF
Mixed & Mastered By Hudson Alexander
Addition Vocals Sampled From Andy Kaufman’s Album “Andy And His Grandmother”

@tddybrr
@rickyanthony
@chilltulpa
@hudsonalexander
@user-323857486 (Convenience)
@iofmusic

Bread & Butterflies

i hate myself more than you ever could

Lyrics

i hate myself more than you ever could (Prod. Ricky Anthony, Hudson Alexander, Tülpa & Adam Hanney)

First date two am and again I’m 
Wondering if this is even real? What is this
She’s, super cool and she’s into all this 
Weird shit  that I love, that no one ever is but
I can tell she’s a sad one 
But she’s the kind of girl that wouldn’t cry to dad if she had one 
Grew up rough on some tough love hits 18 
And there really ain’t nobody else to speak of 
And now she’s rolling with a reject
And I know my time’s short but she doesn’t want to leave yet
Roll it up hit the porch and of course 
When the smoke clears out all we really have are regrets
All we really had were secrets 
And I don’t know about the hole in my defense 
It’s all good let’s dispense with the pretense 
You don’t have to say it girl I know That you’re leaving 

Cause I don’t believe it when 
You say you’re happy 
How could you be 
When you cry all the time?
Maybe One day we’ll learn 
To cry while we’re laughing 
So maybe we 
We won’t 
Have to get high all the time 

First things first, I’m the worst and I know that 
Just your birthday curse that’s a throwback 
I ruin everything and you know that 
I’m the saddest motherfucker on this earth like I’m Bojack 
Black lungs white sky oh why can’t?
I just be free without a vivance 
When I ask for love I get silence 
As you go and hide behind eyelids
Just go to sleep I’ll be right back
Don’t you know that you’re all I have
Just breath she says it’s not that bad
You know I hate when you talk like that
Let me break and I’ll be done
I know you hate what I’ve become
With everything that I’ve been through
I just can’t be what you want me to 

Turns out I’m a problem unsolvable
Nausea from the toxins the bad son prodigal
Now I’m reaching for top it's improbable 
The way I got here turning thoughts into audibles
Turning art into an audience 
Against my haters judgement and against my own common sense 
Now I’m getting played in all the provinces 
Cause every time I hop up on the beat I fucking body it 

Cause I don’t believe it 
When you say that you're happy
How could you be
When we’re dying inside?
Maybe one day 
We’ll learn to cry while we’re laughing
So maybe we won't
Have to get high all the time
Cause I don’t believe it when 
You say you’re happy 
How could you be 
When you cry all the time?
One day we’ll learn 
To cry while we’re laughing 
So maybe we won’t 
Have to get high all the time

Cry While We're Laughing

lyrics:
I put too much stress on myself
I never been the type of man
To put my hand out for help
I bottle all of it inside
Like I don't know nothing else
I smoke a pack of cigarettes
Like it was good for my health
Everybody's so typical
Money flip  like reciprocals
When you get to the pinnacle
And you're still feeling cynical
I can feel myself fading
And my demons are waiting
For the day
The exchanging of my soul for the taking

Don't stay because you have to
I'm not perfect
Yeah, you know I got a past too
But I wouldn't put it passed you
To follow the line, follow the line
My whole life I've been a fuck up
Never got it right
I always learned by tough luck
But I guess they call it tough love
Follow the line, follow the line

It's like I'm just waiting to die
Four in the morning
Out the door and back on the grind
I chain smoke on the drive
Slowly losing my mind
Anxiety ridden
I'm missing the point of being alive
My paycheck gone
By the time that its mine
And if my girl ask
Ima say "Baby, I'm fine"
Follow the lines
And don't be surprised 
When you find me in that casket
With no light in my eyes

Don't stay because you have to
I'm not perfect
Yeah, you know I got a past too
But I wouldn't put it passed you
To follow the line, follow the line
My whole life I've been a fuck up
Never got it right
I always learned by tough luck
But I guess they call it tough love
Follow the line, follow the line

chain smoke

ft. @ihateshinigami & @youngburial
guitars: @93feetofsmoke & @youngburial
prod & mix @93feetofsmoke
master @youngburial

- shini - 
Jollyranchers in my mouth
now she fell in love with me
give me sugar baby
you're so sweet 
i want you here with me
kiss me on the cheek
so I know you're coming home with me
blunts in the cadillac, imma get that money back
feel like FM fuck everybody run it back
wait wait wait wait run it back
casting magic on the track
you don't understand 
you don't get it
you not with the shits
smoke a backwood then i dip
datasquad we run this shit

