I KNEW FROM THE START THAT ITS GONNA END !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

lost my teeth in the snow

damage

time

awake

spiral

burnin when i fall in
put the sheet over my skin
gone and you know it
hot to the touch but im frozen
under the weight of my sin
fingers counting
i can hear the music
make the blood spill
take the white pill
double dosage
overloaded
you would never know it
keep a secret i dont show it
keep it on me and its loaded
i cant feel shit im a ghost now
i can feel the stab in my heart like
the day that it happened
but it doesnt even matter
made my heart shatter
but now my pockets fatter
what happens after
is there life or somethin similar
i dont even care now
i just wanna be with her

acidic

cut (i hate this)

losing

جلوی پنجره
اون تاریکه چشمونش 
رنگ هاش زیر سایه موهاش، پنهونه
موندی تو براش تنها
ای ساز، بنواز

Sayeh-ye Cheshm (Nemidunestm Okaye)


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Part 3

BandCamp

Transform yr dreams into reality/Free indeed

memories melt in my mind and
who i think i am will die
reasons why i try to find im
multiplying in my
head im seeing patterns
my head is going faster than the
body that i see in bed
im letting go forever
its hurting but doesnt that mean that im growing
change the blood that i am holding
who am i controlling
is he wrong for listening to
demons calling talking to the
open door hes down the hall
went in the wrong direction
getting sick of his perception
he will tell you what he finds inside
but soon forget this state of mind
keep running in and out of time
his sense of self has always been a lie

in skin

comforting skin next to me
she said that i can never be
myself when i die i will be alone
listening to her heart i can't feel anything
below my neck, and now my thoughts will take control
and if u prefer
i'll leave out all the details of this emptiness i feel
and if u prefer
i'll be around to listen to your softly spoken words
darkness seems to make isolation easier
i welcome my hallucinations
understandings of what i am will come undone
as i spiral deeper into nothingness
but if it helps me sleep
i'll take out my frustration on my temporary skin
if it helps me sleep
i'll smoke until i never have another dream of you
being in this space where nothing stays the same
i feel this biting clawing pain inside my chest
fly against the window pane soon to die
why does he try
why try

swallow

Hate

xxxxxxx i have no longterm plans for this body 
i want to be part of you while i still can 
xxxxxxx my mouth filled up with blood 
let me be part of you while i still can 

when am i coming to your school 
you know that i should see you soon 
before something takes me out of here 
or before he takes you away again 

(i woke up in the library and someone was whispering 
your name directly into my ear i looked around but 
i couldn't find them and when i went outside the sun 
was out but soon the sky turned black and it started 
to rain; my friends blame ghosts for everything) 

xxxxxxx i worry far too much and i know 
that it will ruin us 
just like it ruined so many things before 
let me be part of you while i still can 

when am i coming to your school 
you know that i should see you soon 
cause soon i won't be able to 
if things keep going on like this 
i stare at myself in the mirror 
i make my body bleed sometimes 
i don't even dream anymore 
because my dreams are coming true 
i could die in your red hair

xxxxxxx

when you came home i wrote a song 
i never showed anyone 
i still remember the hook it went 
'i'm getting clean for you' 
because i wanted to get clean again 
and i knew that if i did we could be happy 
we did it once before 
i thought we could do it again 

i wanted to say i'm sorry 
i never got clean for you 
like i wanted to do so badly 
and everything i knew i forgot 
i will shed this stupid body 
i will grow tall and be someone new 
when i do you can come find me 
but until then i'll be missing for a while

spiral

hysterla

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