why would you even read this. Keep Yourself Safe.

kys3

Yyrkny

soundcloud shit

men of good fortune

Sitting here, in my room
Full of junk, and moldy cups.
Motivation is so finite.
I lost all reason, I reject life.
I dont give a fuck about the job that I held,
I don't give a fuck about a life.
I don't give a fuck if you call me a loser,
I hate myself, alright?
I dont give a shit, Im a college dropout
I cannot commit.
To a job or career that'll help myself, 
My world has turned to shit..

Sitting here, I feel unloved,
I hate myself, I know Im ugly.
I act real tough, shitpost online.
I have no friends, that live nearby.

I know for a fact that i cant be loved
Ill live alone then die.
I know Ill fall for the vicious cycle.
Ill fall in love then cry.
I dont know why I do this bit,
My world has turned to shit.
I tried so hard to avoid being jaded,
fuck it I forfeit.

Dystopian Loser

i wrote this around sept of 2022 glad i can finally finish it.

i dont wanna go to school
i dont wanna go to work
stay at home all day
drink my problems away
yea im such a fucking fool
to think id ever be with you
i see u have someone new
wish i didnt have a clue
led me on i feel so used
feel so sad i feel abused
yea i bet you feel amused
i feel like this because of you

i dont know why i feel this way
you make me feel Not Ok
it hurts to think of you
your in my head rent free
id rather you just drop dead
just to get out my head
i hate your fucking guts 
thought of you just drive me nuts

because of you

for you

It's So Over (We're So Back)

Im afraid of sex
If ive ever had it
I think that theres
Something about it
Its just kinda weird to me

Take my
Take my everything
Give it right back to me
Wrap me
Give me a bow
Push me where you dare not go
Im not in style
Grind my teeth
I must confess that im afraid of sex
Even in my stagnance
Fix my problems
Make me and addict
Im afraid of sex
Make me and addict
Take me out back
Shoot me in the garden

Holding on to my eyes
Im so embarrassed
Holding on to my eyes
Kill me now
Im afraid of sex
Even if ive had it
I think that theres
Something about it
Its just kind of weird to me
Its just kind of weird to me
Its just kind of weird to me

jjjjjr

feature from the goat https://soundcloud.com/user-986057833

complacent (ft. snuffettesgrave)

lyrics:

was it something that i did
or something that i haven't done
i didn't choose to feel this way
to feel like nothing like no one
i don't know the cause or why
but what's that matter? do or die
i'm always
just so bored

was it something that i thought
something that we're not meant to find
now i can't seem to wake up
unless i'm on an adrenal high
every day i let them down
not human enough, and never around
why am i
such a bore

i don't want to be a husk anymore
i'd rather be someone she'd adore 
but i feel nothing inside, no impulse and no drive
天照: 翼(を)下さい！

was it something i forgot
something all too familiar now
hardly can i ever speak
or think without just shutting down
i've become all that i hate:
anemic coward, reprobate
i don't want
to feel so bored

is there something i can do
that will break this dizzy spell
i don't want to lie to you 
when i say that i'm doing well
so much left that i should do
just wish the half of it were true
i refuse
to stay a bore, and

i don't want to be a husk anymore
i'd rather be someone she'd adore 
but i feel nothing inside, no impulse and no drive
天照: 翼(を)下さい！
i don't want to be a husk anymore
i'd rather be someone she'd adore 
but i feel nothing inside, no impulse and no drive
天照: 翼(を)下さい！

i don't want to be a husk

deserie

i got to get away

lyrics ->

The last apple on the tree
a tiny speck of red and green
your heart's been gone from your sleeve
and the red has left your cheeks

tiffany
you can talk to me
you can tell me anything
tiffany 
you can talk to me 
give me a promise to keep

now you're looking through the leaves
for any sign of honey-lime bee
he's alright he's just alseep
in a hive down by the creek

tiffany
he's not gone forever
he'll  be back next summer
tiffany
I know you still believe
he's behind there somewhere