Lyrics n shit

yea life's so complicated
struggles with conversation
no i cant make decisions
im stuck in repetition

and it just goes on , i need closure, move on
the pain so strong when i sing this song
and when could we get along? 
cuz this time ain long, no this time ain long

i need a remedy, 
i need help why cant you see,
and we might have chemistry 
but we argue everything that could set us free

oh x 9000

i know its hard but you gotta see
every other little thing that be stretchin me
and i gotta kill whatever's tryna kill in me 
nothing good in this life ever comes for free

ALL PLATFORMS

WE COULD SET US FREE (PROD. SXZU)

Dropping some older tracks from 2019-2020 just tryina clear out the vault. Hope yall enjoy

NOBODY SAFE FT. KASHIMOTU [PROD. MYSTXRY]

DIE ON PURPOSE PROD. NOVÂFLED

i dont like when people
dictate over my happiness
bout 6 months now,
with my friends fuck dapping it
yeah im still rapping 
fuck but im living so dapper and
im sober its whatever
niggas aint never graspin it
niggas never would listen
when you try to be better
no more givin into vices
selling happy for pleasure
wish i never grew up
idolizing the cheddar
love so many people
but ill never be better
for em
im self centered
thinking that its all about me
thats a problem
i could never wish away when i breathe
leave
my presence in the venue
every time that we leave
think i love it but
im crying every night in my sheets
then i bleed
self harm
scars
blood in the tea
suicidal thoughts
linger
in the presence i bring
the only present that i think is
me
dead in the breeze
summer sunlight
beating down my head 
with the trees

i call my mother
im asking if she proud
i lied to her the other day
saying i was down
so she could say she love

or i could maybe frown
or feel something
other than right now
the liquor too strong
yeah i relapsed
i dont give a fuck about me
tell em run it back 
cuz every single day im smiling 
holding back an attack
of panic cuz my nerves
is getting frantic in the chat

i would get it if you left
i dont fuck about me 
or a check
the money fucked me over
made me think i was the best
my ego got big 
now im sitting here depressed
wanna kill myself
but i dont wanna hurt you next
i hate every word
that comes with my breath
all i ever brought to this world
was stress
insecure, maybe thats my test
ill never be better
so i aint checkin my texts

i got a bottle in one hand
my life in the other
if it was up to me id throw it all
away in the gutter
i know you care
but my heart sliced
through like some butter
feel like nobody understands
what its like to be under
ground
not my with my music but with my heart
when it all goes down
whos there with me in the dark
like im not sitting suffering
dying with all the art
like this arc dont suck
this shit is just getting hard
and harder

Listen

RELAPSE ARC(PROD.WENDIGO)

CURTIS [PROD. CUBE]

don’t trip, i don’t need you to love me
my priority been fucked up, trust me
not letting nobody around me,
so if it’s you and me tonight don’t need to tell me, nothing

few drinks in me per usual
i said a lot i don’t remember
know this prolly not what we meant for
that’s not for you and i to worry bout

right now
right now
tell you what you want me from, i mean like
right now
right now
tell me what you need from me, i could do it
right now
right now
i’m not doing nothing we could see each other
right now

i’m not really looking for the next one to fuck up
you don’t wanna be that either
spilled my last drink on my t shirt
i’m prolly too blacked out right now need my breather
tell me - tell me what you wish i was
then when i act the way i say I do you wish you really listened huh?
tell me what you thinking of
i know you heard it when i drop ay where the fuck you think i get it from?

you like what i do until i’m honest when i do it
i wouldn’t be here if this shit ain’t just pull me through it
i can’t spend my soul on checking in on how im moving
oh so you all for it then, prove it

i don’t think im built how you want me
you know what you doing ay you got me
fuck it, it’s prolly better if we stopped it
that’s not for you and i to worry bout

right now

r.n. (prod. nightrdd x silkroad x saiyan)

