performed, written, & produced by me @mental
featuring @blxty

[mental]
i could never hate u
doesnt matter what u do
i know that u hate me
usually i hate me too
tired of complaining
but idk what else to do
tired of explaining
every wrong move i choose

feels like ive lost every reason
nobody else to believe in
think ive got too many secrets
so i keep sleeping and dreaming
that once for a change i could feel something else
and it pains me to stay with the cards ive been dealt
i could keep moving forwards and look for some help
but id rather exist with just u and myself <3

[blxty]
so bby tell me what hits harder den my words
i'm sick n tired of explaining so u first
i still cant find it so i cant tell u my worth
so bby would tell me would u feel the same..
if u were hurt
Like wud it work?
wud u find me useful?
or wud i b like dirt?
and maybe it's just a process
One that i can not process
bang my head n the wall
and u wont tell me i lost it
pls jus tell me i lost it

https://open.spotify.com/album/5dkyRFb1yJPEI0MDEtQi8v?si=7obS22PkQE-X6LH4oxsTHA

after you feat blxty

@prodbytoshi @newgarasu
失われたものを忘れる🎋🎋

ヽ(*ﾟдﾟ)ノ

prbly gna remastr dis soons wher i rec a lot of rvrb '(

https://open.spotify.com/album/6pF9eAcG8AIsqej5UlwO8I?si=2yhUf6V6QtiT-AlsaCSRTg&dl_branch=1

[☂˚]
sry bt its nt workn out tht wayy ;//
n iv bn thinkn ab it lik all dayy
if theres nthn tht i cn do than ok
bt it wont b anythn else but this nw alwys (◎ ◎)ゞ	

pls dnt tll me wht i 4gt (シ_ _)シ	
cz it tuk me sm time 
dnt remind me of wht i lost,, cnt subside 
n i cldnt tell u wht this is all4 y ?
its anothr nite tht i cnt close my eyes  ± _ ±

lately hasnt bn tha same
mb i might b2blame,, 
think theres smthn thts beyond tha frame 🐾🐾
nw its fadn i4gt ur name 

blame blame blame blame 🎋🎋
same same same same ☂˚☂˚
same same same same ☂˚☂˚

tll me wht is wrong i cld nvr stop
n its bn way2long so ofc im lost
mb i shld think 2x ab tha cost 🍓🍓
bt i cldnt live wit known,, i cannot stop

tk me bacc2a time wher i didn deal wit it
bt intha end it is how it is,, guess i gta gt a grip
i dnt wna say tht shtt,, i jus wna b in bliss ##
i dnt think i cn 4gt #.# idk wht all dis is !

⋆｡⋆☂˚｡⋆｡˚*•̩̩͙✩ 🎋🎋⋆｡⋆☂˚｡⋆｡˚*•̩̩͙✩ 🎋🎋⋆｡⋆☂˚｡⋆｡˚*•̩̩͙✩ 🎋🎋

ur name ⋆｡⋆☂˚｡⋆｡˚*•̩̩͙✩ 🎋🎋

@dollfacexxx
www.instagram.com/888psych/
love ariel and her everlasting light

loving me is way to hard </3 (dollface)

https://soundcloud.com/dethconi2/myl7feisfallingapart original

Prod Gurushawty & Cloudbxy

thank you coni for helping me today you are truly the best big brother figure a girl can ask for 

praise ariel for she is our light

cover of https://soundcloud.com/dethconi2/myl7feisfallingapart

blxty + emotionals - on god (waifu yugen)

(Prod. @prodelxnce + @whereisnomu)

change
seasons change and I'm the one that you blame
travel the world just to see your face
hex my mind I can’t say your name 
since you’ve been gone my whole worlds been a haze

your fragrance left me dazed 
and I'm drowning in your toxic waste 
and my heart it just don’t beat the same 
do I leave or do I stay

what is love?
don’t know I'm too fucked up
I just 
I can’t give it up 
I can’t
I can’t give it up

you can try

STREAM ON SPOTIFY

ᵀᵒˣⁱᶜ ᵂᵃˢᵗᵉ ⁽ᴾʳᵒᵈ. ᴱˡˣⁿᶜᵉ ⁺ ᴺᵒᵐᵘ⁾

𝐮𝐤𝐧𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐰𝐬 𝐚 𝐰𝐚𝐲 𝟐 𝐬𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐢𝐭 𝐛𝐭 𝐢 𝐝𝐧𝐭 𝐰𝐧𝐚 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐤 𝐚𝐛 𝐢𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐤 𝐚𝐛 𝐢𝐭 𝐦𝐮𝐜𝐡 𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐠 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐢𝐭 𝐭𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐭𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐰𝐞 𝐜𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐢𝐧 𝐛𝐭 𝐢 𝐝𝐧𝐭 𝐰𝐧𝐚 𝐫𝐮𝐧 𝐧 𝐢 𝐝𝐧𝐭 𝐰𝐧𝐚 𝐫𝐮𝐬𝐡 

𝐭𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐦𝐲,, 𝐣𝐮𝐬 𝐭𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐦𝐲 𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐤 𝐥𝐢𝐞𝐬 𝐮 𝐤𝐧𝐞𝐰 𝐭𝐡𝐭 𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐞𝐲𝐞𝐬𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭,, 𝐢𝐭𝐬 𝐚 𝐛𝐚𝐝 𝐛𝐚𝐝 𝐬𝐢𝐠𝐧 𝐧𝐨 𝐲 𝐮 𝐜𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐬𝐚𝐲 𝐮 𝐭𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐝  𝐟𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐧 𝐢𝐧 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐜𝐞 𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐰𝐚𝐥𝐤 𝐚𝐰𝐲 𝐛𝐭 𝐢 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐩𝐡𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐜𝐡𝐢𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐜𝐚𝐧 𝐮 𝐬𝐚𝐲 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐮𝐫 𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐧,, 𝐢 𝐜𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧 𝐜 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐥𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠

