deep october 🖤🥀

oh no oh no

Copy of Daily Drops oct 24 23

Daily Drops

no safety

lyrics: watch me drop a fucking check 
watch me cut up my own wrist 
baby girl i got obsessed 
so now i gotta fucking dip 
she be rolling up a spliff 
while i’m thinking bout some shit 
now she all on top of me 
oh baby girl i’m loving this 

now they pissed off 
back off 
i don’t care about you bitch 
blast off 
laid off 
id be making money still 
clothes on 
rings on 
i’ve been dripping since the noon 
hate me, yeah i hate you too 
i don’t care about you too 
i can look forward to everything that i’ve done 
you can keep playing my music cuz i know you want 
you only want me back becuz the way that i front 
i am fueled by my future while ur fueled by my lust

drop a check (prod. rosefromthepain)

lyrics: they are talking shit 
talking shit 
so i fucking light it quick 
not to get too fucking high
but to respect my brothers, bitch 
i don’t need to flex up on the gram to get validation 
i just care about the truth and about the respect lil bruh 
all these bitches get the fucking pen in between their own tits and swear they are so different 
so i just end up listening 
once i listen to what they gotta say 
i just cringe and shit 
it’s hard for me to fall cuz all these bitches some pick mes, bitch 

validation looking 
with some more pure attention seeking 
can get you like everyone that is up inside of my city 
like bitch are you with me? 
copy and pasted 
no bitch are you vacant 
everytime you walk up inside the basement 
it’s like all these people are mofucking racing 
to see who can quickly get themselves a fucking replacement 

like why are you waiting 
i am not hating 
but i have been thinking 
than i realized 
goddamn i’m so motherfuckin amazing 

because i’m not like them 
like i got my privacy 
i don’t really give a fuck bout ur private things 
asking ur man “why the fuck are you hiding me?”

live the fucking life you want but don’t complain about results 
but if ur gonna waste ur time chasing and hoping for lust
you’re gonna be all used up by the time you grow up and when u grow up 
no one is gonna want that 
so you better find ur lover 
before it gets too late 
u fucked ur whole reputation up 
just to give ur face 
it’s so fucking funny cuz now you can relate 
to all the others 
who did the same 
people wanna fuck you, never love you, i guess that’s ur fate

authenticity is rare (prod. rosefromthepain x willie g)

https://youtu.be/uJnsQ-fEVkI?si=WHt3Is9xIKqKFN5F

i luv haters (video in desc.)

SCRY (PROD ELISXXV)

truce

I promise

Lyrics:

I don’t wanna wear my face today
I’m ashamed 
I hang my head in shame (aha)
I think I’ll throw old this body away
As I take pieces from your face (aha) 

I don’t really wanna wear my own skin 
What a shame, oh what a shame I am
My face stained by blood and mistakes 
Till I can’t recognize who I am (aha) 

I don’t really wanna wear my face today
No I don’t wanna wear my face (aha)
I think I’ll throw this old body away
As I take pieces from your face 
As I rip it away 

Look around for a face to take 
Bits and parts of me 
I wanna replace
My mistakes and the blood on my hands 
Another reason i should hide my face (aha)
 
I don’t wanna wear my face today
I’m ashamed 
I hang my head in shame (aha)
I think I’ll throw old this body away
As I take pieces from your face (aha) 

I don’t really wanna wear my own skin 
What a shame, oh what a shame I am
My face stained by blood and mistakes 
Till I can’t recognize who I am (aha)

I don’t really wanna wear my face today
No I don’t wanna wear my face (aha)
I think I’ll throw this old body away
As I take pieces from your face (aha)

Leather Face.. the skin collector..

backing vocals by: Allie Rubin

Lyrics:

I can see your point of view
but it’s wrong to me
No need to be rude
I have respect
and I wish you did too
Always jump to conclusions
like predators hunting food

But
Shawty ill bet if you ate me you’d get high
and you wouldn’t enjoy it because you limit your life
Hold yourself back and bitch and wonder why
you’ve made no progress over long periods of time

Abusing these drugs like I was abused as a kid
The only difference is this penis isn’t really a dick
Catfished I was a dumb ass
Creepy humans have the last laugh
because they bust they nuts to my prepubescent asscrack
But that’s that
But it’s whatever
I can’t change the weather
I lost emotions my arm I sever
just to trigger something in my brain
It worked?
No never
Even if it’s terror I would feel much better and alive

