this entire album was absolutely beautiful, this shit is truly amazing bro. I'm astonished by the effort put into this and I truly hope you continue making music like this

This is the shit that keeps me able to love hard even after so much heartbreak

TBPSCHAF

I'm a cheapskate
I got a ton of memories yuh
I'm a cheapskate, yuh
Fuck it

I can't think straight
I'm a cheapskate
I got a ton of memories locked in a briefcase
You wanna see me
Wouldn't wanna be me
Numbers makin me crazed
Something needs to be changed
Cus I can't think straight
I'm a cheapskate
I got a ton of memories locked in a briefcase
You wanna see me
Wouldn't wanna be me
Numbers makin me crazed
Something needs to be changed

Take another pic, so it's something you won't miss like
How you always seem to cut off all the lists like
No room for talking shit, right?
Leave you comment section lookin like you flipped a switch, nice
'Bout time, leave your house round five
Send the message confirmation
Make you sound childlike
I be up in my house
I don't want another spouse, yikes
Fuck her on the couch nice
Something doesn't sound right

Something doesn't sound right
Been tryna give it time but something's got me down right
I'm fucking terrified
Put me in the ground
I can't last another night
Stop it I don't wanna fight
Don't wanna fight
I've been hit too many times can't get back up
You bled me dry
Like a vampire from my neck, yeah
You took my life
Lost my fucking mind, I can't fortify
I can't ever think straight
I'm stuck on how you crossed the line

I can't think straight
I'm a cheapskate
I got a ton of memories locked in a briefcase
You wanna see me
Wouldn't wanna be me
Numbers makin me crazed
Something needs to be changed
Cus I can't think straight
I'm a cheapskate
I got a ton of memories locked in a briefcase
You wanna see me
Wouldn't wanna be me
Numbers makin me crazed
Something needs to be changed

cheapskate w/ HXSTAGE (p. johnnyfriend)

The Love You Want

prod. @daisynuke
mastered by @cmten

you ever come across cold
for the sake of a loved one
trying to find yourself
enveloped in chemicals

i'm off the wire again 
head feels like fire again 
i wanna die but i can't 
it'd make them cry if i went

collapsing on the floor 
i don't even know what to do anymore
this shit wasn't something i was doing before
step back
what the fuck i'm even doing this for?

i don't even wanna fight back
imma get my face kicked in til the world turns back
feels like when it rains it pours
i can't do this anymore

i don't know why i'm trying so hard
spent all day crying so far 

i try to scream and no one hears at all

you ever come across cold
for the sake of a loved one
trying to find yourself
enveloped in chemicals

it lives inside my head
it's deaf and it's well fed
i couldn't leave my bed
left my clawing out for something

it was the end of him
can't let this shit take me

you ever come across cold
for the sake of a loved one
trying to find yourself
enveloped in chemicals

chemicals

chemicals (prod. daisynuke)

germs//ERROR

co. prod m x @cmten
mix & master: @cmten

into the pillow smother me slowly
take the air from my lungs i’m a burden to none when i’m gone

take out the parts where i need improvement
i could fix everything so immediately when i’m done

take me out and watch the sunset vanish away
like the thoughts in my brain
all at once
wring me out and watch my progress wither away
with the man I become when I’m done

life robbed of color all monochrome
as soon as it’s over I’m making the long drive home

but i can’t get too far cause the cognac
left my keys in the car and i’m locked out
can someone come pick me up?

take me out and watch the sunset vanish away
like the thoughts in my brain
all at once
wring me out and watch my progress wither away
with the man i become when i’m done

smotherbug

prod. me x @cmten
mix & master: @cmten


i put myself through the floor
so i could get a good view
i couldn’t take anymore
i put myself through the floor

feels like i’m chasing a ghost
trying to be like i used to
i hate the quiet the most
when i’m left with my thoughts
alone
a dead swan
collapse and turn in time
turn the key and drift away to sleep

i lose myself in the phone
can’t can’t take the pressure? go mute
until the chaos concludes
a constant problem confused

a constant problem confused
i never knew what to do
but couldn’t reach out to you

color is forced to fade in the face of tragedy

when I’m left With my thoughts
alone
a Dead swan
collapse and turn in time
turn the key and drift away to sleep

dead swan

shadow

Quit!!

