prod. @gxnfire999
@fullofhates

wheres essential loving
what have ya lost
I still need ya touches
barely knew you there
I never knew your kind..

im moving bad

but

barely i don't feel at all

ill have a laugh

when 

ill 

and im really off

outta love

i don't wanna get involved

damn im corrupted

although i hate you

blood all inna faucet

I would break you

hell won't overflow

while i treat your open wounds

and i need gauzes...

                        "get on your knees"

well I don't get you
I dont get you
I don't know who you are anymore
I don't know who you are anymore
I don't get you
I don't get you 
I don't know who you are anymore
I don't know who you are anymore.

uglyugly. [prod. gxnfire]

meghan's house (12/31/20)

It's ok, I'm okay

Taste

You left the window open
Now there’s spiders gathering inside
A character so broken
It’s a relief that he’s alive

Embarrassment is choking me
It’s so unexpected, calm my restless leg

Who’s them eyes? 
I’m the one who made you
lied then blamed you
Guilty, I am 
No more apprehension 

Losing respect, I’ve had an effect
Keep him afraid, killed in the suede
Most of us break at the end of the day
Into the shade I’ll go

You’re gonna get
Gonna get
What you’re destined for, what your fate drew out
Syringe that like heroin, valley of death, now meadow

Sadako.wav

onetwothree

funkyboy13 - simple

holdmyhands

“Not Tonight” is a work-in-progress concept I wrote in a house full of life and activity, young hearts running around and a beautiful mother close by. I was sitting alone by the fireplace, feeling like I had finally found a home and yet still carried this deep sense of loneliness. It’s raw and unpolished, just a sketch for now, but it captures that mix of belonging and isolation, of holding on when the weight of the night feels heavy.

Not Tonight

25 years of this life
Not even a pill can change my mind
Watch the sunset every night

Just look up at the sky and wonder where you’ve been all my life
And I just ask the world why
The words won’t come to my mouth

Just lost in a cloud
The thoughts they travel through my mind
And pour down
Until they make me wanna cry
And sometimes die

Please don’t die
Not tonight
Not tonight

Not Tonight (WIP)

Eleven, 342

ballad of a broken butterfly

dear father (prod. killvein, dylan noir)

ballad of a broken butterfly

IAMDEAD