𝐭𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐮 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭,, 𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐭𝐫𝐲𝐧𝐚 𝐦𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐨𝐧 𝐛𝐭 𝐢 𝐟𝐥 𝐢𝐭 𝐧𝐨𝐧𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐩 𝐩𝐮𝐭 𝐢𝐭 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐛𝐞𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐝𝐦𝐞 𝐧 𝐩𝐮𝐭 𝐢𝐭 𝐨𝐧 𝐥𝐨𝐜𝐤 𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐞𝐥𝐥 𝐮 𝐢𝐟 𝐢𝐭 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐤𝐬 𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐦𝐚𝐲𝐛 𝐨𝐫 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐢𝐦𝐚 𝐭𝐥𝐥 𝐮 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐠𝐨𝐭 𝐠𝐨𝐭 𝐦𝐞 𝟐 𝐭𝐞𝐥𝐥 𝐮𝐫 𝐰𝐫𝐨𝐧𝐠 𝐝𝐢𝐝 𝐮 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐢 𝐬𝐚𝐢𝐝 𝐥𝐚𝐬𝐭 𝐬𝐨𝐧𝐠 (つ﹏◕✿)･ﾟ｡ 𝐢𝐟 𝐢 𝐭𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐚𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐟𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐦𝐤 𝐦𝐲 𝐬𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐜𝐫𝐚𝐰𝐥 𝐢𝐟 𝐢𝐭 𝐝𝐨𝐞𝐬𝐧𝐭 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐤 𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐝𝐨𝐧𝐭 𝐛 𝐫𝐮𝐧𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐜𝐮𝐳 𝐢 𝐝𝐨𝐧𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐝𝐞𝐚𝐥 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐚𝐧𝐲 𝐞𝐧𝐝 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐭𝐫𝐲 𝐭𝐨 𝐠𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐢𝐭 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐢 𝐧𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐡𝐚𝐝 𝐢 𝐭𝐨𝐥𝐝 𝐮 𝐰𝐞𝐯𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐦𝐨𝐯𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨𝐨 𝐟𝐚𝐬𝐭 𝐠𝐨 𝐚𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐝 𝐧 𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐦𝐞 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐜𝐨𝐥𝐝 𝐢 𝐜𝐧𝐭 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧 𝐜𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐡𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐬𝐚𝐲 𝐢𝐭 𝐬𝐚𝐲 𝐢𝐭 𝐬𝐨 𝐬𝐨𝐨𝐧 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐢𝐭𝐬 𝐚𝐥𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐲 𝐬𝐞𝐭 𝐢𝐧 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐧𝐞 ;𝐃:𝐃:𝐃 ꧁♥ 𝐩𝐢𝐜𝐧𝐢𝐜 ♥꧂

꧁♥ picnic ♥꧂ [p. mixedmatches]

@kiryano
@jjaholics @pray4solo

[blx]
every time we talk she's just tearing my heart out
oh you love me well.. show me you love me then
i start every morning just puking my guts out
shouldn't have thought of you i shouldn't breathe again

oh you love me well,, tell me you love me then
oh you'd cry for me,, go ahead start crying then
why do you mess with me mess with my heart again
and my heart is saying i don't want love again

love again ft. kiryano (jj x solo)

@emorave
www.instagram.com/888psych/
i will never leave i love you ariel

why did we fall in love

why did we fall in love <3 (emorave)

produced by negativecreeper & guardiangel
art by @cryinggsilence

@i9bonsai
@kggn
@negativecreeper
@guardiangelll

[blx]
no no
im at my brink im like no no
i been sinking im like no no
i dont know where to go go
im like waves ya im one with the fluid
i dont wanna do it anymore i cant do it
i do what i want ya dont look at me stupid
i tell them to move it well they're going to fucking move it
i told them to love me well they're going to fucking love me
how am i gonna get my point across ur acting like a dummy
oh he acting funny wrap him up justt like a mummy
and i said she looking stunning when im with her it is sunny
go go (go go)
said she wanna love me i told her that i dont need that
go go (go go)
she told me she love me i told her that she dont mean that.

[i9bonsai]
leave me in the cold i dont wanna go out。。
anymore but i know that i dont want to stay around,, anymore
n i dont want to b bound by the chains n the words n the sounds ::
yh its time t forget it then (・・;)ゞ
i dnt wna pretend:: i cant let u in

goin t to the road。。 can u let it end?
if i stay around its a never ending mess
its not enough,, we just needa c it less
its a mess 2much with tht excess

cut tht off,, :: (・人・)

[ku]
go go
go go
wipe my tears as u leave me in the cold
im on some stuff that u aint heard of movin slow
whts the big deal im messed up dont u know
this
hopeless
focus
on my eyes
we’re almost there
psychosis
i did evrything i cld but its all bogus
all tht stuff u put on me w/o a notice
feel the addy in my stomach got me so sick
its clear u rnt tht so tell me why im homesick
feel the walls theyre closin in im claustrophobic

no no ft. i9bonsai & kuru

lil melodiez - 10 fold (prod. dblvsn)

bonsai planet  ✿ ❀ ! 

ripbonsai@gmail.com 

@i9u  ヽ(*ﾟдﾟ)ノ
@lbp2

buy repost, ft, opens, etc dm !