Choking me
I can't breath
Suffocating

It's killing me
Slowly
And painfully

Physically
Mentally
Emotionally 

Sinking deep down
Shame filling my lungs
I'm drowning can't someone come help me get up? 

I´m falling and
falling and
falling
deeper down the hole

Emotionless shadows reassuring it´s ok
A darkness eating my life away,
i cant do anything but to obey.

Gently and smoothly down the line,
Crossing is off the charts , hey, im not fine.
I´m pointing on all the signs, i´m pushing all the buttons at once, i´m screaming and shouting in vain, i no longer feel the pain

sinking
deeper and
deeper down the hole
the slumber keeps feeding of my soul
keep asking me, is this the eternal sleep?

can hear them whisper , weeping lying 
praying for the damned
closing my eyes, i´m falling and drowning all at the same time,
feeling a gentle touch and a kiss goodbye

Gently and smoothly down the line,
Crossing is off the charts , hey, im not fine.
I´m pointing on all the signs, i´m pushing all the buttons at once, i´m screaming and shouting in vain, i no longer feel the pain

IX - Drowning

CANNABALISTIC GOD
cannibalism |-ˌlizəm| noun.
Cannibalistic God

Get Even

Nicki Minaj’s ‘Super Freaky Girl’ Soars In at No. 1 on Billboard Hot 100

The Alpha Channel is always in the background, supporting you while you render your consciousness into accepting what's in front of you. Time and Direction are the only certainties here.

Alpha Channel

PLAYBACK

OVERSEAS IN DIANI

singer: Kurupt Tha Killa
instrumental : MoodSwings

Fallen Angel

Hey there with your never ending
la,la,la,la,la,la,la,la,la,la,la,
I can't help it, the signs your sending
la,la,la,la,la,la,la,la,la,la,la,

I've been a pew in the church,
a statue in the cemetery,
I'd leave it all in the lurch,
just to taste your symmetry,
and we could make a hymn or three,

hey there with the way you're making
la,la,la,la,la,la,la,la,la,la,la,
I'm off key and the world is aching,
la,la,la,la,la,la,la,la,la,la,la,

I've been a never-you-mind,
a steeple in the nether reaches,
I'd leave all far behind,
for a song called you and me,
caught here in your gravity,

LAAAH!!!!

as I walk on tippy toes,
through the place where nothing grows,
here I have to plant my seeds deep inside me,
I was pregnant with the world,
and every thunder bolt it hurled,
till your beauty crept inside where I hide me,
and now everything is wrong,
I'll never show you this song,

la,la,la,la,

hey there,
did you know that you're so la,la,la,la,la,la,la,la,la,la,la?
lapping dream of a bright tomorrow,
la,la,la,la,la,la,la,la,la,la,la,
but I'm a prison you see,
and it's really quite contagious,
so I'll be leaving you be,
putting out this tremble fire,
and wishing you your heart's desire,

Z - Field

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Verbal Gymnastics

"YAYO!" is the first single from my debut album "King of the Void" (dropping 1/13/23) and it's about wanting a quick fix to our problems. We all want to be happy and sometimes we feel small bursts of happiness through unhealthy means... be it drugs, compliments or any number of dopamine producing activities. This song may sound like a celebration of those experiences but this song is early on in "King of the Void" and its placement is a crucial part of its narrative. I'll share more info on that narrative once the album drops. Enjoy!

HVZE - YAYO! (Prod. personaFi)

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DEEP

Disquiet Junto Project 0591: The Loneliest Number
The Assignment: Record the first third of a trio.

I started with a track I'm working on since months and which does not work for me. I threw away all but what was originally some kind of Rhodes basis. I rearranged it until I liked it more than the original fully instrumented version. It's now Dmin with only two 4-bar-progressions to Gm and back. It's 90bpm, 6/4. I see plenty of space for Drums, Leads, Vocals, Noises - have fun, if you like ;-)

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Track cover: DALL·E "worm waiting under a clock, vermeer painting"

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More on this 591st weekly Disquiet Junto project, The Loneliest Number (The Assignment: Record the first third of a trio), at: https://disquiet.com/0591/

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The Patient Earthworm [disquiet0591] (The Loneliest Number)

HVZE is an Alternative Hip-Hop artist raised in the Bay Area that is currently taking Southern California by storm. His style ranges from warm ambient vocals to cold surgical lyricism with an emphasis on emotional insight and contemplative bars. Versatile by nature, there isn’t a song HVZE isn’t effective on. 
Instagram @hvze_muzik

HVZE - YAYO! (Prod. personaFi)

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