I bite my cheeks hoping I bleed because I need a midnight snack and my mouth is dry (true, also it tastes nice)

i actually teared up, thank you for making this. Alot of emotion <3

Lyrics:

I stared into the black void of night 
Aimlessly grasping 
At your dotted lines 

I miss you 
I miss you

Your eyes in the moonlight 
Hit just right 
It’s just right

dead of night

maybe we can try
to stick together

cus everything besides you
doesn’t mean too much 

oh baby i don’t mind
that you barely try

oh baby i wont lie
you’re my favorite type

we don’t say much
yet i’m staring at your face
like i’m in love with you

the things i write about
make me wonder if i’ll
ever get to be with you

i’d play some duster
sitting next to her
and whisper in her ear
“i love you, dear”

i love you, dear

bad girl haunt me always thinking
is it fleeting will you stay with
me if im me cant see through
anxiety you're blistering
i need you over cant get over
sadness isnt okay sober
good enough to wrap around you
never enough to surround two
bodies suspended in water
swallow freezing ocean water
smoke while we fuck we dont breathe it
why dont we talk about dreaming
she told me the walls were leaking
im not one for heavy breathing
hurt my tongue when you kiss me 
i bite my cheeks and hope i bleed

i bite my cheeks and hope i bleed

ill start today making my way away
who says you have to wait to have anything
i know what you really want isnt just me
thats what i wanted too but you fucked it up more than you can see
i want to wake up dead
never feel a thing again
and i wont be scared of it
i just need to
and im not even sure if im pushing or falling away
out of your arms that held on too loose to me
cause the words that come out of your mouth are mold on my skin
and right now i bet you regret ever letting me in
i want to wake up dead
never feel a thing again
and i wont be scared of it
cause everything is just pretend
i think i want you to know
all the places that id rather go, than be
with someone who understands how i feel
and it hurts that you're so much like me
and i guess thats why i think we should be
as far apart as can be

get out

memories melt in my mind and
who i think i am will die
reasons why i try to find im
multiplying in my
head im seeing patterns
my head is going faster than the
body that i see in bed
im letting go forever
its hurting but doesnt that mean that im growing
change the blood that i am holding
who am i controlling
is he wrong for listening to
demons calling talking to the
open door hes down the hall
went in the wrong direction
getting sick of his perception
he will tell you what he finds inside
but soon forget this state of mind
keep running in and out of time
his sense of self has always been a lie

in skin

i hate myself v2

don't go; summer's almost over
too slow; call you when i'm home
bad luck; promise that i'm tough
your call; waiting in the car

lovers stay in love when push comes to shove
summer turns to fall
you still have my heart

bad luck

i feel like i dont need anyone
but i still need you
you say enjoy what they have given
but the mask is different

they are making me to do this
im nothing
hurt me till i will
become something

this is it

see him when i close my eyes
see him in his disguise 
waiting for me to find
him sitting in my mind
i dont wanna see him again
i just want to move on

i'll see him with my eyes

see him when i come back down
i dont wanna come around
i dont wanna see the light 
i dont think that i can fight 

him off anymore

i'll see him with my eyes

hello

frail is how I see me
giving up on changing is ending me
feeling like I can’t feel
just another symptom you can’t heal

find nothing in everything 
mend my brain don’t want to break again
i can make you crave to be
someone that you’re really afraid to see

ignoring that corner inside of my
mind
tried to make sense of the patterns
im wrong
dream of a beauty in being so 
dull
disordered condition of living 
done choice

heart pounding why not be
learn to swim inside the dark abyss
you can make me so weak
use me like you used to when im sick

ignoring that corner inside of my
hell
tried to make sense of the patterns
they’re gone
dream of a beauty in being so 
numb
disordered condition of dying 
done choice

i bite my cheeks and hope i bleed

hysterla

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