Hxstage + 4shley - come thru

prod. me and @cmten
mixed by @cmten

🖤🦦

i don't wanna go outside today 
get away i am not okay 
don't need feelings they just get in the way

don't need feelings they just get in the way
i don't talk i don't got nothing to say
i'm in pain i wanna take it away

how i'm living in pain every day?
i wanna talk ab how i get paid
every day i wake up it's the same 
i'm not fucking ok

chemical for the pain
reticle for the brain
every day the fucking same
nothing left for me to gain
what the fuck im supposed to say?

lost it 
how'd i get so exhausted?
always thinking that i got this
someone come and put a stop to my--

cause you know and you're right that you're in my head

i don't wanna go outside today 
get away i am not okay 
don't need feelings they just get in the way

don't need feelings they just get in the way
i don't talk i don't got nothing to say
i'm in pain i wanna take it away

deserve (prod. hxstage x cmten)

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prod. @daisynuke

mastered by @cmten

art by @poppygavin on instagram

you’ve been starting to lock yourself away
you live inside the same house but you don’t see them for days
and you try to purge it but it stays

right there Inside of you
you stay inside because you

lost yourself
but did you get what you want?
and every day just feels the same
since the day you heard her name

you can’t stand when they’re around
you never speak you’d just lose ground
an outcast in your home;
it’s there

right there inside of you
you try to hide it but you

lost yourself
but did you get what you want?
and every day just feels the same
since the day you heard her name

HXSTAGE MERCH

did you get what you want? (prod. daisynuke)

art by @cmten

how long til you're called away?
hit him til he get it then he crawl away
get the cash in play
i don't wanna talk get the cash in play

i play with a red ray no mysterio
melt face when i play through the stereo
any case imma just stay leaving scary oh

i just wanna die here
i just wanna watch it fucking kill them all like it killed me
i'd cut myself and watch it fall but i can't bleed
all alone until i fall. i concede.

i'd admit defeat it that would make it stop

how long til you're called away?
hit him til he get it then he crawl away
get the cash in play
i don't wanna talk get the cash in play

calledawayx86(prod. hxstage)

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LIGHTS OUT (EMOTIONALLY DETATCHED REWORK) - BLCKK

ion kno what's up
i can't see straight
what was in that blunt?
i said i need blood
if he talking then it's up
no camel he get crushed
different when i'm up
actin different when i'm up

static it come out to play
i try to keep it away
i do it one of two ways
i gotta smoke or gotta get paid

you can see it in my eyes
i'm gone tell you that i'm fine
but im dying every night

oh no
how'd i get so low?
where did everyone go?
now i feel so alone
i get so cold
i don't know where i go
crash this shit it's time to go
nothing ever made me whole
in my chest i got a hole

ion kno what's up
i can't see straight
what was in that blunt?
i said i need blood
if he talking then it's up
no camel he get crushed
different when i'n up
actin different when i'm up

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wanna know what? i'm done(x8)

i do not fuck with that shit 
i told you i'm not the one
i like the cut of that bitch 
i think i might put it on
he keep on touching my shit 
i make this shit viet nam 
i'm in this suffering shit
and it just keep going on 

he got hit? 
he must've been downrange
all i do complain 
all i feel is pain 
drowning out my thoughts with the smoke
different strains 
anti every day 
anti social every day
he anti on social so we put him in a crate 

throw his ass away
dont participate
all i speak is hate 
put you in your place
there ain't no escape
yeah there ain't no damn escape

see myself i'm flawed as a bitch
odd as a bitch
i don't feel myself i'm feeling wrong in this bitch 
i've been kicking shit for way too long in this bitch 
way too long in this bitch

CAN'T SEE STR8//DOWNRANGE

co. prod m x @cmten
mix & master: @cmten

into the pillow smother me slowly
take the air from my lungs i’m a burden to none when i’m gone

take out the parts where i need improvement
i could fix everything so immediately when i’m done

take me out and watch the sunset vanish away
like the thoughts in my brain
all at once
wring me out and watch my progress wither away
with the man I become when I’m done

life robbed of color all monochrome
as soon as it’s over I’m making the long drive home

but i can’t get too far cause the cognac
left my keys in the car and i’m locked out
can someone come pick me up?

take me out and watch the sunset vanish away
like the thoughts in my brain
all at once
wring me out and watch my progress wither away
with the man i become when i’m done

smotherbug

prod. me x @cmten
mix & master: @cmten


i put myself through the floor
so i could get a good view
i couldn’t take anymore
i put myself through the floor

feels like i’m chasing a ghost
trying to be like i used to
i hate the quiet the most
when i’m left with my thoughts
alone
a dead swan
collapse and turn in time
turn the key and drift away to sleep

i lose myself in the phone
can’t can’t take the pressure? go mute
until the chaos concludes
a constant problem confused

a constant problem confused
i never knew what to do
but couldn’t reach out to you

color is forced to fade in the face of tragedy

when I’m left With my thoughts
alone
a Dead swan
collapse and turn in time
turn the key and drift away to sleep

dead swan

music video: https://youtu.be/VqhlEeGqFgA?si=SyPbVS_ER3z3EYVl

prod. me x @cmten
mix & master: @cmten

i've been wasting
all my time on
fleeting moments
their presence fades away

it's obvious
you can't see what's going on

in front of your face
i fall out of place
i'm such a waste
a fucking disgrace

is it over now?
i always watch over my shoulder now

i wasn't over the first time
feel like there won't be a last time
lie to myself just to pass time
over and over again

fleeting(music video in desc)

prod. me x @cmten
mix & master: @cmten

Feel like I’m running out of options
Is it just me or it’s the option?
I need another way to stop this
Feels like I’ve been here way too many times

Keep it all inside
It’s overwhelming
I’m so tired of fighting

So unfamiliar
The quiet my concealer
Try to play along
Don’t know what’s going on
Everything turned out wrong
I waited far too long
And now openings gone
I’ll never get back

Picked over’s all I get
Can’t never free my neck
And now the rot it sets
Oh it covers me
Let it smother me
I’m not struggling
I can hardly breathe
But I’m almost free

I am not ok
I’ll never fucking speak I’ll tear my throat away
I wanna hide my face
Can’t keep this fucking pace
Everything always breaks
I wanna leave this place

Take my pain

concealer

prod. me x @cmten
mix & master: @cmten

ion wanna feel this no more
ion wanna be here it's not the same
loss of focus; stole my mind
hardly noticed; stole my time

what more is there i could do?
i'm pulling my hair
everything in me was killed by the cold in the air
i'm off the wire i hate it
i'm never there

i know it wouldn't be fair for you to see me like this

i can't lie
this is all getting too much on my mind
it feels like i'm in a rut all the time
this is all getting too much on my mind
i can't lie

seemeliekdis

HXSTAGE

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