- fats'e - 
would you like that?
arrow through my heart and I won't come back
tell me what you want you know I got that
tryina get this work you got me sidetracked
you got me sidetracked 

would you like that?
arrow through my heart and I won't come back
tell me what you want you know I got that
tryina get this work you got me sidetracked
you got me sidetracked 

- 93 -
I been taking so much acid
I don’t fit in 
Hit my juul so much
I never really feel it
Every pods
Another labyrinth
I’ve been locked in 
Soul in gauntlet 
Imma run this every season 

Nevermind 
I’m way too high 
To even link up 
Fuck my life
Air Force muddy
Needa clean them 
Watch your mouth 
Tell my teeth 
Before I brush them 
From the south
But I’m burned out
On the lean ya 

I see fiends 
Nah
I don’t fuck with your team
Bruh 
FUKK IM CLEAN ur a stain
And blood is bleach 
Yup
Marble counters
I’ve been working 
OCD
Huh
cut off quick
So it’s less painful to bleed out 

I got digiracks encrypted in my 6s
wonder why I’m so stressed
Giving skin and gaining pavement
Losing patience 
3am I’m faded
guess I’m chasing 
Sunlight from the basement 

- fats'e - 
would you like that?
arrow through my heart and I won't come back
tell me what you want you know I got that
tryina get this work you got me sidetracked
you got me sidetracked 

would you like that?
arrow through my heart and I won't come back
tell me what you want you know I got that
tryina get this work you got me sidetracked
you got me sidetracked

never come back ft. Shinigami & fats'e

v rare chill 93 blapper w no 808s i wrote this in a very pink hued kick ya feet up zone out into the melancholy overcast smog of the city n appreciate ur blessings type beat setting #showyamomchallenge lmk wht she thinks of it!! 


guitars/prod/mix/mast @93feetofsmoke

life loud cut the feedback! 
never learned how to relax
grass green no relapse
i got what u want
but u don't need that 

life loud cut the feedback
never learned how to relax
grass green no relapse
i got what u want
but u don't need that

lost my mind, left it vacant
chewing 2s on vacation
she got gucci on here fragrance
she got louie on her daybed
and i don't really mind it at all
I don't pick up when u call 
cuz u don’t hear when I talk
& I don’t care when ur gone 
they're never on what I’m on 
That’s why I’m always alone

take 2 steps back 
u don’t know me
take 4 shots down
and I’m ready
not sure where I’ll
be in the morning 
got 8 missed calls
on my home screen 

take 2 steps back 
u don’t know me
take 4 shots down
and I’m ready
not sure where I’ll
be in the morning 
got 8 missed calls
on my home screen 

life loud cut the feedback!
never learned how to relax
grass green no relapse
i got what u want
but u don't need that 

life loud cut the feedback
never learned how to relax
grass green no relapse
i got what u want
but u don't need that
x2

take 2 steps back 
u don’t know me
take 4 shots down
and I’m ready
not sure where I’ll
be in the morning 
got 8 missed calls
on my home screen 
x2

cut the feedback!

yeah i need it when i tell you 
yeah i need it when i tell you
yeah i need it when i tell you
tell you 

what the fuck phone broke on the pavement
dub my woes left those in the basement
break my fall when calls turn evasive
friend or foe can't tell feeling jaded

think im wasted
face my flaws
last call for the facelift
fan favorite
cool tattoo did it hurt?
r u famous?

WHAT THA FUCK
PHONE BROKE ON THA PAVEMENT
DUB MY WOES
LEFT THOSE IN THA BASEMENT
BREAK MY FALL
WHEN CALLS TURN EVASIVE
FRIEND OR FOE
CAN'T TELL FEELING JADED
x2

ya i need it when i tell u
ya i need it when i tell u
ya i need it when i tell u

think im wasted
face my flaws
last call for the facelift
fan favorite
cool tattoo did it hurt?
r u famous?

prod by curtis waters / hudson alexander

@harmfranklin
@justintrash

art by @bequietplease / @imcurtiswaters

Beat breakdown video: https://tinyurl.com/y4gtreeh

Curtis Waters x Hudson Alexander EP

curtis waters x hudson alexander - cute shit (feat. harm franklin / justin trash)

prod by curtis waters / hudson alexander

@justintrash

art by @bequietplease / @imcurtiswaters

curtis waters x hudson alexander - outtaspace (feat. justin trash)