I can see your point of view
but it’s wrong to me
No need to be rude
I have respect
and I wish you did too
Always jump to conclusions
like predators hunting fo OO o ooo oo 0 o Od

I’ve killed myself 30 times now everything is off
Nothing sounds or feels the same
Wake up the next day confused and lost
Scream loud as tortured angels just to re-live nitrous ox
because my own homie got me hooked on shit
Like boats on rocks

Fuckers shallow trapped and can’t travel deeper
I pity them because to me
the reaper helps solve your battles
Deleted brains stuck thinking cheaper
Sheep cattle follow evil
But vessel, let me tell you “letting go”
you’ll find your ether and you’ll never ever wonna go

LITTLE NIGHTMARES! (feat. Undead Ronin) [prod. Undead Ronin]

deep october - dashboard (hurtclub flip)

Devlish Trio:
@hydramane615
@baker-beatz
@tenngagebeats

FALLEN (feat. Devilish Trio)

Scarecrow

Marrhat

@kaynives  @darkskyparadox 



PiHKAL
 June 17, 2017.
*LYRICS*

I lost a piece of myself
2012
I won't forget ya
Me see I never ned help 
Do this myself
Don't need assistance
Girl who depend on my wealth
Notchinmybelt
was fun but good riddance
Me and my baby do well
duet and duality
She's a pretty lil angel

I have no reason to cry
I got no reason to cry
I don't need u in my life
Ill have a wonderful time
Baby look me in my eyes
Pupils one helluva size
I can't attempt suicide
yet to have time of my life
I have no reason to cry 
I got no reason to cry aye

I found myself all alone
A year ago
I need a sunset
Ok, I get it, you know
life is a joke;
millennial fuckfest
I really thought I would blow
instead I do blow 
My only success
Suck it up, love me Im depressed
Up in her tummy das young $ex
idnc if you want me
want u to want me to undress

I have no reason to cry
Ill find a reason to cry
Tempt me and lead me to lie
I see a dream in her eyes 
Im gonna scheme on the prize 
U can just sleep in for life

Tell me, tell me, lie to me, lie to me
I get high of this irony
I decided that I should leave 
Not just you but society 
Do me one and just lie for me

You have no reason to cry
You'll find a reason to cry
Long.Live.MyDemons survive
Attached, I can't leave them behind
Even feel low when Im high
Oh what a wonderful life
I have no reason to cry
I have no reason to cry

Molly Melancholy  (prod. by KAY NIVE$ x DARKSKYPARADOX)

Never Enemies (Prod. Combination Lock & Paradoxx)

Art by me.


Up 2 nights on amphetamines
I draw lines to their heavenly
melodies
I felt fine but then fell asleep
questioning
everything
can deny who Im crediting for
taking me....
Things I didn't know
Thoughts we never thought of
Put darkness in my glow,
A chalk line made of stardust like
Softening the blow 
With salt all in my nostrils
8ball straight to my nose
put stones all on my tonsils like..
///
I AM THE COLDEST ONE
PHYSICALLY
MENTALLY
TOO MUCH TO SHOW U LOVE
I AM ALONE AGAIN
TOO CAUGHT UP AND ANGRY, TOO STUBBORN TO NOTICE IT
I CARE FOR NOTHING BUT
YOUR ENTERTAINMENT CAUSE FUCK MY UTOPIA
MY MAMA TOLD ME ONCE
JUST MAKE SURE YOURE OLD ENOUGH
///
Trapped in a city as black is my room
My captor left plenty,
'aye master, thank u'
Awful to be a new casualty
Offered to be a new (tragedy) soon
up two nights on amphetamines 
I draw lines to their heavenly
melodies,
Their melodies are settling 


THIS INSTRUMENTAL PRODUCED AND CURRENTLY OWNED BY: @whatsworse

AND AGAIN THE MASTERING OF MY VOCALS DONE BY @darkskyparadox

FELL ASLEEP (prod. WORSE X DARKSKYPARADOX)

instagram- fatherfuneral
-----------------------------------

IM ALWAYS NUMB
IM ALWAYS STUCK
LIKE HOW THE FUCK
U COME UNDONE?
A CONUNDRUM
NEED ADVICE
BITE MY TONGUE
WHILE IM YOUNG
IM AFRAID THE LONG RUN
WILL BE ROUGH
WE’LL BE TOUGH..

