Damn the girl I pictured everything with just left me

everytime someone asks me if I‘m okay I break down

I feel like a deserve love without being manipulated and abused but everyone including my parents has done that to me. I don’t know if love really exists when everyone who’s said they loved me has hurt me physically and emotionally. I’m starting to think I’m just kidding myself and that people really are just animals, maybe I’m just like them too and kidding myself that real love exists. It’s always been conditional. I’m just so lost, I want to believe it exists but I can’t keep on risking my physical and mental well being like this. I guess I just gotta go through pain and risks now because it will be the last interesting thing I have to remember before I become old and senile

I miss him like sometimes i wonder why he want to be best friends only that but yet calls me cute names your my world my everything i love you E pls stay with my at least best friends like you want

forever bliss

Tell Me

Night Mom

he loves to hurt (himself) - dissonance

See Me

How To Be Better

scared

crying into a pillow

You and me ft. Oyatan

Skin

I Hate What Ive Become (Outro)

I composed this music a long time ago for my EP project, Adventus Hominis. Initially, I didn't want to include it in the first version because I felt it was too far removed from the EP's style. But ultimately, I think it fits well with the project; musically, it seems like a logical transition between the first and second parts of the EP. This music evokes for me the quest for knowledge that has always driven humanity, its ceaseless desire to understand the world around it, and to understand itself… I hope you enjoy it. I chose to release an enhanced version of my EP with this new music, as well as another piece of music, renaming the project "Adventus Hominum", meaning "The advent of humans" in Latin. 

Quest for knowledge

bless u
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crying into a pillow

i don't like mirrors

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