Lost ID

PROD.MIDDIE

LYRICS:
i can feel it, in the air
on a day like this,
when no one cares 
 
you can hear it in streets
it isnt fair 
whos really there
 
everyday i wake up wonder why
who am i

look up in the sky
watch the clouds start to cry

i see reflections of the past
in my eyes

my friends hella down
and they all wanna die

i guess thats having a
a teenage dream

we ruin everything
kick and scream

crying for freedom
from these machines

billions of people
why cant you see  



dl:
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TEENAGE DREAM

(blckk)

don’t count days
it’ll never go away

more static fucking everything up
that addict pouring blood in his cup
I never felt the way that you did
don’t act like no one told you that shit
I wonder what I’ll say to my kids
how bad they’ll hurt just reading that shit
I play with fire staying alive
but I’ll make it happen counting to five

if I count the people I trust on both of my hands my fists will start bleeding
if I’m one to overreact then everyone else should see what you're feeding

(hxstage) 

I can’t fuckin stand to see my face no more 
Get pissed passed out up on the fuckin floor 
And I keep it all inside until it gets too much
I let dust collect in the space you left In my chest 

I was doing fine 'til you hit my phone 
Then the walls came up and the doors stay shut 
Thought I left it all in the past
And I can’t let it back inside again

feeding.wav(feat. blckk)(prod. fony wallace)

@blckk

(hxstage)

I tried to drown it out but every night it stays the same and it’s still there 
Back in the darkest corner of my mind it sits 
I want to get away from this 
Take me out of my frame 
I want to find me again 
Can’t remember my name 
I stopped trying gave up there can’t be something more 
I spend every night just posted on a frozen floor 
I have been breaking down
I never wanted this but I brought it all on myself

fuck it don’t call I don’t need another let down 
Double back if ever need someone 
Break my teeth on lies you told 
Disappointment's getting old 


(blckk) 

it’s getting old
i’m trying harder now to hurt you if you hit my phone
I fucking drank so I couldn’t remember anymore
it’s all I see if i’m sober your clothes are on my floor
I guess it hurts when it’s over cause he could help you more
I never got any closure 
I let you try to ignore me again 
like you always did

like u always did

hxstage x blckk - like u always did(prod. hxstage)(instagram:@_hxstage)(lyrics in desc.)

SORRY 4 THE LATE UPLOAD :(

LYRICS:

ONE TIME
FOR MY FRIENDS
KEEPING ME ALIVE BUT IT ALL 'GON END EVENTUALLY
AM I MEANT TO BE THIS WAY

I'M OK
BUT IT DON'T LOOK THAT WAY
WHEN I WAKE UP
DON'T KNOW WHAT TIME IT IS
BUT THAT BREAK UP
IT NEVER HURT LIKE THIS

I NEVER PAID FOR THE SHIT THAT I DID
IF I DON'T GET HELP FUCK A BREAK IMA QUIT
I'M ANYONES HELL BUT YOU'RE MAKING ME SICK
AND NOTHING I SELL'S 'BOUTTA PAY FOR THE SHIT
I AIN'T DEAD YET BUT I'M TRYIN' MY BEST
NEVER 'BOUTTA MAKE IT I'M THE ONLY ONE LEFT
YOU AIN'T TRYNA HEAR ABOUT THE SHIT THAT I KEPT
NOTHING MAKES SENSE BUT IT'S BURNING MY CHEST

I'M KILLING MYSELF BUT MY BRAIN ON 10
AND AIN'T NOBODY KNOW HOW AFRAID I AM
IT ALL GET WORSE WHEN THE SUN GO DOWN
AND POUR IT ALL OUT 'TILL MY HEAD 'GON DROWN

AND I'M OVERDUE FOR MY EXPIRATION
YOU HATED ME BUT YOU'D NEVER SAY SHIT

I'M KILLING MYSELF BUT MY BRAIN ON 10
AND AIN'T NOBODY KNOW HOW AFRAID I AM

feeding.wav(feat. blckk)(prod. fony wallace)

HXSTAGE