MAMA ILL BE DAMNED TO KNOW
YOURE HIGH OFF THE ANTIDOTE
NOW FOLLOWED BY A PHANTOM AS
HIS HAND CREEPS UP YOUR PANTY HOSE
THIS IS WHY IM SCARED OF GHOSTS
GREW UP SAW YOU DANCING FOR
A MAN WHO LOOKS SATANIC SO
IM FRANTICALLY
PANICKING
INSANITY ALL IN MY FAMILY
NEVER TAUGHT ME TO PREAPARE FOR THINGS
THEY SAID ITS ALL JUST HEREDITY
I THINK ITS NONSENSE
THEY ALL JUST WANT ME 
TO GIVE MY LIFE AWAY
IM THINKING POSITIVE
NEGATIVE FORCES
DRAINING MY ENERGY
NEED TIME AWAY IN DIFFERENT PLACES
GET ME AWAY FROM HERE
YA 
REGULAR BASIS
EVERY DAY SHIT
ANOTHER HEMISPHERE
YA 
AND I CAN TYPICALLY 
JUST IGNORE IT
BUT I WANT ANYTHING FIOR ME AND MY SHORTY
SHE HAS EMPATHY FOR WHATS IMPORTANT
AND IVE BEEN LISTENING TO HER LIL GORGEOUS 
THOUGHTS AND SYMPATHY
I DONT DESERVE IT 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GbnrZ7Hd4x0

Instrumental created/produced/composed by @kaynives & @atbrehant

My vocals mastered by @darkskyparadox AGAIN

thanks to my girlfriend for the image <3

https://soundcloud.com/kaynives/rapideyemovement

SCARED OF GHOST [prod. KAY NIVE$ &  BREHANT x DARKSKYPARADOX]

instagram- fatherfuneral

Art by me
---------------------------------------
Thank you for all of your love <3

GO HEAD BRING ME PRESSURE YUH
OH YEAH SO DEPRESSED BECAUSE
I JUST KEEP ON MESSING UP
HOPE U HEARD MY MESSAGE YUH
IM NOT FUCKING LETTING UP
I NEED ALL THE EXTRA LOVE
YES BECAUSE
FEEL LIKE I DONT GET ENOUGH
LET ME GET AHEAD FOR ONCE 
THAT WOULD BE MY PREFERENCE

IM OKAY
THEYRE NO NAMES
NUMB THE PAIN
NOVACAINE 

I THINK THAT IT'S JEALOUSY
THINK IM FINALLY PRESSURING
THEM TO COME AND GET ME
MY EXPRESSION'S DEAFENING
LOUD AS WHAT SHE SAID TO ME
I NEED YOU TO BLESS ME
FUCK ME, TOUCH ME SEXUALLY
IN LIFE I WANT THE BEST THINGS 
BUT IS TIME WORTH INVESTING
YEAH I GUESS UNLESS WE
YEAH I GUESS UNLESS WE DONT
------
MIND THIS TIME OF DAY
I FIND MYSELF ALONE
PRODUCTS TO THE FACE
THE DOCTOR FOR MY SOUL YUH
MINDSET IS ERASED
BIRDWATCHING THE CROWS
TARGET FOR A GAZE
LOCKSMITH FOR THE DOJA
THE GRASS IN WHICH I LAY
IS RELATIVELY GROWN
AND PROPERLY MAINTAINED
FOR GOD AND ALL TO KNOW 
THAT IM FINE ON MY OWN

I KNOW ITS ANXIETY
AT LEAST WHEN IM IN PRIVATE THINGS 
ALWAYS FEEL SO EMPTY 
TRYNA DO IT QUIETLY
AND MY DEFIANCE SILENCING A VOID TRYNA INVENT THINGS YA
BUT I THINK ITS DONE PLENTY ENOUGH 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HObGHcM_OOQ

soundcloud.com/kaynives/heart

@kaynives   

@darkskyparadox