SIX FEET UNDER (Caleigh’s Song)

LYRICS:

YOU TELL EVERYBODY THAT YOU'RE BETTER, YOU DON'T KNOW HOW
YOU SAY WHAT YOU WANT BUT I KNEW BETTER WHEN YOU GO OUT
I DO ANYTHING TO TAKE IT BACK FROM YOU
MY PHONE NEVER RING, WHAT I'M SUPPOSED TO DO?
X2

I CAN'T DO BETTER
I WANNA GET MY FAMILY RIGHT
FUCK 'ROUND HIT HIS CENTER

CAN'T QUIT NO NEVER
CAN'T FUCK WITH WHOEVER
I JUST DO IT BETTER

DRINK UNTIL IT NEVER REALLY MATTERED
I HAD WHAT I WANT UNTIL IT SHATTER
I DON'T WANNA TELL YOU BUT I LOVE YOU
I SEE WHAT WE DOING THEN, FUCK YOU

'PROLLY MY FAULT, I GOT ISSUES
NEVER MEANT TO PUT THAT SHIT ON YOU
I FEEL SOMETHING DIFFERENT THAN WE TALK 'BOUT
I JUST WANNA KILL HIM IF HE TOUCH YOU

YOU TELL EVERYBODY THAT YOU'RE BETTER, YOU DON'T KNOW HOW
YOU SAY WHAT YOU WANT BUT I KNEW BETTER WHEN YOU GO OUT
I DO ANYTHING TO TAKE IT BACK FROM YOU
MY PHONE NEVER RING, WHAT I'M SUPPOSED TO DO?
X2

WHEN IMA SEE YOU AGAIN?
I 'PROLLY DEAL WITH IT THEN
I DON'T SAY ANYTHING TO YOU
FUCK WITH WHOEVER BEFORE I HAD KNEW YOU

SOMEBODY TRYNA DIE TODAY
LOOK AT YOU DIFFERENT YOU MINE TODAY
I QUIT MY THERAPY, FUCK WITH ME
KNOW WHERE YOU STAY WHY YOU DUCKING ME?

BITCH,
PICK UP WHEN I CALL YOU
DON'T WANNA TALK 'BOUT NO ONE
WHO YOU SEEING WHERE THEY ALL FROM?

I KILL MYSELF BEFORE I LET YOU GO
I HATE YOU FULLY BUT I LOVE YOU THOUGH

SHATTER [PROD. SANPERSEUS]

don’t trip, i don’t need you to love me
my priority been fucked up, trust me
not letting nobody around me,
so if it’s you and me tonight don’t need to tell me, nothing

few drinks in me per usual
i said a lot i don’t remember
know this prolly not what we meant for
that’s not for you and i to worry bout

right now
right now
tell you what you want me from, i mean like
right now
right now
tell me what you need from me, i could do it
right now
right now
i’m not doing nothing we could see each other
right now

i’m not really looking for the next one to fuck up
you don’t wanna be that either
spilled my last drink on my t shirt
i’m prolly too blacked out right now need my breather
tell me - tell me what you wish i was
then when i act the way i say I do you wish you really listened huh?
tell me what you thinking of
i know you heard it when i drop ay where the fuck you think i get it from?

you like what i do until i’m honest when i do it
i wouldn’t be here if this shit ain’t just pull me through it
i can’t spend my soul on checking in on how im moving
oh so you all for it then, prove it

i don’t think im built how you want me
you know what you doing ay you got me
fuck it, it’s prolly better if we stopped it
that’s not for you and i to worry bout

right now

r.n. (prod. nightrdd x silkroad x saiyan)

Connor Charles fuses orchestral drama, gospel-choir power, and dancefloor energy into an unforgettable journey. Each track is a story of resilience, love, and light — rising from shadows into strength. With soaring violins, driving beats, and anthemic choruses, these mixes move between cinematic emotion and club-ready fire.
Hope. Soul. Love. Light. This is music built for the heart, the body, and the dancefloor.

smotherbug

HXSTAGE

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