Hudson Alexander's debut album Painted World - out now
soundcloud.com/hudsonalexander/sets/paintedworld

youtube.com/watch?v=6d632TWuvwY

@itsboypape
@tddybrr

prod/mixed/master by hudson alexander

💙💙💙💙💙💙

OFFICIAL VIDEO

Boy Pape x Hudson Alexander - Tempted (feat. teddybear)*VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION*

🚘 🏍 🥰 
-- lyrics --
Baby I can put u in that Dior, don't you see?
Together we can be more than you and me
I'm not takin any detours, whippin 2 seats
There's 1 for you, will u ride wit me?
Will u ride wit me? Will u roll my weed?
Play with my hair to help me fall asleep?
Will u ride wit me? Yea...
Will u ride wit me? Yea...

Sometimes I get reckless
But I know I'm gonna get this
Put that Eliantte all up in ur necklace
Put a little truffle oil all up in ur breakfast
I know I'm speedin I hope I don't wreck this
Yea I be swervin, yea I be hurtin
I know I'm not perfect, but I'm always learning
Third eye always open, drip so hard I'm soakin
Cop a Range I'm Rovin'
Ride wit me, and get my love and devotion
Massage your back with your cocoa butter lotion
Feeling like we're the only wave in the ocean...

Baby I can put u in that Dior, don't you see?
Together we can be more than you and me
I'm not takin any detours, whippin 2 seats
There's 1 for you, will u ride wit me?
Will u ride wit me? Will u roll my weed?
Play with my hair to help me fall asleep?
Will u ride wit me? Yea...
Will u ride wit me? Yea...

Baby baby close your eyes
Feel your heart connect to mine
And just let our stars align
I could be with you all the time
I love the way you move your hips
I love the way you kiss my lips
I love the way you look riding in my whip
Will u ride wit me? Will you cover my 6:00?
Your touch is pure magic, I just have to have it
i love your long blonde hair
And how your skin is all tatted, I'm thankful to have this
I want you to know that I care

Baby I can put u in that Dior, don't you see?
Together we can be more than you and me
I'm not takin any detours, whippin 2 seats
There's 1 for you, will u ride wit me?
Will u ride wit me? Will u roll my weed?
Play with my hair to help me fall asleep?
Will u ride wit me? Yea...
Will u ride wit me? Yea...
--
More Tracks by STARINTHESKY:
https://soundcloud.com/iamstarinthesky/if-stars-could-wish-feat-whywewish-prod-young-flaco
https://soundcloud.com/iamstarinthesky/thief-prod-magickid
https://soundcloud.com/iamstarinthesky/she-drippin-w-joshuasageart-aquariiius-prod-shilo
https://soundcloud.com/iamstarinthesky/free-throw-feat-joshuasageart-grayfox-prod-silo-x-mont
https://soundcloud.com/iamstarinthesky/will-these-feelings-ever-end-with-lullabyboy-prod-5head
https://soundcloud.com/iamstarinthesky/give-u-my-world-prod-magickid
https://soundcloud.com/iamstarinthesky/distance-w-joshuasageart-aquariiius-prod-silo
https://soundcloud.com/iamstarinthesky/1-of-a-kind
https://soundcloud.com/iamstarinthesky/4reign-luv-prod-spencertyto
https://soundcloud.com/iamstarinthesky/ride-with-me-prod-magickid
https://soundcloud.com/iamstarinthesky/im-the-only-one-home-w-endofworld-prod-kingmezzy

ride with me

Spotify 🌟

ride wit me (prod. mvgic)

Panini

Panini (DaBaby Remix)

OFFICIAL VIDEO:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_qLkk_uTECs

art by @uglytomorrow

produced/mix//master by hudson alexander

pre-save on spotify: tinyurl.com/ybhs56k9

spotify/apple

ugly tomorrow x hudson alexander - i didn't want to lie (VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION)

YYZ-LAX

San Ysidro

TALK
6000PLUS 2020 

MIXED AND MASTERED BY HUDSON ALEXANDER

TALK

TALK PROD. HUDSON ALEXANDER

https://youtu.be/hC4VgIS6czU
produced by @hudsonalexander and @blissinthe6
mixed by hudson
cover by ugly

New Accountant (Hudson Alexander x MikeBliss) video out now

https://youtu.be/z0vGoyrRCng

produced by @hudsonalexander
🖤😈🩸👻