This shit hits hard dude .Good job and keep up the great work<3

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posted under the name raf sorrow but its still nascar aloe

Nascar Aloe - im thoroughly insecure about my singing

Track 4 from Feltz's Mixtape ODD1NEOUT Tape B released in 2023

4. Happiness

hakaisu & love-sadkid - So Lovely

im back bitches, vroom vroom in my new depression. 

There will be more like this to come, so stick around if you like it :) 

//Lyrics:

You probably know 
It's not that easy
When every one around is 
Bright colours and Happiness.
 
Now this is not excuse,
It's a hand me down 
For every one who's also like this.

Sometimes I get sad 
About everyone 
I never stayed in touch with.

But Its silly being sad 
If you're the one 
Who never stayed in touch with 
Everyone you miss now.

It's hard to explain 
When you can't trust yourself to be honest.
So I kept myself away 
From all you kindness,

So that it won't go to waste
Cos I know I can't change.
I have always been like this.


I can't  understand your being here 
So tell me, tell me 
When are we burning out 
I can't  understand your being here 
So tell me, tell me
Are we ok for now?


I promise you it's not that easy
Living within this  porcelain head

Cos everything in here smashes so easily,
And by picking up the pieces you'll be left with scars.

It's hard to be 
When your own words chocke you out,
And the silence in your skin lets you down. 

Don't you waste your wide eyed heart upon this clown
Who's mastered the art living upside down.

I can't  understand your being here 
So tell me, tell me 
When are we burning out 
I can't  understand your being here 
So tell me, tell me
Are we ok for now?

//

thanks for listening, i really appreciate you all~

Porcelain Head (are we ok for now?)

find me. a project derived from emotions of a lost man, losing his sanity ever so rapidly. enjoy.
ig: @nascaraloe

Heaven

we're all just spirits drifting through this life, finding our own reasons and our own motivations to keep on drifting.

mine is music.

come drift with me for just a moment <3

artwork by chrosky

all production (excluding the song Sometimes) by me

features by love-sadKiD, Atwood, and Chris Wright

Special thanks to Miles Landry, ETHERIO, love-sadKiD, Duke Ducas, and many others for helping me shape this record into what it is

SPIRITS

Again With You (feat. Chris Wright)

i really wanted to make something because I was in the moment but this is how it turned out.

if you're wondering where the anime is from in the cover picture it is called Usagi Drop.

if i had a backyard

help.mp3 ft jinnwilliam <@crayon_hotdog>

what  do you love to do?
-
instagram  @ jinnwilliam 4 memez n shit

love to do what?

love to do what? (Spotify/Apple)

realvenom — Klouds & Kawfee Ft. Yung Aloe [m a n n y]

[redacted] ft jinnwilliam (prod. zeeky) <@crayon_hotdog>

Nascar Aloe Heaven Part 2 | Slowed | Reverb | Satanic Take

Lyrics:
I hope you smile through the rainy days 

I’m only wishing you the best 

I hope he sweeps you off your feet 

And take that tightness out your chest 

And take the wind right out your breath

And give you things you won’t expect 

Cause I know you deserve the best 

(I hope I dont loose your respect) 

I hope he gives you confidence I’m confident I didn’t 

You’ve been in my head for minute maybe this is just my penance

I hope your happy 
(Do you think of me ?)
I hope you’re happy 
(You’re the one I need )
I hope your happy 
(It’s not you, it’s me )
I hope you’re happy 
(See you in my dreams) 
I hope you’re happy 
I hope you’re happy 
I hope you’re happy 
I hope you’re happy  


I hope he loves you like I never could 

I hope he sweeping up your pieces 

Neglected by a demon 

I’m the reason for that feeling 

I’m only wishing you the best 

I hope he rids you of your stress

Addressing demon in your head 

And finally put them all to rest  

 I hope you  reply when I text 

And his love don’t stop  

Cause you been fights through the pressure 

Turn my diamonds to a rock

I hope your happy 
(Do you think of me ?)
I hope you’re happy 
(You’re the one I need )
I hope your happy 
(It’s not you, it’s me )
I hope you’re happy 
(See you in my dreams) 
I hope you’re happy 
I hope you’re happy 
I hope you’re happy 
I hope you’re happy

HAPPY☺

Hope Youre Happy (prod.EricGodlow)

Shiver(prod.tennis player)[COVER]

I still remember 
when I promised you 
I wouldn't be like the others 
who broke you and told you lies. 
All of the songs 
that made us think of each other. 
Used to smile when I heard them. 
Now I hurry to shut them off. 

But it’s only because I 
don’t think I’ll ever find 
somebody like you. 
It’s a once in a lifetime chance. 
So I won’t even try to find 
somebody like you. 
I won’t waste my time. 
‘Cause you were already mine. 

Thought I got rid of 
all the pictures I had of us 
‘til I realized 
they were all 
still inside my head. 
Three in the morning 
tryna smoke away the pain 
of knowing you’re fast asleep 
while I’m up tryna blame it on you. 

It’s only because I 
don’t think I’ll ever find 
somebody like you. 
I’d be lucky if I came close. 
I'd always dreamed about 
somebody like you. 
I just don't get how 
I only realized now.

I hope you never find 
somebody like me. 
who’ll just keep you to treat you wrong. 
You deserve so much better than 
somebody like me, 
who just can’t see 
when to let you breathe, 
who will up and leave 
and write a song a year after 
about wishing it was how it used to be.

somebody like you (2016 demo)

are we still having fun
plushshopp 
dicksword: crayonhotdog#6643

help.mp3 ft jinnwilliam <@crayon_hotdog>

hungo✰

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