artist - @v2nthan
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produced by tonycomputerlove

*LYRICS*:
What you doing?
Always come in last, why you losing?
I only got one choice, there's no choosin
If you talking shit then do it
And while you at it waste my time cuz you're a loser

Doin what you say? No way.
Yuh, tryna find this money I can't locate
Is it just me, or is it getting cold?
They sayin I'm on fire so I guess I better roll
Yeah nobody ever told me that this shit would take a toll
Even when I'm workin hard this shit is addin up
Movin round like a zombie cuz I'm sleepless
Shot his fuckin face off, now he speechless

I just spent my rack
But I'll make it back
Nah I'm broke as fuck
Venthan why you cap?
And you know I keep a pistol on my waist I never lack
Actin like you better but you lowest on the rack

Lately I've been feeling sad, feeling low
Uppin the choppa and I let it blow
*shh
Gotta tip-toe
Why you need my info?
All you do is fuckin cry
Makin cash? fuckin lies
Cross the line
You might die
This might be your last night

venthan - TOLL (prod. tonycomputerlove)

a sacrifice bittersweet 
that’s what mortality means 
and that’s what you did to me 
so i don’t want a meaning at all
i don’t wanna fall in love 
i won’t allow it 
cloud nine baby all my thoughts 
are clouded now 
he all talk he ain’t bout it 
twitter fingers but i put my money 
where my mouth is 
dreams and respirations what i dream of 
basics and examples what you’re made of 
i won’t fall a victim to the fate so 
we won’t ever be the fuckin same.

meaning.

( i love you ) 

ima hide my voice 
that’s how ima hide the pain yeah 
remnants of myself they keep 
spilling out the container 
and i can’t contain it yeah 
no i can’t contain it 
and this like the fifth time 
that i realized i don’t know myself 
and even if i did i cant live right 
without your help
if i can’t breathe your air 
then i don’t want it 
been thinking bout the other me 
i fuckin lost em 
and i know i can’t commit to shit 
that’s who i am yeah 
i hyperventilate when nobody’s around yeah 
and nobody’s around 
i’m better in the ground

compulsive.

( i love you ) 

on my own
i don't need people to talk to
i do this shit by my lone
its not the same as before no
but im not alone 
i got people hittin up my phone
and they all talkin like they fuckin know
yea but they don't fuckin know
heart on my sleeve with your hand on my shoulder
and its getting colder 
everyday they just tell me to suck it up
and i cant control it
everyday i just think to myself 
i dont wanna fuck it up
wanna be friends well you're out of luck 
and i know that i'm never gonna be enough
so i fuck up my my life 
i hate myself sometimes i wanna die 
i dont wanna fuck it up
wanna be friends well you're out of luck 
and i know that i'm never gonna be enough
so i fuck up my my life 
i hate myself sometimes i wanna-

lone.

out everywhere now :)
lyrics -

just pop the champagne it’s time to get on with our lives 
this year is over now we’re one closer until we die

it’s so dismal youre pitiful just sit in your room alone
just like last year you sit and you stare at your phone 
oh ignore all the calls and the texts from your friends
man you’re nothing to me and you’ve lost my respect

it’s a new year not a new me i stay the same 
always anxious 
and i feel anger near holidays 
it’s a good time to feel nothing drown my pain
it’s a new year not a new me cause i’m the same

and how is it i don’t have the energy to pick up my phone
but i got all the energy to sit here alone
feel like i wasted all my time
and i wasted my youth 
another year goes by and i’m still doing what i did
back in 2020 or 2019 i don’t fucking understand no more 
i don’t feel like me

it’s so dismal youre pitiful just sit in your room alone
just like last year you sit and you stare at your phone 
oh ignore all the calls and the texts from your friends
man you’re nothing to me and you’ve lost my respect

it’s a new year not a new me i stay the same 
always anxious 
and i feel anger near holidays 
it’s a good time to feel nothing drown my pain
it’s a new year not a new me cause i’m the same

new year (prod. bloom)

goodbye demo

prod. blank

lyrics:
i dont wanna see it, yeah
ever since my vision depleted, i've 
felt like my brain just been bleedin'
then i found you
you
then i found you
you-
then i found you
you
then i found you 
you.

purpose

eagle

leave (p. johnkwon + derno)

"petrichor" - the distinctive, earthy smell of rain in the air — sometimes detectable before any rain has fallen.

oh i know it sounds insane 
to say 
it seems okay to 
fill your place with time 
oh 
and the days pass 
through my gaze
as i wander 
straight through the slaughter
you made
was all of it worth it now?
and i won’t accept my fate 
the weeds overgrown
but im one step away 
from the good in this place 
so hold on.

petrichor

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/5Ch856D9hJx8NrOIx0PSLi
apple: https://music.apple.com/us/album/naked-single/1696242761

produced by inbloom
cover by lotredecim

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venthan - TOLL (prod. tonycomputerlove)

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