It's been years but hasn't changed anything

killing time, nothing feels right
and now i wait until these days die
you’re a falling cloud, I couldn’t just dream
of you being mine, i drowned in your eyes

it drags me down, the way the sunbeam
passes you by, you are your own light
I distilled your soul, the perfume feels warm
I wear you now, my breath will thin out

I won’t stay the same and maybe I’ll be fine 
wake up still asleep so dream, water it down

your eyes

This is a song about my future girlfriend 

i hope you enjoy!

-Greens on Toast

I Love Her So Much, I Really Wish I Knew Who She Was

TV Girl - It Almost Worked

he loves to hurt (himself) - dissonance

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please make it stop

and it's gone before you know
friends you made
way back home
hold your breath all the way to georgia
it was a pleasure to know you
and i know you well

and i never count my blessings
memories arrested when i'm alone again
it's just the dark, so what am i scared of
when do i wait for peace to come again

(i know better)
(know better)

if it's all that i know then why would i leave
god, don't make this hard
cus i don't wanna let you down

and it's gone before you know
friends you made
way back home
hold your breath all the way to georgia
it was a pleasure to know you
and i know you well

and i never count my blessings
memories arrested when i'm alone again
it's just the dark, so what am i scared of
oh do i wait for peace

dodger

angelisse @camsostatic

some small low quality demo i recorded a couple of months back but only decided to release now. lyrics are improvised for the most part.

unknown

drunk txt (demo?)- beach sleep

plea-s

memories melt in my mind and
who i think i am will die
reasons why i try to find im
multiplying in my
head im seeing patterns
my head is going faster than the
body that i see in bed
im letting go forever
its hurting but doesnt that mean that im growing
change the blood that i am holding
who am i controlling
is he wrong for listening to
demons calling talking to the
open door hes down the hall
went in the wrong direction
getting sick of his perception
he will tell you what he finds inside
but soon forget this state of mind
keep running in and out of time
his sense of self has always been a lie

in skin

i see it in the dark
slipping out of my arms
pushing against the walls
prisoner happening
cut open the skin
leaving out of the marks
the dog is foggy eyed
the sky is leaving me
pollution in the head
consume and feed your self
i burn the path i led
the mind and body melt
the clouds are breaking now
spewing out of the mouth
i left my thoughts behind
nature of this is now
pollution in the blood
consume and feed your hell
i burn the path i led
my mind and body melt

https://theloners.bandcamp.com/album/four-new-songs

I'd like to believe you when you say
That you don’t want me to go away

I think you look pretty when you
Look like its snowing out

I dont wanna think about you
Don't wanna think about you
Don't wanna think about you
Don’t wanna think about

the loner(s) - like to

im in the dark with my head in my hands
what am i worth if i am not a man
want to go home but i already am
all of this life ill be stuck in my head
warm and safe feelings i dont want to leave
its starting to hurt every time that i breathe
im letting go of what isnt here now
wont forget the bitter taste in my mouth
i know this is what i get
privileged piece of shit is dead
living dying nothing
nothing nothing nothing
i am nothing
feels like nothing
i see nothing
i am nothing
i am nothing

phosphene

comforting skin next to me
she said that i can never be
myself when i die i will be alone
listening to her heart i can't feel anything
below my neck, and now my thoughts will take control
and if u prefer
i'll leave out all the details of this emptiness i feel
and if u prefer
i'll be around to listen to your softly spoken words
darkness seems to make isolation easier
i welcome my hallucinations
understandings of what i am will come undone
as i spiral deeper into nothingness
but if it helps me sleep
i'll take out my frustration on my temporary skin
if it helps me sleep
i'll smoke until i never have another dream of you
being in this space where nothing stays the same
i feel this biting clawing pain inside my chest
fly against the window pane soon to die
why does he try
why try

swallow

frail is how I see me
giving up on changing is ending me
feeling like I can’t feel
just another symptom you can’t heal

find nothing in everything 
mend my brain don’t want to break again
i can make you crave to be
someone that you’re really afraid to see

ignoring that corner inside of my
mind
tried to make sense of the patterns
im wrong
dream of a beauty in being so 
dull
disordered condition of living 
done choice

heart pounding why not be
learn to swim inside the dark abyss
you can make me so weak
use me like you used to when im sick

ignoring that corner inside of my
hell
tried to make sense of the patterns
they’re gone
dream of a beauty in being so 
numb
disordered condition of dying 
done choice

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