all these changes
moved as fast as the wind blows
i left my past in paintings
i hid 'em in places that i won't go

if i was different
maybe things would be different

i started flailing
chasing a breath that i couldn't catch
my grip was flailing
like sand you fell through the gaps in my hands

if i was different
maybe things would be different 
if i was different
maybe things would be different

if you call for me i'll be there in name 
i don't feel regret i don't feel the same
i might take a trip to alleviate
the thoughts in my head oh what a shame

shame...

yet,
if i was different
maybe things would be different 
if i was different
maybe things would be different

if you call for me i'll be there in name 
i don't feel regret i don't feel the same
i might take a trip to alleviate
the thoughts in my head oh what a shame
if you call for me i'll be there in name 
i don't feel regret i don't feel the same
i might take a trip to alleviate
the thoughts in my head 

the thoughts in my head...

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