lyrics:

was it something that i did
or something that i haven't done
i didn't choose to feel this way
to feel like nothing like no one
i don't know the cause or why
but what's that matter? do or die
i'm always
just so bored

was it something that i thought
something that we're not meant to find
now i can't seem to wake up
unless i'm on an adrenal high
every day i let them down
not human enough, and never around
why am i
such a bore

i don't want to be a husk anymore
i'd rather be someone she'd adore 
but i feel nothing inside, no impulse and no drive
天照: 翼(を)下さい！

was it something i forgot
something all too familiar now
hardly can i ever speak
or think without just shutting down
i've become all that i hate:
anemic coward, reprobate
i don't want
to feel so bored

is there something i can do
that will break this dizzy spell
i don't want to lie to you 
when i say that i'm doing well
so much left that i should do
just wish the half of it were true
i refuse
to stay a bore, and

i don't want to be a husk anymore
i'd rather be someone she'd adore 
but i feel nothing inside, no impulse and no drive
天照: 翼(を)下さい！
i don't want to be a husk anymore
i'd rather be someone she'd adore 
but i feel nothing inside, no impulse and no drive
天照: 翼(を)下さい！

i don't want to be a husk

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The 4th installment to https://soundcloud.com/sycrith-the-squid https://soundcloud.com/sycriththesquid-rebirth and https://soundcloud.com/sycriththejoyful

bad song, bad mix 
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sometimes reuploading deleted stuff
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